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SEVERELY~~~ I LOVE YOU :) john, kim and lucy's blog. currently dead. but enjoy it anyways |
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 Sunday, October 31, 2010 What do you do when you can't come to terms with who you've become?J
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Ｈｏｎｏｕｒ Ｓｏｃｉｅｔｙ －Where are you now?To my favorite teacher Who told me never give up To my 5th grade crush Who I thought I really loved To the guys I missed And the girls we kissed Where are you now? To my ex-best friends Don't know how we grew apart To my favorite band And sing-alongs in my car To the face I see In my memories Where are you now? Where are you now? Cause I'm thinking of you You showed me how How to live like I do If it wasn't for you I would never be who I am To my first girlfriend I thought for sure was the one To my last girlfriend Sorry that I screwed it up To the ones I loved But didn't show it enough Where are you now? Where are you now? Cause I'm thinking of you You showed me how How to live like I do If it wasn't for you I would never be who I am And I'll never see those days again And things will never be that way again But that's just how it goes People change, but I know I won't forget you To the ones who cared And who were there from the start To the love that left and took a piece of my heart To the few who'd swear I'd never go anywhere Where are you now? Where are you now? Cause I'm thinking of you You showed me how How to live like I do If it wasn't for you I would never be who I am If it wasn't for you I would never be who I am If it wasn't for you I'd be nothing Where are you now? |
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Chance or Fate? J
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Friday, October 29, 2010 grey.jpg) |
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Thursday, October 28, 2010 my piano <----- i love my piano (: i was looking through my usb and found a picture of me, obviously not photoshopped by me since i can't do much on ps. it reminded me of how much i once relied on my piano. it was like a stress reliever for me. back then when i'd go sit at my piano, i could just sit there for like two hours plus and not get bored, nor run out of things to play. nowadays i sit there for say 20 minutes and i'm already lacking. i need inspiration. i can't improvise anything anymore. i'm lacking motivation. i guess it's back to the days when i didn't really touch my piano much. guess it's off to find some inspiration or wait til it somehow comes to me again like it did last time.
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Wednesday, October 27, 2010 you're in deep shit. I have no idea what i'm even doing. |
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Monday, October 25, 2010  you be my princess and i'll be your toad i'll follow behind you on rainbow road i'll protect you from blue shells wherever you go i promise ... (:
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Thursday, October 21, 2010 this be translated from viet (no exaggeration): 'one day her blood pressure will rise and she'll die. when that happens, i'll hit you to your death'yeah, then i'll die and you'll have no one. oh wow, at least i know how much you love me now. thanks a lot kim
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Wednesday, October 20, 2010 Scary Movies J
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Tuesday, October 19, 2010 hate it. |
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Monday, October 18, 2010 Shoving the emotions asideI can hear myself say, this is not my day, i'm saying what the hey, you won't believe me anyway. Have you ever, ever felt like this? Have strange things happened, are you going round the twist? Round the twist. Haven't seen that show in YEARS.. Still lame as ever. ASTRO boy is comin back to ABC though. Ohsnap. Plus SHERLOCK homes is my new idol. Besides lookin rather dorky, he is totally awesome. Anyways. Enough with my random anti-chronological talk of television. Yesterday lucy got so bored she decided to use that hair colouring stuff people use for white hair... Bad idea. Very bad idea. I used dark brown, meaning it wouldn't make the slightest difference on me meaning i used chemicals on my hair for nothing meaning i practically killed my hair. Yes my stupidity is quite endless. Oh, and i also learnt another lesson. Never watch anything other than G and PG movies before bed. Seriously. I watched half of "The Glass House" from 11-12 yesterday. To me it was kinda like reality based thriller/horror with drugs and violence and shiet, not exactly scary but GYAHH it was .. traumatising >: |
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Sunday, October 17, 2010 am i a fool ?
am i so used to having you there ? am i so used to the fact that whenever i need you, you will be there ? am i so used to it that when it comes to just going through a second without you, i'm not capable of doing anything ? is it really like that or is this all a dream ? will the day come when i will be used to it ? cause i'm wondering. NO, i am not depressed, i'm just pondering/ thinking/ wondering. yeah, that's what happens when i'm bored :L |
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Saturday, October 16, 2010 Wonderful "Hey, ain't life wonderful? Wonderful, wonderful, wonderful... Isn't everything wonderful now?"
I close my eyes when I get too sad I think thoughts that I know are bad Close my eyes and I count to ten Hope it's over when I open them I want the things that I had before Like a I wish I could count to ten Make everything be wonderful again Hope my mom and I hope my dad Will figure out why they get so mad Hear them scream, I hear them fight They say bad words that make me wanna cry Close my eyes when I go to bed And I dream of angels who make me smile I feel better when I hear them say Everything will be wonderful someday Promises mean everything when you're little And the world's so big I just don't understand how You can smile with all those tears in your eyes Tell me everything is wonderful now Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now I go to school and I run and play I tell the kids that it's all okay I laugh aloud so my friends won't know When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home Go to my room and I close my eyes I make believe that I have a new life I don't believe you when you say Everything will be wonderful someday Promises mean everything when you're little And the world is so big I just don't understand how You can smile with all those tears in your eyes When you tell me everything is wonderful now No No, I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now No No, I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now I don't wanna hear you say That I will understand someday No, no, no, no I don't wanna hear you say You both have grown in a different way No, no, no, no I don't wanna meet your friends And I don't wanna start over again I just want my life to be the same Just like it used to be Some days I hate everything I hate everything Everyone and everything Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now... I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now |
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Friday, October 15, 2010 With or without you See the thorn twist in your side I wait for you Sleight of hand and twist of fate On a bed of nails she makes me wait And I wait....without you With or without you With or without you Through the storm we reach the shore You give it all but I want more And I'm waiting for you With or without you With or without you I can't live With or without you And you give yourself away And you give yourself away And you give And you give And you give yourself away My hands are tied My body bruised, she's got me with Nothing to win And nothing left to lose With or without you With or without you I can't live With or without you |
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Thursday, October 14, 2010 Live frugally on surprise! 1. Much thanks to Jason Jun Pin Lung (technically it was my fault but yeah) i dropped my laptop and it dieeed. Well 2 buttons came loose and the corner cracked! Hmph. 2. I made an personally noteable achievement! -does dance of joy- 3. For approx. 20min i was stuck loner with one of the most unexpected of people... The awkwardness i felt is indescribable... but yeah, act cool [; That's it? My source of company changed every say, 10-20minutes? Right until Ms Milledge decide to tell everyone to go home and i found myself engaged in conversations with math teachers... Not cool. Oh and i didn't get to go Therese's house :'( lucy
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