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SEVERELY~~~ I LOVE YOU :) john, kim and lucy's blog. currently dead. but enjoy it anyways |
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 Tuesday, March 30, 2010 A rainy day.Nights ago you could say, I felt sad, pretty grey. Cracks appeared, My facade began to clear. Tears began to roll away. The mask fell each night. Each day I faked things were all right, Lonely it felt though, Insecurities began to grow. Slowly losing the fight. One night not coping through all types of stress. I typed in a familiar website address. Love you all cause you GMH. JohnBoii
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boredom. kim |
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Friday, March 26, 2010 lynnie is pro just admiring lynnie's pro-ness :) GYAHHH ITS SO SEXY !! ><  |
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God. Dam. It.LOVE life and life will LOVE you back.What optimistic nonsense. If only it really worked that way. But no, face it; loving someone, something, doesn't mean you wont hurt them, or get hurt by them. Life's plain complicated, a selfish bitch. One things right, and your world seems all perfect, then suddenly the other goes wrong and the walls close on you for the hundredth time; one problem is resolved, another rises and hits you. "Suck it up and move on" , how easily said but so hard done. How easy is it to tell someone else "it'd be okay; be strong; you always got me, us" when one day you stumble into the same situation, and realize the comfort, but at the same time, uselessness those words turn out to be. I'm getting sick and tired of staring at people in jealousy. Since life neglects me, neglects my call, I guess i'll just have to attempt as an optimistic to go on for now; shake off whatever i'm not, forget the things i desire and ponder for, and start looking at and treasuring what i have; those that others don't. Think about the more unfortunate people. Be glad i even have a shelter from rain, have food when i'm hungry, have people to talk to, people that care. Be glad my life is considered"content", well at least on the outside... 'Sufferings, pain, they don't seem to exist in your world. You're always happy. Perhaps i should remind you that happiness doesnt last on YOUR journey, by shoving you down a(nother) hole, a hole that never started there, but which i dug out, in a moments time, specially for you to fall inside and almost kill yourself clambering back out later. By then you'd probably forget, and just blame yourself like usual. You won't hate. You're not that kind of person. Just slow and stupid, and oh so gullible.' Yeah, say whatever, do whatever, you know what, i don't care anymore. Ima leave it as it is, let life and fate guide me instead of my dreams. I;m happy, don;t you worry. Its all yours, and btw, do me a favour? - JUST FML AND I MAYBE THEN ILL GET SOME PEACE. L
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Thursday, March 25, 2010 ... Its always the same thing every morning. I dont give a shit about what you talk about so just shut the fuck up. I dont give a shit if you think i m useless or stupid or whatever. If you think i m stupid go fucking disown me, i dont care. Id rather be away from here anyway. You think i m not busy with all the shit in my life. You dont even know what i go through every night. Ever wondered why i m so tired all the time ? You just assume but never confirm. You dont know what happens every night. It wouldnt matter if you knew cause you ll just say its stupid anyway. You tell me to tell you what's up with my life. How the fuck can I fucking tell you when you think what ever i say is stupid. You say that you ll let me have my say by why the fuck do you not listen. You want me to have a life ? PFFT ! i have no freakin life. You took my life away from me and restrict me form everything. You call me unsociable and say I have no friends. Look who freakin restrict me from everything. You don't even let me communicate with anyone. You might as well lock me up in a room and never let me out. It makes no difference anyway. You took my optimism away from. Its been almost 15 years and I cant take it any more. I just wanna run away. If you understand what i go through then why the fuck would you do and say this shiet to me. You dont even believe me when i m telling the fucking truth. You only ever listen to one side of the story and its never mine. If you think i m stupid and worthless then just think so. I dont care. |
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250310 Quote Of The Day = Kim @ John: You know I can touch your!....-looks up and sees Miss Wheatley. We were fighting over...paper? haha. Recess was epic fail for me I would say. Jing, if you don't vote for me ima get my revenge in a very effective way. Anyway, he said he would vote for the person...that would flirt with a geo teacher yesterday on our excursion. Guess who did the deed today at recess, to....Ms....Kumar...That's right people, JohnBoii did it. Everything else was quite mundane so I'll keep it to myself. I've got a lot of things to do today, more than 14 different things D=. Bye peeps. JohnBoii
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Wednesday, March 24, 2010 FIELD TRIP A geographically educational field trip to BiCentennial Park today. Not only was it a total bore, a sacrificial feast for the mosquitoes, and a horrendous art gallery of SPIDERS, there was barely even any fresh air to breathe. The place STUNK. We were basically studying a significantly polluted area, just to show how our daily litters could impact on the environment. The water insect hunt was funny. Lungy caught a huge tadpole like fish thing, and IT JUMPED OUT TO ITS DEATH. Twice! The first time we saved it. All the break times were spent playing BS with lyndas hellokitty cards. I went home with 2 pen marks on my face, and a huge line on my leg. Im sure you can guess who's fault that was. Thanks to Lung for sharing the pain. LOL. Anyway, that sums up for the day. AND OMG, I JUST REALIZED WE FORGOTTEN THE KUMAR FLIRT THING, well I DID. Jing i better win, or ima insure you a bruise thats gonna stay till your 20. Hmph :/ <3 L
