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	Wednesday, August 31, 2011 a 2008 song. Maybe I should run away Maybe I should disappear Maybe I should find a place Where I'd be happier Anywhere but here

	days of faking. so tired of them.

	what's the point in asking if someone's okay when you won't do anything about it the feeling that overcomes you when you're sitting there thinking and you realise that regardless all the people you have in your life, you're alone.

	Tuesday, August 30, 2011 oh how i wished i could make you my home

	nooooo my pizza :( "Today was the BEST day of my first year in highschool!!!" "Why?" "WE HAD A SUB FOR MATHS!" LOL. Apparently my sisters math teacher (ms herith? ... whoever that is) is her worst of all nightmare HAHAHA. Well much THANKS to lynda and winnie i got a freaking splinter. Been like 4 years since i've had one, and now there it is again, refusing to budge. :( Went library, and just as Colin was gonna shout us my MUM decides to show up outta nowhere and demanding that i go home with her. Jeezus. Would've still been pissed if she didn't give me that cake. Hehe. You know my cat. She's the weirdest thing ever, i mean, she doesn't meow like AT ALL, but what's weirder is she makes bird noises. BIRD. Not chirp chirp or tweet tweet (LOL LYNDA) or anything - it's more similar to that of a pigeon. ANYWAY i just remembered i have pizza in the oven and .. i think it's burnt. Far == lucy

	Monday, August 29, 2011 been there done that now what? I don't really know what to think... These instant-climaxes have got to stop happening. It's like you get all enthusiastic for something And it happens right, Except it lasts for so long as a single breath before it's over As if all your effort and hankering was for that one brief moment in time And then you're left there, Wondering So now what? What am i suppose to do? Where to go next? Yeah, exactly like my visit to usyd. Everything it comprised of was as i foresaw, hoped, and expected But it soon came to my realisation that that was it. Been there, done it, Now what?

	home. a place where i don't feel like doing anything. a place where i don't wnr be right now

	Sunday, August 28, 2011 Why is it always before exams? Cheer up guys.

	to those of you who are going through a tough time WARNING: CHEESY LAMENESS CLICHENESS INCLUDED. but feelings are sincere && this time i'm really being serious. i'm not great at expressing myself in words but seeing that nothing has seemed to be improving from last year (as i hoped it would be) i just felt the urge to post this. it seems as though we're all down to our very deepest at the moment. i hoesntly don't know how to put this in a way which will make sense but basically everyone, HANG IN THERE. you may feel like you there's no way that things are going to get better but i will gurantee that there is no where but UP. most of you are at your lowest point in life. lower than ever before. things can only get better. i'm not gnr promise that it will happen soon but it will happen. i honestly, don't feel as great either but seeing how most of you have it, i'm probably better off. we may be having family issues, emotional problems, insecurities over running us. at school we all mask away the feelings but there will be a time when you can't keep it up. there will be a time when you feel like you can't take it anymore. but you have to fight it. problems don't fix themselves so we've gotta fix them. this is all easier said than done but taking a proper step and actually trying. that first step will take you a long way. don't lost hope people. our lives have only just begun. (excuse the cliches)

	seriously hate. where does it get you in the end ?

	lalalalalla can i please have the teriyaki chicken *ray-men* - lucyrwu the sydney conservatorium of music. the sound of the crystal clear piano is, as lynniee stated, 'as if we were watching HD but in real life'. one of the guys played NOCTURNE <3 usyd is pretty as well. the grass was so green o: we totally performed ;) my new home

	loving jason derulo all over again

	usyd Usyd open day :D As always, things didn't really go accordingly to plan. Climax of the day lasted about 2 minutes i think. But still it was coooooool. I got to catch up with lynniee in the day too :) yagoona station since jing wasn't there yet, i guess kim needed a sub... first stop - sydney conservatory of music! went to the piano concert while kim & lynnie were like "OMGSHDIDIYOUSEETHATEOGMSH" i was just ?????????????????????? yeah :L that white building's it. looks better inside if i were bothered, i'd edit this on paint and draw little hearts where kim & jing are BAHAHA POINT OF CLIMAX -squeaaaaaaaaal- 5 mins later "so what now?" Actual cheerleaders omgsh :0 chemistry stand bio stand that's not my hand btw "it was soft" - lynniee; only she was manly enough to touch it... biggest cockroach in australia? like ewwwww while waiting for kim & jing to reappear lynniee and i found ourselves a peaceful spot she modelled for me too, except i lost those pictures...:( went back to central, ate icecream, ate ramen & went home. :) lucy

	Saturday, August 27, 2011 I vow that the minute the exams are ALL over, I'm going to go out and have fun at the city, anyone's free to join. J

	Friday, August 26, 2011 Run! >=O

	i don't know how the bloody hell you do it. really. or maybe it's always just been me.

