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	Wednesday, April 27, 2011 how to speed up writing pace. i really needa write faster. i tried writing out my story today. with non stop writing and continuous straining. I JUST MADE IT. JUST. finished with the messiest writing ever. my fingers starting getting a bit retarded as well... hopefully all goes well tmr. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE :D

	Friday, April 22, 2011 who says piano songs don;t sound good on guitar ♥

	Tuesday, April 19, 2011 who likes a two-face ? who do you think you are ? don't you know that the way you treat others is the way you'll be treated. why not chose to be one person rather than going around two-facing. drop it off and no one will notice you. stop point out the flaws of others when you're not perfect yourself. it may make you feel better but it ain't gnr last forever especially when people discover the truth. one day you'll realise your insolence. that's when regret will kick in. you'll wish you never were the way you are. you'll wish you kept it all in. but what can you help? you're you, and you can't change that. - oh just so you easily offended people know, i am not referring to anyone in particular so no need to get worked up. take it anyway you want but like i said, no one in particular and yes i was not in my best mood while writing this.



	asdfghjkl I feel so agitated and restless OMG why did my sister have to lose a library book and kill my card. Instead of productively spending the 5hours at library studying, 3/5 of the time went to reading "the boy in the striped pyjamas." I think i have a fetish for stories involving hitler and the jews. But anyway it's an awesome book, i only got through half of it, but thanks to my dead library card i can't take it home :( That's not all i'm depressed about right now though. Apparently it takes a whole hour to get to duongs house. == Gyahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

	I never liked this song much. UNTIL I SAW THE VIDEO. -INSTANT LOVE- I don't think cute is the right word to describe it... but idc, it's still cute XD

	Monday, April 18, 2011 i've always wanted this ;) thankyou nicole :D

	Sunday, April 17, 2011 guitarguitar I HAVE FINALLY LEARNED HOW TO PROPERLY TUNE MY GUITAR ! I GOT NEW GUITAR STRINGS ! AND MY GUITAR IS TUNED ! I AM SO HAPPY :D TIME TO LEARN NEW SONGS !!!!!!! kim

	i don't like this song, but it's kinda true right? :L I might be a little, concerned with my hair I might need comfort, more than my share I might seem to follow fashion, but claim that I don't care My heart is your best friend, when it rules my head I might want to talk alot, but don't ask me why And I'll get impatient, if you don't reply I might always search for something wrong, I want you to deny And if you love me just stay close, and hold me when i cry Don't try to understand me, I'm just a girl One of the greatest mysteries, you'll find in this world I'm not hard to handle, I'm just a girl

	Saturday, April 16, 2011 just saying. It's like a trend of dislike and hatred. From this person to the next, for this reason and the other; then on top of that the whole thing is like a gust of wind, there; we all know it is; but because it's not visible we act as if it isn't. Brings me back to saying how people are so two faced these days. It makes me wonder what's real and what's not. When people talk to you; do they really mean what they say? When someone smiles at you; are they just faking it? Maybe they secretly hate you as well. It's sad, having such doubt toward your friends, but looking at how things are I can't help it. Call me paranoid if you wish, i won't deny, and neither would it change anything.

	Thursday, April 14, 2011 just sitting around thinking and i realised that even though things are so-called 'cleared', i still don't really like you. and i'll never look at you the same ever again, nor do i wnr see you every again. you irritate me more than a certain someone can irritate me.

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	♥ First of all; Happy sweet sixteen Kim! (: You're freakin awesome, both you and I and every one of your friends knows that. Really, how many people can crack us up without even trying? Who makes us feel loved and cared about without the corny bit? You're irreplaceable in our hearts, i hope you know that. So far events might not have been so promising, but hey man, it's still your birth-day. The day when you can do anything, say anything, and be forgiven. Demand what you want; a massage and/or your chores done for you. Walk out the house at will cause your an official LEGAL (incl. from rents). Retort and snap back to those petty insults cause today you're boss. Well above all, i guess i should still sensibly add; hope your day gets/have gotten better! >< xo P:S: I was planning to send you 16 consecutive randomly-written texts, but i had a feeling you probably weren't in the mood for it. They're still in my drafts right now. And well what do you know... girls intuition? =P *Moving on...* Tutor was terrible today. Lynda was sick; James forgot, leaving me all alone trying to comprehend the trig identities lesson. Lynda, I'm going to be honest with you; without you I'm un-alive. I had a headache, and I couldn't get a thing. Jane caught me scribbling on my worksheet and texting instead of paying attention. Terrible, terrible lesson. Then I went banks and wandered like a loser for 2 hours till my dad came, bringing me to my more positive announcement; I bought my physics dotpoint textbook today! And some "edible english" textbook, i don't know if that's what ms repin was talking about, but its got all the techniques/devices and stuff so *shrug Time to resume study. love lucy

	'happy birthday' 'have an awesome day' 'have a great one' 'be happy' thanks for all the positive messages. but so far it's been the worst day of the year. i couldn't sleep til 7am due to a freakin stomach ache. i broke my glasses. i'm stuck at home with nothing to do, nor nothing i want to do. my mum is a fucking bitch. someone's not tlaking to me. i was home alone. i'm bored. i'm getting told off. called stupid, dumb, self absorbed bitch. accidentally deleted all my important files. what more could happen. the most eventful yet uneventful day of my life. i fucking hate it.

