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	Sunday, October 3, 2010 Taxxed off Christina I haven't done one of these in ageeeeeeeeeeees. Here goes (: What if someone asked you to be in a relationship with them? Not gnr happen =] Do you honestly speak your mind no matter what? Nope Can girls really be trusted? Being a girl......would you trust my answer? What is your hair looking like right now? A mess. Give me some lyrics of the song you're listening to: I use to be lovedrunk, but now i'm hungover~ What woke you up this morning? My alarm woke me. My dad successfully got me out of bed 2hrs later. Are you too hot, too cold or just right at the moment? Just right [; Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? I love rainy days, only when i'm indoors. (: Who's the last person that you hugged, not family? Lynnie =] Would it suck to have to share a bed every night? Your side my side? Nah jokes- Get lost. What will your next piercing be? Ears? When was the last time you saw your bestfriend? Who's that? Do you think its cute when someone kisses your forehead? Sorta xD What are you wearing right now? Would destroy your imagination Do you believe that regrets are lessons learned? Most of the times What did you do today? Study my life away Do you currently work? I wish. You hiring?! hopeful What did you last have to drink? Soup =] Do you love the last person you texted? Yes......i think =] Who made you cry last? I forgot Who did you last call? My mum.? What do you regret doing at FAR too young? Porn? Jokes. I don't even get the question Fave fruit? Duriannnnn<3 Do you regret anything about your past? What's there to regret? It's over Do you collect anything? Currrently? Yeah, study notes Do you have any weapons for personal protection? No. But can i make the first attack anyway? What is the last restaurant you ate at? Red chilli? Is that what its called? Idunno Last person you had a fight with? My sister Where were you 2 hours ago? On the floor. Studying Do you take your daily vitamins? I'm doing great without them Where is your most ticklish spot? Don't got? What is your greatest fear? Going into MG without money :S How many people have you kissed, that you can HONESTLY say you loved? Idk....none? XD Has anyone told you they don't ever want to lose you? Lol. I honestly dont remember What do your friends call you? My name Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot? Never stopped =] Will you be in a relationship in the next month? Nope Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight? It's almost midnight. Lynda's prolly too tired to tell me about how awesome Justice Crew was. So no. Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow? Nope. But i cant guarantee that wouldnt happen Are you wearing makeup? At home? When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug? LOL i dont remember Are you one of those people who hate crying in front of others? Yeah.................>> Have you ever trusted someone too much? Heck yeah D< Would you rather be the heartbreaker or heartbroken? I'm only gonna break-break break-break your heart~ nah, the typical heartbroken =] Does someone have feelings for you? Haha. I wouldn't think so =] Who was the last phone conversation with and about what? Uhh...colin/shaw. He mentioned something about Duong. Thats it Who is your last missed call from? Private. But no doubt its colin Would you say that you are emotionally strong? I would say i use to be What are your plans for Friday? STUDY! Plans for the weekend? STUDY! Are you okay with the life you live? You willing to trade me a better one? How did you get your last bruise? I dont even realise when i get them How tall are you? 169cm Your phone is ringing. It's your ex. What do you say? Err...Sup? Do you believe that there's good in everybody? Hopes over belief... surely theres a little in everybody =] When is the next time you'll fly on a plane? Summer holidays if my dad still plans to go China lucy*

	Saturday, October 2, 2010 More procrastination *I wnr get 100ATAR, so freakin bad* (: YESSS more procrastination! -sarcasm- Don't critisise my photoshopping, i know the colour mix are horrific but hey, it was rushed through my guilty imboredsoilljustplayaroundabit studybreaks.This one included. Maybe it's how much i wish i was smarter, cus for some reason i've grown real fond of wearing these lens-less glasses and NO its not just for the camera! These holidays are seriously driving me nuts. I only do three things every day minus procrastination, sleep, eat, and study. DEFINITION OF NO LIFE!? I can't even go shopping without taking my notes with me. And recently i've been gettin frequent attacks of irritable restlessness. You know, when you feel pissed/sad but on the outside you're all normal/happylikeshit, and you have the urges to cry but instead you're laughing? It's so weird and ironic it's impossible to explain. I'm abnormal. Yeah that settles it. I actually wanted to post something emotional, but changed my mind. Instead i'll announce the discovery i made (about myself); I've lost my sensitivity. I don't cry so easily any more, and my tolerance level is back to the max. Probably cus of holidays and being alone. It's a good thing, i think. Mr optimism came back<33 Oh and the mood here needs brightening :D Now... BACK TO STUDY. lucy