	You are SO STUPID!! I hate myself. Every night and morning I turn on the heater but EVERY SINGLE TIME I LEAVE THE HOUSE I FORGET TO TURN OFF THE HEATER. Going into my room after school is like putting your face against the vacuum cleaner while it's on (YES I HAVE DONE THAT, just admit it, you have too!). The worst thing is, my door is always closed so it's also like someone just farted hot air into my face =.=" THAT has never happened before though so yea...anyways ima go and sleep. Lucy's dog!!! J

	Thursday, August 25, 2011 i didn't like the song until i heard the cover

	gee don't you just hate it when you're about to do something, then something distracts you and you forget what you initially planned. it's happening right now.

	testing testing. one two, one two

	You just got slapped! Have you ever wanted to slap someone? Like not because you don't like them but..cause frack it looks FUN! i mean check this out! IT LOOKS SO FUN! Sigh...oh well one can dream. =[ J

	Drools ***** All right so yesterday I went to the Institute of Chartered Accounts. Had to miss out on English tutor with Kim D= but saw Peggy at the place as well xD. There were so many students..nerds, suited up guys and girls and yes, the skanks ;). The dam asian speaker made me wanna get a cadetship, i mean the sheer awesomeness of having a job and getting experience WHILE studying $_$!!!! The last speaker mentioned the term "digital tattoo" and i had no idea about this but apparently employers now look at your facebook page after an interview *immediately thinks of privacy settings O.O" ". It was a fun night but no it wasn't because of the accountants. It was...THE FREE FOOD!!!! There were mini burgers with mustard and sauce and my god, they were beautiful. There were even spring rolls and the...crap i think you spell it...goi cuon iuno ==" and there were ...mini kishes? and actual chinese food in carton boxes..but they sucked :P. Anyways bye bye =D J

	Wednesday, August 24, 2011 katrina my nine year old sister still gets me to tuck her in bed and give her the princess treatment. --'

	you know, sometimes, i can't help but find it weird everyone has a blog now.

	speak up if you don't wnr do something that another person is bringing you along to do. go ahead and TELL THEM. i hate people who don't speak up and just bitch about when they have the chance to.

	you're the one, my everything I’ll give you my life I’ll give you my heart and nothing will ever come between us, ever come between us tonight I’ll show you the way, Just promise me that you’ll Promise me that you’ll stay this song made me feel all happy inside

	Tuesday, August 23, 2011 looking back to year 10 music. Don't it always seem like Summer's never gonna end When you're 15 and the last thing on your mind is time Well things are kinda different now maybe i'll see you around - claude kelly

	AND SO, the friendlypedo issue has finally been resolved :) thanks to, heh, me

	lalala whatever Yeah i agree with kim, library afterschool was heaps fun, and despite achieving ONE math question and HALF a paragraph for my essay, it actually made up for the dull day AT school :D If only we could leave at 12:30 more often. But after i left, omg, mum told me to wait at cheso so we could go shopping. I waited for two. freakin. hours. And made at least 20 cycles around woolies. FAROUT. After she got here, she made up all these excuses and even blamed cookie. Like wtf man. In the end i just tipped the bucket on my sister and got over it. Hehe? Well now that i'm in a lighter spirit i need to continue my essay. And study for ancient (early for farrahs sake, she was serious about tutoring...) :S

	procrastination i find that going to the library actually motivates me to do work. like even if friends are there, distracting me, it's a better distraction than my sister's. but after i got home, i'm back to being your usual procrastinator. ==' i really was checking my email someone didn't have enough sleep spending some time outside

	Monday, August 22, 2011 Sometimes i wish i could save you and theres so many things i want you to know... I won't give up till it's over If it takes you forever, i want you to know; If you fall, stumble down I'll pick you up from the ground If you lose faith in you I'll give you strength to pull through Tell me you won't give up Cus i'll be waiting if you fall You know i'll be there for you.

