don't give me that smile. DO NOT GIVE ME THAT SMILE. it's like soooo obvious. AS CLEAR AS DAY ! what's clear you say ? WAAHHTT is clear ? well anyone would know that so i don't need to answer (: so, DON'T. mannn, we don't even talk anymore. and when we do ... just doesn't feel the same. maybe it's cause of exams. but then again, maybe not. but whatevers, DO NOT give me that smile. i don't know, it just fjahfsdjklafhasjkfhsla's me if you get what i mean :L ahhwelps, exams are over :D WOOOOTTT
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
WOOO
OMG EXAMS ARE OVER WOOOOOOO, PARTY BITCHES XD
Unloaded? Barely.
"I'm happy. Just a different type of happy."
-kim
I hate how i feel so drowsy and pissed, even though exams are over. Lack of sleep is least of the reason.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
JHGGY YUUYTVYYVTY FGC CR TEDFHK NB GHYIG
Right now I feel like hell. I tried walking down to the kitchen to get some panadol and I bumped into things and nearly fell three bloody times. I feel like I'm going to throw up and I feel like someone is banging against steel poles in my head. Now I'm in a down mood :( plus I've had to edit this post god knows how many times ==.
J
I feared this would happen
I thought it was through;
Like touching else's tainted gold
The overwhelm of moment
would just be another piece to reminisce.
The show was over, and
Maybe optimism wouldn't disappear
As quickly as it had returned
this time.
I thought wrong.
You came back.
Monday, October 11, 2010
blue :o
sometimes i just want to say 'fuck you' but then that would be kinda slack. plus i don't have a 'proper' reason to say so. so i'll just try and bear with it for a while (: but sersiously, eff off. it's not your face. it's just you and who you are. i'm sorry. you probably hate me too. that aside. i know this is random but i just noticed how many people haveblue fonts on msn o.o i like blue. it's a nice colour. but sefton is just too blue.
it's blue :D ----------------->>
Sunday, October 10, 2010
lalalala.
<----------- what becomes of kim's boredom
mannn, i wnr blog about something but i have nothing to talk about ): well there is but all it is, is E X A M S. like there's already enough talk about that.
i miss everyone like hell. feels like centuries have passed since i last talked to any of you. i miss everyone so much. i even miss those who annoy me at times ): I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE IT IN WORDSSSS T____T i just do okay.
i can't even find the motivation to study. and now exams are like tomorrow and i havent studied anything yet D; OMG, i'm gnr dieeeee ):
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Old stuff, that bring back memories
You know what i think is better than a book or a shortstory? A review, of our own past. It doesn't matter if it's blog posts, textmsgs or old chatlogs with just dialogue, old cards or presents or whatnot. It doesn't matter if it's good or bad. Every thing, every word, every memory puts a smile on my face. Maybe it's cus exams are right in front of me, but i've become fond of looking back at things whenever i get the chance. Just now, when i was meant to be studying, i found myself reading through all the old blogposts (on the dashboard) which date back several months. Sure weren't the most heartening posts i was reminded of, but hey, shows us how much we've changed. And in this case, for the good :) I don't know, i'm just missing a lot of things i use to have. I think i should just shut up and go back to work now.
Friday, October 8, 2010
It doesn't really seem easy anymore. It's forced and .. difficult to be honest. We can't even have a normal conversation anymore without it trailing off. I can't even tell if we're close friends anymore. I guess things change over time....I just didn't think it would change so quickly. I guess it should have been obvious that we'd drift after the things that have happened but....who really wants to face reality when there's such a high probability of the unfavoured outcome. I...I just really miss you.
J
You speak to my heart
There are millions of stars in the world, but there's only one that's brightest to you. But if you ponder longingly on just that one star, you'll fail to see the shooting starfalling for you.
Isn't it funny. People aren't so different. The challenges and problems we come face to face in life are pretty much alike; the feelings that trigger when certain things happen; both our emotional and physical responses. We all have our little desires and expectations, and wish we centred the world once in a while. Heh. Just by understanding ourselves we can understand others- well in my case it'd be the reverse but yeah, same thing. Don't noshit me, i know it's pretty much all basic/common sense but hey, it's lucy. She gets fascinated by her own naiveness so let me be.
Oh and goodluck to john with herhis exam (:
I didn't feel like sleeping even though right now...in about 7 hours I have an english exam. Actually...lately I've been really nocturnal...not kidding, I'm wide awake and have been the past few days...I don't get what's wrong...I thought I had an idea what it was but...well it isn't..much..ARGH It must be exams...yes it must be...oh god now I'm rambling ok so I'll just post this up. For some reason I couldn't move it down.
J
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
i like happy moments. i like looking back at happy moments. i love pictures showing happy moments. (:
i hate looking for happy moments. i hate wondering where they've gone. it'd be nice if they came back.
i still have happy moments, moments when i feel like i'm walking on clouds but sometimes those happy moments disappear :o
dear happy moments,
please come back. i miss you very much. why did you leave? did i take you for granted? i'm sorry ):
i actually like you very very much :D so please come back :DD well, at least the other half of you.
cause i'm still happy. just a different type of happy.
Comparisons
It's almost 2a.m. Lucy lies in bed thinking when she realises her eyeliner was still on. Fail. Maybe its meant to but it makes me look freakin 10 years older. And i really cbf getting out of bed now; not that theres anything unhealthy with keeping makeup on overnight, right? Anyway.