	Wednesday, April 13, 2011 LOL ?

	Never thought i would say it... I started watching glee...OMG. watched it all last night till 5am and missed tutor cause i slept in LOL. J

	Hmm People always saying judging the book by its cover was always bad. I always agreed but now I realise, what if that's all you have to be able to make any decision or comment on something. Is it really one's fault to judge if there's nothing else to go on but the outside of things. J

	just me being my self-absorbed self (?) birthdays. another excuse to party. something i used to always look forward to. i mean, i had a count down to birthday like 100 days before every year. this year. i'm far from looking forward to it. i don't wnr grow up. i don't want more responsibilities. more expectations. i wnr stay young. i wnr be free. i wnr be able to be excused for doing stupid things. i wnr have fun and not worry about what the world thinks. i don't want tomorrow to come. i don't ever want it to come. as i get older, the more trapped i seemed to be. it was only two years ago when i could roam around free. now, nothing. but i don't care anymore. i don't want my birthday to come. kim

	you're everything and in this crazy life, and through these crazy times it's you, it's you, you make me sing you're every line, you're every word, you're everything

	chris medina - what are words Anywhere you are, I am near Anywhere you go, I'll be there Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see How every single promise I keep Cuz what kind of guy would I be If I was to leave when you need me most~ Something i replay whenever i'm on my study break. I love the instrumental. And the story. Oh gee the story; it makes me cry; she was pretty.

	Pretense? Wow... you're like, so naive... so kept behind the line and so fooled. I'd say I feel sorry for you but then it doesn't feel like I'm in a position to. (Pitying people these days is considered a degradement, somehow.) But, seriously, it's either you're acting it out from ignorance, or you simply don't realize. I THOUGHT YOU WERE SMART. You are. You probably just have the deception that your so called "friends" are all angels or something. Haha, aint that funny? Or maybe you're hiding stuff too. Who knows, I'm just judging from what I see and hear. But I guess being two-faced is the most normal thing nowadays, huh?

	Tuesday, April 12, 2011 my hands... apparently, i have guy hands T_______T

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	rant. it's as if you think i don't have enough things to worry about. stop making bloody rules. and stop introducing them durings time when my head wants to overload. ten minutes may seem like a short amount of time to you but ten minutes of my time (especially right now) is a lot of time wasted. i don't want to do it. and i won't do it. couldn't you think of a better time to do this? every fucking minute is needed right now so i don't need to waste it. just let me be. just leave me alone. talk to me when i'm not busy. right now, i don't have enough time to sit down and have some heart to heart or to listen to some lecture of yours. just for now, please just leave me alone or at least give me some space. i'm distracted enough. i'll get over it kim

	dude... ASS-U-ME. Makes an ASS out of U and ME. Sometimes judging from the outside, no matter how many implications are present, just gives you neverending, foolish fallacies.

	Monday, April 11, 2011 Thanks man. Isn't life great. With the family you're born into and the friends that you meet along the way. Too bad some friends will just let others dictate how they react towards you and even decide whether or not if they go or not go somewhere. Say, hypothetically, it was me that was your friend right? You invite me to some place just to catch up and stuff cause we've been drifting and heck, you care about keeping it tight. How would you feel if I decided to not go due to the lack of participation from someone else. Rejected? Hurt? Like you got a door slammed into your face for trying to greet a so called neighbour? FUCK YES! I'm friends with someone because I want to be and don't let others interfere with my friendship with them, but if you're so rock solid on being someone's lapdog then fine. I just want you to know that if someone told me to not associate with you, I wouldn't give a dam fuck and would still hangout with you. Shows how much you cared. J

	all i wanted was to have some fun All my life I've been good, But now I'm thinking What The Hell All I want is to mess around And I don't really care about If you love me If you hate me You can save me Baby, baby All my life I've been good But now Whoaaa... What The Hell I look at chu and i think, "what the hell is wrong with me?" One day i will give you up so you mean nothing and i will no longer care. One day, but now right now ;)

	Sunday, April 10, 2011 take a short study break ;) best ever rocketeer cover skip to 0:49 for the song :) enjoy ? now go back to study >)

	Friday, April 8, 2011 wow, just wow i'm still recovering from the utter shock. okay so like a barely know at all. all i know is that you are an amazing guitarist and an awesome drummer and probably and awesome person at that. i don't know, when you play it's so amazing. and a rush of high-ness takes over my body. i also reckon you were kinda inspiring. i never got to talk to you. not properly at least (you probably think i'm a weirdo anyways). and i never got a chance to even ask you to collab just one song with me D: it's too late now though. ahwelps, good luck with everything. don't think you'll need it though cause johnny is awesome right ;)