	Friday, October 1, 2010 It was nice hoping you'd be a better friend. Sometimes..you just have to let go of the sweet past to really move on and find who you really are. There's no point in hoping for the results of the past to change within the future when you know deep down that things won't change. It'll just slowly eat you from the inside. So from this point on. I'm truely letting go of you after 3 years. Thanks for the memories and showing me that I can hold on to something if I really want to. J

	hate i hate me, i hate myself, i hate i. i hate how i'm so stupid. how i suck at everything. how i can't even make myself bothered to do anything. i hate how i always complain. i hate my unbotheredness. i hate my lack of skill. i hate how i cry at even the tiniest of things. i hate how i annoy the shit out of people sometimes. i hate how i can't shut up. i hate it when i don't know what to say. i hate my disorganised ways. i hate my insecurity, my self absorbed-ness. how it always seems like i want the world to revolve around me. i hate how it always seems like i'm only thinking about myself. i hate how sometimes i can't express myself properly. i hate how i can't control anything. i hate how my mood swings so easily now. i hate i hate i hate. i hate everything about me. ----- i hate it when i post a blog and then have this urge to delete it soon after. && i hate how i change my mind so easily. there's a lot more i could say. but i'd probably bore the shit out of you.

	I'm cold I agree with John below :) Spring is so cold. And my procrastination level is becoming intolerable. It took me 4 whole days to finish just my stupid science notes like omfg and here i am blogging again >> My dietary guidelines are failing too; my mum ordered pizza for lunch yesterday, who can possibly resist pizza?! And i keep rejecting offers to go jogging too T____T Motivation & determination, where be you? LEND ME YOUR POWER!!! Yes Lucy has gone totally insane :D Btw, John, that deleted poem wasn't a poem. It was a confession written in broken paragraphs and was only gonna last in public overnight :) Plus I can't stand myself sounding corny. shiver. It's against my nature. Anyways. Now i shall go in hopes of no return. Love you all lucy*

	A soft spot. There'll always be that one person that you always think back on. After years and years, you'll always have a soft spot just for them. And one day, you will realise that you would get a rocket launcher and blast the bajesus out of that soft spot. You'd still go to great lengths even if they aren't worth it and would never appreciate it. Ahh well. J

	The Holiday Don't you hate that feeling where you feel restless, hot and like you're going to fall any moment? It's even worse luck when it's when you're making notes LOL. I've just been playing bomberman and watching gossip girl reruns xD. What's everyone else up to? J P.S That poem that was posted then deleted, I liked it heaps. =]

	Thursday, September 30, 2010 tyftm One night and one more time Thanks for the memories Even though they weren't so great; "He tastes like you but sweeter"! One night, yeah, and one more time Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories; "See, he tastes like you only sweeter"!

	Wednesday, September 29, 2010 Fuck Me Dead I GIVE THE NEW MEANING TO PROCRASTINATION OMG. I haven't even started writing my notes. I hope you guys are doing better than I am. Right now, I'm sleeping over at my sister's house watching some 80s horror film called The Blob and the dam cat called Jingles just scared the shit out of me by jumping up onto the coach suddenly.So weird. Oh today I went formal shopping and yea I know you guys would say whatever I wear would look crap cause it's me, but honestly the outfit isn't half bad =D. And sis took me hiphop class. It was fucking insane. One of the songs was Drop it Low by Estern Dunst and we had to learn it quick. =.=" And today I slept in cause was on the phone late but come on, you can't expect me t wake up to get to a tutor class at 9am man. So tomorrow I have to go and it starts at 11.30am, fuck that. J

	warning WARNING NEVER, EVER, TRUST A LUNGY'S LINK. no, i haven't clicked it yet. it's just a lesson i learnt from past experiences and what's keeping me from clicking it now . pulls face i need to send my history teacher my notes. but i lost her email. WHO'S IN MY HISTORY CLASSS?! -.- lucy.*

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	Sometimes i wonder why people flush all that optimism down the drain.