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miss youI know I'll see you again You were one of my first friends when i entered sefton. Its been almost three years since i ve known you and suddenly you leave ): it was so sudden. So sudden i literally jumped out of my chair when i found out. Just wanted you to know how much i will miss you and not only will i miss, EVERYONE will miss you D: We ll miss your happy smile face (: have fun in STGHS but remember youre welcome to come back whenever :D kim (: -sigh- i m missing you already :/
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Monday, March 22, 2010 i'll beand i'll be your crying shoulder |
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Sunday, March 21, 2010 @johndangtrinhnguyen @JOHNDANGTRINHNGUYEN: I know something too ;) |
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Study Day! Today Jing and I went on the train to Burwood. Apparently Winnie thought we were gonna meet her at cheso but our train didn't go cheso lol. To make things worse, Jing and I missed our stop and stopped at Ashfield (2 stops too many). Anyway we got to Burwood at about...lets say 9? Winnie met up with us and we went to eat maccas. Then we walked around and messed around until 10.15. I had to go tutor and they watched... Rebound i think. Well I had fun at tutr with my beloved Thai haha. Apparently there's this performance thing. Anyway I got back to Burwood and we walked around the streets and stuff and I got new gloves WOOOO. Jing went to cabra first so I kept Winnie company. We shopped for stuff and talked about confidential stuff. Anyway I got to Cabra pools late and Jing and Lynnie were still waiting...woops. Haha we hopped in and omggg felt so nice to be in water again. This little kid pissed us off, constantly splashing us. Haha me and Jing done bro butterfly and Lynnnie did pro...umm what she did...LOL. Today was pretty coolies. Oh and Lucy, don't get your hopes up, This week will be my week =] and the next week after will be your hell ;). JohnBoii
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Friday, March 19, 2010 total drama action I LOVE TOTAL DRAMA ACTION ! WATCH IT PEOPLE ABC THREE (: |
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Thursday, March 18, 2010 MERIT Winnie's quote from yesterday. I think she was referring to her phone. Couldn't blog or tumblr cause my stupid computer decided to overheat and die. ITS NOT EVEN THAT HOT. Probably suicided from a hate of life. Well i hate it too and you don't see me doing anything stupid? Darn inconvenience. omgawd i got my first merit of the year today, and even more surprisingly, for MATH. I NEVER get merits for MATH. what an achievement :) taxxed 3 different jumpers too; meryems which i had kept overnight and she insisted on its return; kims which was a size too small and james', which i have now. Yes i enjoy suffocating myself in the heat, got a problem? oh and im currently on full suckup period at the moment, you guys know what for. I was right on the edge of faltering, but somehow miraculously i got away. That's a first, and believe me, i was very surprised. <3 L
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180310 Work experience
NTS: Find somewhere where JJKL (Jing,John,Kim,Lucy) can do work experience, Project BGT, Project JLS, Project Group Formal and Project LJC. All this just for a social life, talk about being bothered. All right, see you kiddies on skype, not msn because I'm on Edbert's laptop and there's no msn on there. JohnBoii
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010 googlechrome mmmm... i am so bored :/ kim (: |
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Monday, March 15, 2010 First Day Of Work Experience Jing and I went to Shao's place. It was fucking hilarious. This won't be in chronological order. HIS SISTER HAS AWESOME MUSIC TASTE. It was funny seeing Jing spaz into an oblivion of laughter when Shao made that voice - you guys ever watched Mrs DoubtFire? JUST like that (pedo old lady) - Shao Ting dropped the cake he was gonna make us eat upside down. I have the photos to prove it. It was fun testing each other on the different flavours for my SRP. Unfortunately it made Jing stay home today. SOWWIE <3. Anyway for lunch we had hungry jacks. It was awesome. Work experience. My breakfast was a gloria jeans original iced chocolate. I came early to work. ME SUCH A GOO BOII LAH. All day I basically watched my dentist treat patients. IT WAS SOO COOL but i didnt really get to do anything. When there weren't patients, i read dentistry books. OMG IT WAS TIRING BUT IT WAS SO INTERESTING AND SCARY. >< TAKE CARE OF UR TEETH and dont brush too hard coz ur gums can fuck up. and gum disease...affects...FOUR OUT OF FIVE PEOPLE. OMGGG SCARY Anyway highlight of my day was when...well Kimbo and Wico kept me company by texting me the whole day. And the BIGGESt highlight was when Jing Lyn and Therese came to visit me ^^ love you guys most <3. Oh and i get one hour for lunch. Literally took me ONE minute to eat lunch cause it was a sushi roll and I devoured it LOL. Then for 59 minutes I walked around cabra. My day. I'm gonna ask dentist if I can actually do something tomorrow. LOVE YOU ALL. But love the guys that visited me and keptme company THE most <3. JohnBoii
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dayonewithoutjohn (: mr. johndangtrinhnguyen is a DOG >:( left kimanhnguyen for a freakin DENTIST D: ITS SO FUCKING BORING AT SCHOOL :/ mmmm... where should I do work experience ? anyone have suggestions ;D kim (:
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ABS *jab jab* Nup flabby. *jab jab* Whoaaa...ABS<3 I have now learnt to tense. How..fascinating. School seemed to end real fast today. Probably cause i missed like 2 periods thanks to SAS squad with sending year 7 girls to their doom (2 NEEDLES!) and another pointless evacuation practice. Only had a 5 minute lesson with our uber lanky eng sub, Mr. Woolcrockwhatever. I seriously don't know where people are getting the lame idea that i am attracted to teachers? I blame Terry and Duong. :/ Most of break time was spent testing whether people had abs. Interesting results... Man I need a goddam scale. Are you allowed to change what your doing for srp despite the graded proposal? We better be, cause i have no idea where to get a very sensitive scale to measure carbon with. Oh and a short notice to our Johnboii; dont worry. school hasn't turned dull in your absence. or at least not yet :) We kinda pictured you as a future dentist. Umm...not cool. Haha <3 L
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Sunday, March 14, 2010 sister could my sister get any more annoying >:( kim
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