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SEVERELY~~~ I LOVE YOU :) john, kim and lucy's blog. currently dead. but enjoy it anyways |
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Wednesday, October 6, 2010 i hate looking for happy moments. i hate wondering where they've gone. it'd be nice if they came back. i still have happy moments, moments when i feel like i'm walking on clouds but sometimes those happy moments disappear :o dear happy moments, please come back. i miss you very much. why did you leave? did i take you for granted? i'm sorry ): i actually like you very very much :D so please come back :DD well, at least the other half of you. cause i'm still happy. just a different type of happy. |
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Comparisons I don't have photos to share, atm. But looking at all those pictures, i find myself reminiscing, somewhat back to year 9. It's an interesting comparison...(a slight disturbance of Lucy's door while certain that all windows are closed from wind keeps her traumatized for 3 minutes...) to now. And i can't honestly say which is better, though last year definitely had more drama. There was camp, there was pandabasher & kingbob, there was the dinofamily business with liz & nick. I had a vast social life, and Mr. optimism was -almost- my bestfriend. This year, as pressured also by teachers, was(since its coming to an end) goodbye to the carefree, bludgy days. I broke off from a lot of people, drifted with others, and in turn stepped closer with some, and even met a couple of new ones. Things have become more serious, not just in terms of work, but like, relationships, bitching?, and seemingly naive arguements. And, i dunno, i guess we're all growing up? Makes me miss my childhood. LITTLE LUNCH & BIG LUNCH FTW<333 LETS PARTYYY FULL ON THESE SUMMER HOLIDAYS YEAHH? (: now its almost 3 and im freakin tired -.- lucy
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Tuesday, October 5, 2010 RAWRRR Listen to Signs by Bloc party =] J
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i know i wasn't meant to post that picture up. I'M SORRY. but i needed something to make me laugh >> heheh (: from kim |
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Memories and realising how much I'm missing you ALL right now K3 J             Holy shit that took so much space o.o" LOL Sorry xD
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Monday, October 4, 2010 rain ?
do you like rain? i don't really like the rain but besides making everything look all glooomy and wet, it provides us with water right :DD so that means for the last few days we;ve been getting a lot of water rightright ? haha i think rainy weather makes me high. i've been going high a lot for the last 3-4 days. apparently, i went so high it was scary but that's probably cause those people who are used to seeing a more quiet and shy kim have never seen me talk nonstop and laugh and act like some complete retard. haha. chocolate cake makes me high too. it also causes me to have nose bleeds. i've been having a lot of nose bleeds since mr. rainy weather came. if only mr. i am your motivation to start studying paid me a visit ): -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- OMGOMGOMG. i haven't seen anyone for like the past like... well ever since holidays. I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCHHHHH T_____T SOMEONE SAY SOMETHING. ANYTHING :o i think i really am high... OMG I SWEAR IM ALWAYS TLAKING TO MYSELF ON SKYPE. NO ONES ON ANYMORE. well at least not when i'm on...i wnr see your faces. come visit. link me to pictures of you. post them up. WHATEVER man. I JUST WNR SEE YOUR SEXY FACES D: i'm like looking through old piccas. hehe might as well share some since i have                    if you think about it, though there were shitloads of shit happenings this year, there were funny moments too :DD well some of these pictures are from last year but whatevers :L kim (:
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Jenny's Party J |
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Sunday, October 3, 2010 Taxxed off Christina What if someone asked you to be in a relationship with them? Not gnr happen =] Do you honestly speak your mind no matter what? Nope Can girls really be trusted? Being a girl......would you trust my answer? What is your hair looking like right now? A mess. Give me some lyrics of the song you're listening to: I use to be lovedrunk, but now i'm hungover~ What woke you up this morning? My alarm woke me. My dad successfully got me out of bed 2hrs later. Are you too hot, too cold or just right at the moment? Just right [; Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? I love rainy days, only when i'm indoors. (: Who's the last person that you hugged, not family? Lynnie =] Would it suck to have to share a bed every night? Your side my side? Nah jokes- Get lost. What will your next piercing be? Ears? When was the last time you saw your bestfriend? Who's that? Do you think its cute when someone kisses your forehead? Sorta xD What are you wearing right now? Would destroy your imagination Do you believe that regrets are lessons learned? Most of the times What did you do today? Study my life away Do you currently work? I wish. You hiring?! *hopeful What did you last have to drink? Soup =] Do you love the last person you texted? Yes......i think =] Who made you cry last? I forgot Who did you last call? My mum.? What do you regret doing at FAR too young? Porn? Jokes. I don't even get the question Fave fruit? Duriannnnn<3 Do you regret anything about your past? What's there to regret? It's over Do you collect anything? Currrently? Yeah, study notes Do you have any weapons for personal protection? No. But