	to be honest. let me tell you something in all honesty, something i don't do very often. take it as my little confession post. i like men.

	ilovethisohsomuchyouhavetowatchthisomg. too bad it's a bit overly editted. i just like how they managed to mash the songs so awesomely :)

	Sunday, August 21, 2011 the highlight of my day so today i went to some church in liverpool. i met the cutest (and most tolerable) kid ever. he even gave me a flower when i left :D it was kinda floppy but HE'S SO CUTE ♥ i still have it now :) ANDAND I SAW THIS MASSIVE DOMO YESTERDAY. i want one :(

	Saturday, August 20, 2011 i love how you can never guess what would happen next After i got groomed and changed and walked out the door, i called christine only to have her tell me she can't make it anymore. Like OMG. I will kill her on monday >:( So i walked back home and, unsatisfied, ended up paying my 2ND ever visit to max brenners with my dad and sister. Oh well the food was still heavenly nice so :) Then i bought books - they were having a birthday sale! ; The continuation of treasure island, some fairyqueen book by richelle mead, and this book on sherlock holmes ft. other famous cases (my sisters pick). Total spend - 24$ bahaha. Oh and BORDERS LOOKS LIKE SOME SHABBY OLD CD SHOP NOW, just so you know :( I was in line to buy my matcha tea from chatime when i turned around to see a tall guy behind me and i literally jumped in fright... talk about creating awkward circumstances... HE EVEN SAID SORRY. Who does that? It's like saying 'sorry for having such a scary face'... And to top it off i kinda said nothing and a second or so later just cracked up. Felt so bad afterward... >_>" Brought macaroons and went home feeling like the fattest thing in the world so despite it being pitch dark, i dragged my sister out to run laps with me xD That's it... i can also proudly claim that i've completed at least 1/10 of my yearly notes. Ack... lucy

	i just felt the need to change our skin, hehe. i swear i have zero html skill :(

	Thursday, August 18, 2011 a sister who is constantly asking you to help her with homework, constantly sitting there beside you causing distraction. a father who always asks you to do his paperwork, sending emails and what not. a mother who is always screaming at you. yourself. a big procrastinator. how will i ever manage to complete anything living in this fucking house. why can't they understand that I HAVE MY OWN WORK TO DO. that MY HSC IS COMING up and YES I CARE. the next steps of my life depending on this fucking test but where is the time. how can i set time to do my own work when i have to do yours? djasldjklf;jdksl;fjsdkl;fl;j at least try to understand the amount of stress i feel. TRY FUCKING EMPATHISING WITH ME FOR ONCE.

	that disney phase.

	Wednesday, August 17, 2011 lies, you're telling me lies. its funny when you know the truth, you decide to see if the person will tell you or not. what's so funny? well, you know what is actually going on, they dont know you know and they're telling you lies. sometimes i wonder if i'm being used.

	that feeling sitting here, scrolling up and down my msn list. constantly checking blogger, youtube, facebook. finding nothing. the feeling of procrastination. so many things to do. so little time to do so. but you just can't be bothered. so many distractions. all so many. i hate that feeling

	I reckon . . . its always a bad idea to have someone know exactly how much they can hurt you, cus its almost inevitable that at some point, they'll take the pleasure in using it against you.

	Tuesday, August 16, 2011 GRABS HAIR AND PULLS TUFFS OUT Economics you slutbag! GO DIE! I wanna play with my phone. I wanna watch House. I wanna watch Digimon. I WANNA FINALLY WATCH THE MATRIX SINCE EVERYONE HAS SEEN IT! I want to eat choc mint ice cream SITTING ON MY CHAIR DESPITE THE LACK OF COMFORT! I hope you rot in hell...pulls back arrow and lets go BULLSEYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~ J

	Sunday, August 14, 2011 thanks guys, really. thank you so much

	Saturday, August 13, 2011 to friendlypedo I WANT TO KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!

	So far I've managed to sew 4 strings of pencils... well it was 4 till cookie decided to leap out from nowhere and attack the last one and freaking tearing it all apart :( I need pencils. Like, I estimated; I need at least 30 more. Sigh. . .

