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SEVERELY~~~ I LOVE YOU :) john, kim and lucy's blog. currently dead. but enjoy it anyways |
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 Thursday, March 31, 2011 kim got a mini cooper ;)BUT HERE IT IS !  |
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"When was yesterday?" - Therese Nguyen CROSSROADS TOMORROW. Not that i'm looking forward to it, but how i adore the thought of not having to stay up doing homework again :) Well today i realized how important apologies are. Or if not, just a simple acknowledgment of unnecessary fault. Sometimes they work like magic, cus you know, if it wasn't for that i'd totally be venting the crap out about some fob with a miserable career right now. xP |
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Wednesday, March 30, 2011 that's really offensive you know. |
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. One meaning A billion implications I HATE SCHOOL. Can't wait till holidays. I just need the library right now. To just sit there And study Forever. At least there it'll be peaceful. |
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Monday, March 28, 2011 I LOVE YOU TOO |
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naw. THIS IS SO CUTE |
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i'm telling the world. |
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Sunday, March 27, 2011 The end. J
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autumnautumnautumn if only i had the money to buy them :( SO MANY THINGS I WANT D; and so many things i don't have :( |
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Saturday, March 26, 2011 baby please dont go Just run away
From these lies Back to yesterday Safe tonight I feel the sun creeping up like tik tok I'm trying to keep you in my head but if not We'll just keep running from tomorrow with our lips locked Yeah you got me begging begging baby please don't go If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here I don't know If you feel the way I do If you leave I'm gonna find you Baby please don't go go go go Baby please don't go go go go Baby please don't go go go go Baby please don't Baby please don't Baby please don't runaway From my bed and start another day Stay instead |
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Friday, March 25, 2011 ... |
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ROLFMAO then this :DD |
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Thursday, March 24, 2011 blehhhhh btw. considering it's a 3people blog this one is dead D: |
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Tuesday, March 22, 2011 hi, girl you just caught my eye ;) |
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i cannot promise, but i can only try..we all have atleast 300 friends on facebook, but when it comes down to needing a friend to talk to how many will actually be there for you? when you're just standing on the outside looking in you may tend to see that most people can seem to have a lot of 'friends'. but once you step in you see something different. what is a friend? at times, it can seem that you have a lot of friends but when time comes, they're not there. aren't friends meant to be people who stick with you no matter what? aren't friends people who will be there. could those people you call 'friends' really be considered as friends. would they be there if you really needed them? could i even be counted as a friend? when i actually sit down and think about it. i can't really be counted as a friend can i? i've never really helped anyone. at least i can't recall a time when i did. such a great friend i am. here's one thing, i can't promise that i will always be there no matter what the circumstance because i know that i'll end up breaking that promise. All i can say is that i can only try to help. i know it doesn't seem like i care about anything but myself anymore but really i do. i know i barely talk to other people anymore. actually, i think i've forgotten how to properly talk to a person. feeling umimportant isn't the best feeling. nobody likes that. but really, you are not alone. i know, i know, i'm all talk. i never do what i say i will and i hate myself for that. but really, i'd hate to think that anyone i consider as a friend is feeling lonely, unimportant, unwanted so badly that they wouldn't come to school. i'm sorry if i've contributed in making you feeling as crap as ever. i'll try not to. yes winnie i'm talking especially to you at the moment. though it may seem the case right now, you are not alone. there are people out there who'd kill in order to make you happy. i know i haven't talked to you recently. actually it feels like a long time when i actually talked to you. you're feeling lonely, empty, unwanted and all. i can't promise you that i will always be there but i will try to. i'll try to be there. so cheerups :) things will get better in time |