	I'll be right next to you utter awesomeness.

	gl omg ditto winnie! I surprisingly passed my english assessment ... with a C. I hate C's. == Anyway, so here we are at the end of term 1, which in my opinion could totally have ended better. But screw that, any emotional feelings aren't important anymore. There's only one thing that concerns me now and oddly enough, it's survival. Term 1 is just the warm up of what's inevitably worst to come and tbh, I've never before felt myself so edged toward the brink of death (metaphor; i repeat; metaphor!). I've already given up on trying to maintain friendships outside of my current friendship circle. Screw jealousy. I guess we really can't have everything at once huh? I miss you though. I can't say I miss last year, but I miss several aspects of it, and several people... omg I just remembered Shihai saying he's visiting today... bleh. Everything; it's all in the past. I hereby wish everyone a gleeful easter holiday, good luck with their studies, and unless we've got plans in between; see you in 3 weeks. I know I definitely won't be missing Lynda, haha, tutor has it's benefits. :) lucy.

	Thursday, April 7, 2011 starts with 'pro' ends with ... as the holidays near, procrastination decides to pay me a visit. ohgreat.

	Wednesday, April 6, 2011 I think it's called consequence It took approx. 13 hours minus a bit for dinner & big bang theory. A months worth of work crammed into one day but hey, even though I didn't have an evaluation or artist statements & my lino print was horribly sticky-taped onto the canvas; I STILL MANAGED TO FINISH IT - to standard! (Maybe.) So in your face Procrastination. Now I'm hungry, exhausted, mentally broken-down and pissed. But I'm alive... ALIVEE... that's all what matters right :D Let me walk you through my hell of a morning: 3:00AM - This painting represents my....... "OMFG SCREW THIS I'M GOING TO BED." 6:50AM - Dad walks in my room. Looks at my artworks lying on the floor. And exclaims "Oh wow, I didn't think you would actually finish!" 7:30AM - Check .. check .. check .. CRAP, my evaluation! 8:26AM - *No ink light flashes at me from the printer* Are ... you ... f*ing serious...?! 8:32AM - Got to food tech staff. "Mark your name off on the sheet Lucy." "Missssssss, can I hand in my eva- Phone begins to vibrate in my pocket and Baby starts playing** luation later?........." Mental panic: SHITSHITSHITSHIT. "My printer wouldn't work." Ms Rohan replies simply, "No." *Missed call msg received, and phone begins to ring again.* Mental cussing; omfg omfg omfg WHO THE HELL? *No teacher responded and yes I manage to escape the door with an almost heartattack* (People, I later discovered that the culprit was Lynda Tuyet Tran. Remind me to murder her tomorow.) And my day never really got better. VA - sleepy. stressed. Recess - wet and cold and sleepy. English - headache. immobilized thoughts. hungry. Defense talk - wow. awesome. thats so freaking cool. would i join? hell no. Physics - exhausted. Lunch - sleepy. jammed the photocopier. irritated. Ancient - sleepy. dead. ravenous.

	Tuesday, April 5, 2011 math's a bitch it's hard it's repetitive it's confusing it will rarely be applied in my everyday life top it all off with one of the worst teachers ever and of course a fail student the result? FAIL <----- in bold the bold in this format is not that highlighted ...

	I EFFING LOVE YOU clickclickclickclick listenlistenlistenlisten you won't regret it. ................trust me ;)

	Monday, April 4, 2011 i'll follow you into the dark. If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark NOTE: Skip to 2:00 for the song, no idea why he had to have such a long intro, but OMFG his voiceeeeee. Plus it's a freaking awesome (cover of the) song :) although i cant help but point out the slight weirdness of the lyrics.

	Thanks, I just wanna say thanks to every for being the greatest friends *anyone* could ever hope to have. J

	home. i'm coming home, i'm coming home tell the world that i'm coming home let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday i know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes i'm coming home, i'm coming home tell the world that i'm coming home

	Sunday, April 3, 2011 ♥ one of the many outcomes of procrastination i love pictures i love looking at them i love the people in them they bring back memories ♥

	Friday, April 1, 2011 idk. Every day when you’re walking down the street, everybody that you meet, has an original point of view. And I say hey! Hey! What a wonderful kind of day, if we could learn to work and play and get along with each other. You’ve got to listen to your heart, listen to the beat, listen to the rhythm, the rhythm of the street. Open up your eyes, open up your ears. Get together and make things better, by working together. It’s a simple message, and it comes from the heart. Believe in yourself, that’s the place to start! Sometimes I look back, and I think; so I've hopped, jumped, ran and waited, until I'm finally here. I'm finally sixteen, finally senior; now what?

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