i really needa write faster. i tried writing out my story today. with non stop writing and continuous straining. I JUST MADE IT. JUST. finished with the messiest writing ever. my fingers starting getting a bit retarded as well... hopefully all goes well tmr.
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE :D
Friday, April 22, 2011
who says piano songs don;t sound good on guitar ♥
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
who likes a two-face ?
who do you think you are ? don't you know that the way you treat others is the way you'll be treated. why not chose to be one person rather than going around two-facing. drop it off and no one will notice you. stop point out the flaws of others when you're not perfect yourself. it may make you feel better but it ain't gnr last forever especially when people discover the truth. one day you'll realise your insolence. that's when regret will kick in. you'll wish you never were the way you are. you'll wish you kept it all in. but what can you help? you're you, and you can't change that.
- oh just so you easily offended people know, i am not referring to anyone in particular so no need to get worked up. take it anyway you want but like i said, no one in particular and yes i was not in my best mood while writing this.
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I feel so agitated and restless OMG why did my sister have to lose a library book and kill my card. Instead of productively spending the 5hours at library studying, 3/5 of the time went to reading "the boy in the striped pyjamas." I think i have a fetish for stories involving hitler and the jews. But anyway it's an awesome book, i only got through half of it, but thanks to my dead library card i can't take it home :( That's not all i'm depressed about right now though. Apparently it takes a whole hour to get to duongs house. == Gyahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I never liked this song much.
UNTIL I SAW THE VIDEO.
-INSTANT LOVE-
I don't think cute is the right word to describe it...
but idc, it's still cute XD
Monday, April 18, 2011
i've always wanted this ;)
thankyou nicole :D
Sunday, April 17, 2011
guitarguitar
I HAVE FINALLY LEARNED HOW TO PROPERLY TUNE MY GUITAR !
I GOT NEW GUITAR STRINGS !
AND MY GUITAR IS TUNED !
I AM SO HAPPY :D
TIME TO LEARN NEW SONGS !!!!!!!
kim
i don't like this song, but it's kinda true right? :L
I might be a little, concerned with my hair
I might need comfort, more than my share
I might seem to follow fashion, but claim that I don't care
My heart is your best friend, when it rules my head
I might want to talk alot, but don't ask me why
And I'll get impatient, if you don't reply
I might always search for something wrong, I want you to deny
And if you love me just stay close, and hold me when i cry
Don't try to understand me, I'm just a girl
One of the greatest mysteries, you'll find in this world
I'm not hard to handle, I'm just a girl
Saturday, April 16, 2011
just saying.
It's like a trend of dislike and hatred. From this person to the next, for this reason and the other; then on top of that the whole thing is like a gust of wind, there; we all know it is; but because it's not visible we act as if it isn't. Brings me back to saying how people are so two faced these days. It makes me wonder what's real and what's not. When people talk to you; do they really mean what they say? When someone smiles at you; are they just faking it? Maybe they secretly hate you as well. It's sad, having such doubt toward your friends, but looking at how things are I can't help it. Call me paranoid if you wish, i won't deny, and neither would it change anything.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
just sitting around thinking and i realised that even though things are so-called 'cleared', i still don't really like you. and i'll never look at you the same ever again, nor do i wnr see you every again. you irritate me more than a certain someone can irritate me.
wow ?
♥
First of all;
Happy sweet sixteen Kim! (:
You're freakin awesome, both you and I and every one of your friends knows that. Really, how many people can crack us up without even trying? Who makes us feel loved and cared about without the corny bit? You're irreplaceable in our hearts, i hope you know that.
So far events might not have been so promising, but hey man, it's still your birth-day. The day when you can do anything, say anything, and be forgiven. Demand what you want; a massage and/or your chores done for you. Walk out the house at will cause your an official LEGAL (incl. from rents). Retort and snap back to those petty insults cause today you're boss.
Well above all, i guess i should still sensibly add; hope your day gets/have gotten better! ><
xo
P:S: I was planning to send you 16 consecutive randomly-written texts, but i had a feeling you probably weren't in the mood for it. They're still in my drafts right now. And well what do you know... girls intuition? =P
Moving on...
Tutor was terrible today. Lynda was sick; James forgot, leaving me all alone trying to comprehend the trig identities lesson. Lynda, I'm going to be honest with you; without you I'm un-alive. I had a headache, and I couldn't get a thing. Jane caught me scribbling on my worksheet and texting instead of paying attention. Terrible, terrible lesson. Then I went banks and wandered like a loser for 2 hours till my dad came, bringing me to my more positive announcement; I bought my physics dotpoint textbook today! And some "edible english" textbook, i don't know if that's what ms repin was talking about, but its got all the techniques/devices and stuff so *shrug
Time to resume study.
love lucy
'happy birthday'
'have an awesome day'
'have a great one'
'be happy'
thanks for all the positive messages. but so far it's been the worst day of the year. i couldn't sleep til 7am due to a freakin stomach ache. i broke my glasses. i'm stuck at home with nothing to do, nor nothing i want to do. my mum is a fucking bitch. someone's not tlaking to me. i was home alone. i'm bored. i'm getting told off. called stupid, dumb, self absorbed bitch. accidentally deleted all my important files. what more could happen. the most eventful yet uneventful day of my life. i fucking hate it.
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
LOL ?
Never thought i would say it...
I started watching glee...OMG. watched it all last night till 5am and missed tutor cause i slept in LOL. J
Hmm
People always saying judging the book by its cover was always bad. I always agreed but now I realise, what if that's all you have to be able to make any decision or comment on something. Is it really one's fault to judge if there's nothing else to go on but the outside of things. J
just me being my self-absorbed self (?)
birthdays. another excuse to party. something i used to always look forward to. i mean, i had a count down to birthday like 100 days before every year. this year. i'm far from looking forward to it. i don't wnr grow up. i don't want more responsibilities. more expectations. i wnr stay young. i wnr be free. i wnr be able to be excused for doing stupid things. i wnr have fun and not worry about what the world thinks. i don't want tomorrow to come. i don't ever want it to come. as i get older, the more trapped i seemed to be. it was only two years ago when i could roam around free. now, nothing. but i don't care anymore. i don't want my birthday to come.
kim
you're everything
and in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
it's you, it's you, you make me sing
you're every line, you're every word, you're everything
chris medina - what are words
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most~
Something i replay whenever i'm on my study break.
I love the instrumental. And the story.
Oh gee the story; it makes me cry; she was pretty.
SEVERELY~~~ I LOVE YOU :) 
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
how to speed up writing pace.
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