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Hmmm. I've been thinking. How ... uh, things have changed? But in a way that it seems neither good nor bad. Last year everyone was just plain unhappy, but even so there still existed a fierce bond between one another. And this year? It's like we've all gone numb. Like we learnt how much it hurts to care, and in turn we're almost not caring at all anymore. Everyone seems just to themselves. I don't know. It's a one sided point of view. I don't know how it is with other people. I agree with winnie though. Schools quite horrifying. Not because of any thing in particular, but because there's, well, nothing. Nothing to look forward to in the morning. Nothing to think back to at the end of the day. Everything now revolves around obligations. To finish work, to study, to be with whomever, to say hi, and simply be, or at least look happy. And it doesn't matter who or how many people surround you, you just don't feel it there. Because there's probably isn't anything to feel anyway. There's no connection. At least not to me. Then again. Compared to a lot of people, most of us are lucky. There are those who don't have many people to call friends. Who don't even get presents on their birthday, let alone have anyone remember it. And those people probably think we're complete idiots for no being happy with everything we have already. Are we? This dissatisfaction is quite overwhelming either way. MEH i don't even know where i'm going with this xD |
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Sunday, March 20, 2011 i'm not superman, i hope you like me as i am (: |
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Saturday, March 19, 2011 SHIHAI'S COMING TO VISIT SHIHAI'S COMING TO VISIT SHIHAI'S COMING TO VISIT on wednesday. OMG=] but damnit i'm on a VA excursion on the day though D: he better not leave i'll go to katoomba and strangle the penguin life out of him nyaaa xD |
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Friday, March 18, 2011 thankyou, bye . WHY SHOULD I BOTHER SHITTING WITH YOU I DON'T KNOW WHY I WAS SO PARANOID ABOUT OYU IN THE FIRST PLACE I HAVE TO ADMIT I STILL AM BUT I'M GNR CHOOSE TO IGNORE IT SO GO SUCK ON MY BIG FAT !@#$%^&*(^( :) |
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Thursday, March 17, 2011 RB < JB |
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Wednesday, March 16, 2011 you give me nightmares. just the thought of you sends a shiver up my spine. when i'm just standing or sitting around by alone even if it's in a place where it'd be impossible for you to be, i can't help but feel that if i just turn around i would see your face and that face you put on. the expression. the image is glued to my mind. you traumatise me. seriously. it's been like what, four years? and you don't get the point. i don't wanna be near you, i never had. i've tried to get to know you. tried to accept you. tried to ignore that freakishness you possess but no matter how hard i try, i'm still scared out of my wits. seriously, i don't know if i'm being paranoid but i swear, i have nightmares of you. you freak me out. i don't like you. why do you do that? i don't like you. i don't want to be near you. my privacy feels invaded. violated. you don't talk to me (anymore) but it's just your presence that scares the shit out of me.it could just be my paranoia being switched up a notch but please just leave me alone. there's other things that are more worth the worry. please leave me alone kim. |
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Tuesday, March 15, 2011 readreadreadreadreadreadreadreadreadreadreadreadreadreadreadread The nuclear blast which occured in Fukushima today may affect Australia. So if it rains in the next few days (and i'm pretty sure it will) DO NOT GO UNDER THE RAIN UNPROTECTED EVEN IF IT'S ONLY A DRIZZLE . If you get caught out use and umbrella or a raincoat. There may be radioactive particles in the rain and they can cause burns and cancer or some alopecia... whatever that is LOL. STAY SAFE PEOPLE !! :D |
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that's me alright. |
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finished? pfft, we only just started. great. |
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Monday, March 14, 2011 random..bruno mars said "marry me" colbie codalt answered "i do!" so then they were "gone" cuz they went to nellyville and avril lavigne said "what the hell?" then dev was behind the "backseat" with the cataracs to find bruno and colbie. but the far east movement had a "rocketeer" to space to locate them. and then everyone found them two! so then miranda cosgrove was "dancing crazy" |
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just get 'em fingers worked up. |
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Sunday, March 13, 2011 One week left. J
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pewofjd kim
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baby stop. you're driving me insane History draft essay IPT report VA essay (Rohan) VA essay (Robson) History research/powerpoint/&speech Artworks (x 2) SO. Now that you know all my homework why not HELP ME before. I. Completely. Lose it. LOL. No seriously... I'm literally dying. And pretty much close to insanity. I've sat in front of my laptop since 9:45AM this morning and now it's 8PM and I've only got english covered. The only other things I've done was eat and watch the last 10min of dr who. I'm gonna get fat. And mentally ill, if not already. I mean, I'm on my ass writing essays like every single day. And half of them I gotta memorise. WTF. I didn't sign up for this. 2011 was suppose to be cool. Huh? What? I told you, I'm not thinking straight. And I'm only half through my history essay which is due tomorrow so add panicking somewhre there too. |
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Thursday, March 10, 2011 i love quotes ;)" I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. 26 times, I've been trusted to take the winning shot and missed. I've failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed " |
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Just thinking. |