can i make the first attack anyway? What is the last restaurant you ate at? Red chilli? Is that what its called? Idunno Last person you had a fight with? My sister Where were you 2 hours ago? On the floor. Studying Do you take your daily vitamins? I'm doing great without them Where is your most ticklish spot? Don't got? What is your greatest fear? Going into MG without money :S How many people have you kissed, that you can HONESTLY say you loved? Idk....none? XD Has anyone told you they don't ever want to lose you? Lol. I honestly dont remember What do your friends call you? My name Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot? Never stopped =] Will you be in a relationship in the next month? Nope Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight? It's almost midnight. Lynda's prolly too tired to tell me about how awesome Justice Crew was. So no. Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow? Nope. But i cant guarantee that wouldnt happen Are you wearing makeup? At home? When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug? LOL i dont remember Are you one of those people who hate crying in front of others? Yeah.................>> Have you ever trusted someone too much? Heck yeah D< Would you rather be the heartbreaker or heartbroken? I'm only gonna break-break break-break your heart~ nah, the typical heartbroken =] Does someone have feelings for you? Haha. I wouldn't think so =] Who was the last phone conversation with and about what? Uhh...colin/shaw. He mentioned something about Duong. Thats it Who is your last missed call from? Private. But no doubt its colin Would you say that you are emotionally strong? I would say i use to be What are your plans for Friday? STUDY! Plans for the weekend? STUDY! Are you okay with the life you live? You willing to trade me a better one? How did you get your last bruise? I dont even realise when i get them How tall are you? 169cm Your phone is ringing. It's your ex. What do you say? Err...Sup? Do you believe that there's good in everybody? Hopes over belief... surely theres a little in everybody =] When is the next time you'll fly on a plane? Summer holidays if my dad still plans to go China lucy
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Saturday, October 2, 2010 More procrastination I wnr get 100ATAR, so freakin bad (: YESSS more procrastination! -sarcasm- Don't critisise my photoshopping, i know the colour mix are horrific but hey, it was rushed through my guilty imboredsoilljustplayaroundabit studybreaks.This one included. Maybe it's how much i wish i was smarter, cus for some reason i've grown real fond of wearing these lens-less glasses and NO its not just for the camera! These holidays are seriously driving me nuts. I only do three things every day minus procrastination, sleep, eat, and study. DEFINITION OF NO LIFE!? I can't even go shopping without taking my notes with me. And recently i've been gettin frequent attacks of irritable restlessness. You know, when you feel pissed/sad but on the outside you're all normal/happylikeshit, and you have the urges to cry but instead you're laughing? It's so weird and ironic it's impossible to explain. I'm abnormal. Yeah that settles it. I actually wanted to post something emotional, but changed my mind. Instead i'll announce the discovery i made (about myself); I've lost my sensitivity. I don't cry so easily any more, and my tolerance level is back to the max. Probably cus of holidays and being alone. It's a good thing, i think. Mr optimism came back<33 Oh and the mood here needs brightening :D Now... BACK TO STUDY. lucy
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Friday, October 1, 2010 It was nice hoping you'd be a better friend. J
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hate i hate how i'm so stupid. how i suck at everything. how i can't even make myself bothered to do anything. i hate how i always complain. i hate my unbotheredness. i hate my lack of skill. i hate how i cry at even the tiniest of things. i hate how i annoy the shit out of people sometimes. i hate how i can't shut up. i hate it when i don't know what to say. i hate my disorganised ways. i hate my insecurity, my self absorbed-ness. how it always seems like i want the world to revolve around me. i hate how it always seems like i'm only thinking about myself. i hate how sometimes i can't express myself properly. i hate how i can't control anything. i hate how my mood swings so easily now. i hate i hate i hate. i hate everything about me. ----- i hate it when i post a blog and then have this urge to delete it soon after. && i hate how i change my mind so easily. there's a lot more i could say. but i'd probably bore the shit out of you. |
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I'm cold Spring is so cold. And my procrastination level is becoming intolerable. It took me 4 whole days to finish just my stupid science notes like omfg and here i am blogging again >> My dietary guidelines are failing too; my mum ordered pizza for lunch yesterday, who can possibly resist pizza?! And i keep rejecting offers to go jogging too T____T Motivation & determination, where be you? LEND ME YOUR POWER!!! Yes Lucy has gone totally insane :D Btw, John, that deleted poem wasn't a poem. It was a confession written in broken paragraphs and was only gonna last in public overnight :) Plus I can't stand myself sounding corny. *shiver. It's against my nature. Anyways. Now i shall go in hopes of no return. Love you all lucy
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A soft spot. J
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The Holiday J P.S That poem that was posted then deleted, I liked it heaps. =]
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