	Tuesday, September 28, 2010 . *Sometimes* you just wish you could bash the sense into someone.

	Empty Everyone goes through that feeling where you're empty, where you don't know what to really feel. All you can really do is hope someone is there to help direct you when it comes. J

	Monday, September 27, 2010 FYI It's not really getting stood up if there was never really a planned meet up so *technically* you didn't get stood up. And there was no knowledge or recollection of you actually saying you'd be there, so don't get pissed at me for something I'm not actually responsible for. Thank you. J

	Saturday, September 25, 2010 Fairytales. I hate them. Regardless of how nice and warm they are, the joy instilled after seeing the happy ending, they leave a bitter taste in my mouth. When I was a child, I loved seeing happy endings. It gave me something to believe in, allowed me to hope that there's better things in the world. They always showed that, whatever the situation, no matter how hopeless it was, there was always going to be something that would go right for the protagonist. I have just finished watching The Dark Knight. I liked and hated The Joker. He stated that having plans means that they crumble and it would lead to anarchy. Not always true but possible. One thing that I hate about humans is that we always hope. Oh and I mean always. Yeah, you people that say you don't bother hoping anymore, you still hope, I know cause I've been there. We can't help but hope. Just because we lower or "have no expectations" doesn't mean we don't hope. What you guys go through is actually partial denial. Basically what goes through your head is, "Nah, it's not going to happen...no...no definitely won't" yet in the back of your mind, some little bitch prods you saying "maybe, might be, might have". That bitch goes by the name of hope. People say it's good to hope. Great unless everytime you do it goes down the bloody drain. I was hoping for relief. I was hoping for something that would just be relaxing, nothing of a hassle, nothing I had to fuss over. Nope, hope fucked me up and it turns out this one is the greatest exhaustion because for once I'm trying to be a better person. Hope left me like a broken record.And you'll never know cause I'm not significant enough for you to notice.

	Thursday, September 23, 2010 do i even make sense ? don't you hate those moments of insecurity? i know i do. Those times when it feels like sooner or later everything that you have and truly care for, though that may not seem to be the case, will just disappear? Maybe they'll wonder off to somewhere better. To a place where they were meant to be... away from you. don't you hate it when it feels like you've said something that's either put someone off or offended them in any way when it was only a joke? don't you hate it when you have a feeling that someone is pissed off with you but you have no idea why? don't you hate it when you have those moments when you just don't know what's up with yourself and what you're thinking and why you are thinking such selfish thoughts? don't you hate it when it feels like the whole world just simply hates you? don't you hate it when you feel like something/someone missing and you feel so alone? People say that they get used to it, but seriously how can you get used to it? it's not that easy... oh yeah, and don't you hate it how year 10 is so depressing ? kim (: i also hate how i dont make sense most of the time :L ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- oh and lucy i just have to continue the song (: i'd hate to be away from you but i'll i'll understand if you can't give me all i've dreamed of but i'll still be waiting cause i can't get over you ~ hehe (: i think that's how it goes >> damn now it's in my head :o okay, i'll shut up now

	I shouldn't be here Every time i get a look upon your face I feel like my soul is dying Every time i reach for you it's empty space I feel like my heart is crying, for you~ I need a room, a lock, and a refrigerator; some place TO LOCK MYSELF IN, and prevent me from killing time on things like this when i could be doing something productive. ---- removed I hate when i write something and then something happens or i change my mind and the piece of writing ends up sounding stupid. And i hate when there are so many possibilities that you don't know what to think and everything just doesn't seem to make sense. Irony use to fascinate me, now it's really starting to get on my nerves. lucy

	Wednesday, September 22, 2010 dear cecilia thank you for paying the rest of what i owe for formal :D i shall pay you back when i have the money (: I LOVE YOU VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCHHHH ♥ from kim (:

	back when ... i was browsing through old piccas and saw all those piccas when i had long hair D: well... longer hair at least. i kinda miss it now D; i like looking back at piccas. they bring back memories (: hehe makes me feel... happy ? thinking back to fun memories. isn't it amazing how a camera can capture such beautiful moments? even though you could look like the biggest retard on earth, in the future it'll be a nice memory to see (: pictures of you, pictures of me hung upon your wall for the world to see pictures of you, pictures of me remind us all of what we used to be i like pictures very very much :D

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