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Tuesday, March 8, 2011 the song which i currently can't seem to get out of my head. && in attempt to tune my guitar today, i broke it. and the string hit my eye and now it's bleeding and now it's stitched up. nah the last bit was a joke, but it happened to my friend once :/ ouchiee OHH ! && goodluck for all you math people doing testerers tmr :D study hard and get the mark you deserve whether it's high or low it doesn't matter. as long as you tried you best :) don't stress too much D: OHH ! && don't forget to watch the video. if you over look this, you're missing out on something awesome. just saying :) OHH ! && of course enjoy (...it like i did) :D kim |
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Monday, March 7, 2011 Sunday The morning merged to the afternoon from a couple of achievements to uh, usual, unsurprising moments of failure..? The thing is, i had a wedding to attend, which leads me to my anticipation of make-up! For the first time in months, I revisited my collection of eye-liner, moisturizers, mascara etc. and foundation LOL This is where I began to fail. First of all; attempt 1 of liquid eyeliner. It doesn't smudge, BUT, it. is. uncontrollable... well my mums one is. Or maybe i just really suck. Either way i ended up blotching it all over my eyes... freakin uncool. As a foolish alternative, I resorted to fake lashes (it was just an experiment okay?). DUN-DUN... Visible adhesive attaching half the lashes in position and the other just beneath my eyebrows. BUT IT DID LOOK COOL, if i had only been more skillful. Meh. And somehow, because I was in a rush, i tipped over my face-glitter dust and it went all over my carpet and shoes. It's still there you know. My vacuum cleaner died on me. Sigh. ANYWAY, by then it was time for Sara and Tommy's wedding. She was so pretty. I reckon there aren't many good looking grooms in my community... hahaha. But it was cool. Despite how i was constantly on the edge of my seat with my eyes penetrating the slow-coming food. I was starving :( We got there late so much of the speeches were over and done with, but omg, to my amazement they had karaoke!!! I think the host noticed the spark in my eyes when he pronounced it, cus once the groom, bride and maid of honour had their turns, he immediately handed the microphone over to me ("nono!...but...yeah but...oh okay.") hehe. With decency, I refrained from choosing any of those blasting pop songs which may be of distaste to my audience of traditionalized asians, so i settled with Love story by Taylor Swift. I went so off... And OH MY GOD, Michael and Albert sung Baby! I so wanted to go up there and kick their ass's for disgracing such an awesome song. Least Justin Biebers full-screened face was still a drool to stare at (LOL IM KIDDING). Now. An annoucement to those who have not yet been notified: I DON'T GOT A PHONE NO MORE. Dunno if it's temporary or long-term, but yeah, guess you'll have to find a different way to contact me :) OK im done. lucy |
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Sunday, March 6, 2011 ... i don't know why you hurt inside or what was said to make you cry.i hope that you can see you are the greatest thing to me and when you're feeling like you're not enough, i'll give you wings i'll lift you up. i hope that you can see you are the greatest, greatest thing to me.i miss my dog. i miss bullying him. fooling around with him. getting chased by him, cleaning up all his messes. i miss everything about him. yeah sure he had the typical dog name lucky. yeah sure he never listened to me but even up until now it still feels like there's a piece of me missing. i don't know where he is or if he's still alive but i really really miss him. |
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Saturday, March 5, 2011 Exciting Weekend J
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Thursday, March 3, 2011  why do colours begin to fade away once so bright but now they've lost a shade but who knows what could make them change so now we gotta find a way to make those colours stay.
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stopping by the woods on a snowy eveningthe woods are lovely, dark and deep I WANT TO ESCAPE. but i have promises to keep RUN FROM THE OBLIGATIONS. THE RESPONSIBILITIES.
THAT ARE EVERY WHERE I GO AND LOOK. and miles to go before i sleep... |
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Wednesday, March 2, 2011 Aivee told me that in year 7, and I never ceased to forget. We all find our place eventually, whether it's amongst a particular group, or beside that special someone. Some people discover it quickly, or already have theirs. Others take just a weee little longer. But in the end, we all find it. Actually, if you take a look around, maybe you'll see it's always been there and you didn't realise. |
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one of my other all favourite songs. You are not alone, I am here with you Though you're far away, I am here to stay You are not alone, I am here with you Though we're far apart, You're always in my heart You are not alone |
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it better be worth it in the end. |
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well, physics assessment is over and so is half of my life. so much freakin work so few hours in a day so little sleep and i really can't find the energy to care about other stuff anymore. if i die, it's cus i told therese to shoot me :) lucy.
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