I don't have photos to share, atm. But looking at all those pictures, i find myself reminiscing, somewhat back to year 9. It's an interesting comparison...(a slight disturbance of Lucy's door while certain that all windows are closed from wind keeps her traumatized for 3 minutes...) to now.And i can't honestly say which is better, though last year definitely had more drama. There was camp, there was pandabasher & kingbob, there was the dinofamily business with liz & nick. I had a vast social life, and Mr. optimism was -almost- my bestfriend. This year, as pressured also by teachers, was(since its coming to an end) goodbye to the carefree, bludgy days. I broke off from a lot of people, drifted with others, and in turn stepped closer with some, and even met a couple of new ones. Things have become more serious, not just in terms of work, but like, relationships, bitching?, and seemingly naive arguements. And, i dunno, i guess we're all growing up? Makes me miss my childhood. LITTLE LUNCH & BIG LUNCH FTW<333
LETS PARTYYY FULL ON THESE SUMMER HOLIDAYS YEAHH? (: now its almost 3 and im freakin tired -.-
lucy
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
RAWRRR
I can not be bothered to freaking do notes =.="
Listen to Signs by Bloc party =]
J
dear john,
i know i wasn't meant to post that picture up. I'M SORRY. but i needed something to make me laugh >> heheh (:
from kim
Memories and realising how much I'm missing you ALL right now K3
I started listening to Man in the Mirror by Michael Jackson and bloody hell it's a pretty good song. But that combined with looking at the pictures Kim posted PLUS watching a sad movie is making me teary right now. I miss everyone regardless of what's been happening this year. I miss Chris' interesting talks...I love hearing about things no other person would talk about, Lucy's rhythmic head bobbing, Kim's scream when she's excited, Jing's facial expressions haha, Lynda's SHUT UP or even the SCREW YOUs, seeing Tracy at the locker in the morning...god there's just so much, I don't think I can type anymore. One other thing I will do though, will be post as many pictures as I can as I try to hold my emotions together. Miss you all heaps.
J
Holy shit that took so much space o.o" LOL Sorry xD
Monday, October 4, 2010
rain ?
so baby let the rain fall down from heaven
let it wash away every memory of you and i
cause i don't want your love no more
no woman's gonna bring me pain
gonna get you out of my life
i guess that's why i love the rain
cause it's helping me forget all about you
when the water falls on my face
so i love the rain
i love the rain - claude kelly
do you like rain? i don't really like the rain but besides making everything look all glooomy and wet, it provides us with water right :DD so that means for the last few days we;ve been getting a lot of water rightright ? haha i think rainy weather makes me high. i've been going high a lot for the last 3-4 days. apparently, i went so high it was scary but that's probably cause those people who are used to seeing a more quiet and shy kim have never seen me talk nonstop and laugh and act like some complete retard. haha. chocolate cake makes me high too. it also causes me to have nose bleeds. i've been having a lot of nose bleeds since mr. rainy weather came. if only mr. i am your motivation to start studying paid me a visit ):
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OMGOMGOMG.
i haven't seen anyone for like the past like... well ever since holidays. I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCHHHHH T_____T SOMEONE SAY SOMETHING. ANYTHING :o i think i really am high... OMG I SWEAR IM ALWAYS TLAKING TO MYSELF ON SKYPE. NO ONES ON ANYMORE. well at least not when i'm on...i wnr see your faces. come visit. link me to pictures of you. post them up. WHATEVER man. I JUST WNR SEE YOUR SEXY FACES D: i'm like looking through old piccas. hehe might as well share some since i have studying nothing better to do.they're gnr be everywhere since these bloody ass pictures don't know how to a simple instruction and stay in the place i put them in --'
if you think about it, though there were shitloads of shit happenings this year, there were funny moments too :DD well some of these pictures are from last year but whatevers :L
kim (:
Jenny's Party
Ban...that green pancake seafood thing LOL. I hate it...but the ones that Jenn'ys mum made were pretty good...so that's saying something hehe. I let loose today with Singstar with Kylie hehe. It was nice to have fun and not get down afterwoods. Chess was fun...beat Edbert and Steven mwahhaha. Oh my god I suck at audition now Q_Q. Tekken is a bitch of a game...I can't beat anyone without spamming LOL. Made tonnes of Peggy jokes today =]. Left the party THE latest at 9pm but was in the middle of playing Blade..something...fun game D=. Grats to Kylie, sorry and hope you have better luck next time Timmy and haha Sally, you took my suggestion eh =]. I CAN'T SLEEP =[ too much thinking I think. Farout I was playing with my newfound pocket knife again in bed and I nearly dropped it and stabbed myself ==. Right about now I'm watching gossip girl, searching up zippo lighters and planning how to make notes for math tomorrow efficiently. THANK YOU MS MILLEDGE, gave us sheets for like the longer stuff. Hey Lucy umm...a third party suggested I do something and I need your opinion on it...call me? if you don't have my home number, text me. And also I needa ask advice for something to do with that suggestion...ahh but I'm at tutor 2-4.15. I miss talking with peopleeee but my net sucks and we all have notes to write....we've all got to do something after exams to catch up kays?
SEVERELY~~~ I LOVE YOU :) 
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Isn't it funny. People aren't so different. The challenges and problems we come face to face in life are pretty much alike; the feelings that trigger when certain things happen; both our emotional and physical responses. We all have our little desires and expectations, and wish we centred the world once in a while. Heh. Just by understanding ourselves we can understand others- well in my case it'd be the reverse but yeah, same thing. Don't noshit me, i know it's pretty much all basic/common sense but hey, it's lucy. She gets fascinated by her own naiveness so let me be. 
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