	Thursday, August 11, 2011 make it happen speak up. louder. can't hear you. express yourself. go on, say it. don't be scared. nothing happens until you make it. so why not make it happen stop living a life of worries and just do it

	Wednesday, August 10, 2011 lalala... When you want to do something, but have no motive nor the ability to carry it out and achieve it. Sometimes, i wish i were superman.

	Tuesday, August 9, 2011 after attempt to catch up with physics, i found myself bored. outcome? scrolled down the dashboard ALL the way to the bottom we had really nice times back then in 2009.

	a minute (or two-three) of typing up whatever comes to mind. in a world where you feel judged, a place you don't feel comfortable in who is there to go to? who will you share your own interests to when everyone just seems like they don't wanna listen? you wanna be open and just express yourself, but you feel that you can't. so instead, you make up a whole new you. the so-called mask has now merged into you, becoming a part of you. who you are? even you don't know. you worry. you want to acheive them, your goals. and fulfil every single one. ambitious little bug. but there's only one thing that you're working for. the one thing that your whole future is supposedly depending on. you're afraid. your many years of endeavor is about to end. the results? you can't say yet. you can only hope for the best. those around you. who've known you for many years. they should know you. they should know how almost every part of your brain works. they should know you more than others. yet they don't realise. do they pay attention? yeah, only to your faults. looking back to your childhood days when nothing mattered. times when you could make mistakes which could be ignored no matter how bad they were. you wish you could go back. it felt as if it were only yesterday, you were a small innocent creature, oblivious to the corruption around you. Today and tommorrow, you will develop into one of those individuals who add to the never ending list of corruptness. you know those posts you write. the ones you want to post (which you often never end up doing). you spend a whole minute typing up whatever comes to your mind and once you reach the end, you read it to find that it makes no sense.

	these little wonders, still remain all of my regret will wash away some how but i can not forget the way i feel right now

	Monday, August 8, 2011 hi, i'm kim you may think you know me you may think i'm okay you may think i don't care you can think all you want you can judge me all you want you can say whatever you can but you'll never know me... ever. just thought you'd know that aside. bye.

	Sunday, August 7, 2011 me, my cat, and other stuff my phone mem was full, so while deleting/extracting photos, i thought i'd share some ^__^ theres not much, but whatevers. when cookie was still small and cute and utterly adorable even if she had uneven eyes to begin with :L before she turned into a big, lazy... vicious thing... lynda looked pretty when we went uts :) an old parra outing; winnie had just spilled her drink pizzzzzzzzzaaa in a cup! bAHAHHAAA@ meryems face nah i look retarded too == my first masterpiece with yaoweeys pen MY NAILS .. before holidays ended :( city mg. i really really really want- ALL OF IT me and my sister at this hotpot restaurant('s toilet) LOL kim is uber awesome, yes? TEPANYAKI!!! yeah that's like the best pic i have... panda earmuffs ^_^ my uttermost favourite picture of the year! TRY GUESS who it is ROFLMAO. duongys MASSIVE bdae cake @acer arena excursion. with christine therese's cuteass wardrobe :) she's so photogenic! it's unfair :( @ art gallery excursion my friends parrot who pooped literally every 5-10min THATS IT D: i should take more photos lucy

	Saturday, August 6, 2011 your face. right now... and hopefully ONLY now... i kinda REALLY hate justin biebers face. CUS I FREAKING CAN'T PAINT IT :( stupid va. i'd much rather be typing physics notes. i just watched death race. it's like a year 2000 movie, heaps old but GOOD best movie i've watched in a long time. hp7 part 2 sucked. did i mention that? lucy

	Wednesday, August 3, 2011 finally found it I've been looking for this song for ages... kinda. It's the mv that was playing at Acer Arena for the road trauma thing. Well, who else could have sung such an awesome song? Simple Plan forever and always < 333333333333

	Tuesday, August 2, 2011 Concerts and Festivals I just read Kwo's blog and it got me thinking, are there even good things coming up? I just checked out the ticketmaster website and there's not many musicians I know playing D=. But I do know that there's a Kpop concert coming up due to Sally's persistent pleading for me to pay $300 for a ticket >=O! The thing is, I couldn't find anything on it at ticketmaster so I'm assuming it ain't really "ticketmaster". So my question is, does anyone know reliable sites for updates on concerts and festivals? J

	hello windows - halysosy this song is rare. cus it's literally the only song i like from christine's japsongpacked mp4 xP though i still prefer to listen to things i actually understand.

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