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SEVERELY~~~ I LOVE YOU :)
john, kim and lucy's blog.
currently dead.
but enjoy it anyways
 
Sunday, October 31, 2010
What do you do when you can't come to terms with who you've become?
J
Ｈｏｎｏｕｒ　Ｓｏｃｉｅｔｙ　－Where are you now?
To my favorite teacher
Who told me never give up
To my 5th grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I missed
And the girls we kissed
Where are you now?

To my ex-best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
And sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see
In my memories
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved
But didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

And I'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change, but I know
I won't forget you

To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left
and took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
I'd never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I'd be nothing
Where are you now?
Chance or Fate?
Sometimes, when something amazing has the opportunity of happening. If you're like me, you over think it and you over plan it. Now, I realise it just has to be spontaneous to really mean anything, or really be anything. I just hope everything goes as planned. I guess sometimes, all you have to do is leave it to chance and then go with the flow.
J
Friday, October 29, 2010
grey

Either the worlds lost its colour or i've become colourblind. Nya. I'm not feeling myself these days.
Thursday, October 28, 2010
my piano

<----- i love my piano (:

i was looking through my usb and found a picture of me, obviously not photoshopped by me since i can't do much on ps.

it reminded me of how much i once relied on my piano. it was like a stress reliever for me. back then when i'd go sit at my piano, i could just sit there for like two hours plus and not get bored, nor run out of things to play. nowadays i sit there for say 20 minutes and i'm already lacking.

i need inspiration. i can't improvise anything anymore. i'm lacking motivation. i guess it's back to the days when i didn't really touch my piano much. guess it's off to find some inspiration or wait til it somehow comes to me again like it did last time.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
The moment you believe you can do whatever you want,
you're in deep shit.

I have no idea what i'm even doing.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
i'm running out of patience with you. why am i even wasting my effort trying to put up with you when you're still the same as ever?
I always thought it was only you my tolerance levels had reduced with, but from recent realisations i can conclude that it has lowered in general, and greatly.
Monday, October 25, 2010



you be my princess and i'll be your toad
i'll follow behind you on rainbow road
i'll protect you from blue shells wherever you go
i promise ... (:
Thursday, October 21, 2010
this be translated from viet (no exaggeration):
'one day her blood pressure will rise and she'll die. when that happens, i'll hit you to your death'
yeah, then i'll die and you'll have no one. oh wow, at least i know how much you love me now. thanks a lot

kim
Maybe someday i'll learn to try harder. Anyway. You people should have seen michaels face today. It was PRICELESS! He was almost petrified when i put a black and yellow moth on his shirt. =]
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Scary Movies
Can anyone suggest some? Sort of want to start watching....=]
J
Everything i do is wrong. Everything i say backfires. Every time i come faced with a problem, whatever i say or do just make things ten times worse than they already are. Fuck me.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
hate it.
that suspense of waiting for someone to tell you something which you have a somewhat clue as to what it's gonna be and you don't wanna hear it but you wanna find out if you're right. i fucking hate it.
Chitterchatter
Cus you know; Dreams, they will always be better than reality.
Monday, October 18, 2010
Shoving the emotions aside
I can hear myself say, this is not my day, i'm saying what the hey, you won't believe me anyway. Have you ever, ever felt like this? Have strange things happened, are you going round the twist? 

Round the twist. Haven't seen that show in YEARS.. Still lame as ever. ASTRO boy is comin back to ABC though. Ohsnap. Plus SHERLOCK homes is my new idol. Besides lookin rather dorky, he is totally awesome. Anyways. Enough with my random anti-chronological talk of television. Yesterday lucy got so bored she decided to use that hair colouring stuff people use for white hair... Bad idea. Very bad idea. I used dark brown, meaning it wouldn't make the slightest difference on me meaning i used chemicals on my hair for nothing meaning i practically killed my hair. Yes my stupidity is quite endless. Oh, and i also learnt another lesson. Never watch anything other than G and PG movies before bed. Seriously. I watched half of "The Glass House" from 11-12 yesterday. To me it was kinda like reality based thriller/horror with drugs and violence and shiet, not exactly scary but GYAHH it was .. traumatising >:
Sunday, October 17, 2010
am i a fool ?
<------- another bored moment
at night when the stars light up my room, i sit by myself talking to the moon
try to get to you in hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
or am i a fool who sits alone, talking to the moon ?

am i so used to having you there ? am i so used to the fact that whenever i need you, you will be there ? am i so used to it  that when it comes to just going through a second without you, i'm not capable of doing anything ? is it really like that or is this all a dream ? will the day come when i will be used to it ? cause i'm wondering. NO, i am not depressed, i'm just pondering/ thinking/ wondering. yeah, that's what happens when i'm bored :L
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Wonderful
"Hey, ain't life wonderful? Wonderful, wonderful, wonderful... Isn't everything wonderful now?"

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again

Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world's so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now

Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends won't know
When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world is so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now

No
No, I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
No
No, I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

I don't wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
No, no, no, no
I don't wanna hear you say
You both have grown in a different way
No, no, no, no
I don't wanna meet your friends
And I don't wanna start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now...

I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
Friday, October 15, 2010
With or without you
See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait....without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me with
Nothing to win
And nothing left to lose

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you 
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Live frugally on surprise!
Today was a total epic, and amusingly weird bore. Thursday right? Lucy's computer skills test isn't till 2PM but she turns up at school during recess. Why? Because she's weird. Anyway that's not part of the highlights. Nothing happened today yet so much happened.

1. Much thanks to Jason Jun Pin Lung (technically it was my fault but yeah) i dropped my laptop and it dieeed. Well 2 buttons came loose and the corner cracked! Hmph.

2. I made an personally noteable achievement! -does dance of joy-

3. For approx. 20min i was stuck loner with one of the most unexpected of people... The awkwardness i felt is indescribable... but yeah, act cool [;

That's it? My source of company changed every say, 10-20minutes? Right until Ms Milledge decide to tell everyone to go home and i found myself engaged in conversations with math teachers...

Not cool. Oh and i didn't get to go Therese's house :'(

lucy
don't give me that smile. DO NOT GIVE ME THAT SMILE. it's like soooo obvious. AS CLEAR AS DAY ! what's clear you say ? WAAHHTT is clear ? well anyone would know that so i don't need to answer (: so, DON'T. mannn, we don't even talk anymore. and when we do ... just doesn't feel the same. maybe it's cause of exams. but then again, maybe not. but whatevers, DO NOT give me that smile. i don't know, it just fjahfsdjklafhasjkfhsla's me if you get what i mean :L ahhwelps, exams are over :D WOOOOTTT
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
WOOO
OMG EXAMS ARE OVER WOOOOOOO, PARTY BITCHES XD
Unloaded? Barely.
"I'm happy. Just a different type of happy."
-kim

I hate how i feel so drowsy and pissed, even though exams are over. Lack of sleep is least of the reason.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
JHGGY YUUYTVYYVTY FGC CR TEDFHK NB GHYIG
Right now I feel like hell. I tried walking down to the kitchen to get some panadol and I bumped into things and nearly fell three bloody times. I feel like I'm going to throw up and I feel like someone is banging against steel poles in my head. Now I'm in a down mood :( plus I've had to edit this post god knows how many times ==.
J
I feared this would happen
I thought it was through;
Like touching else's tainted gold
The overwhelm of moment
would just be another piece to reminisce.
The show was over, and
Maybe optimism wouldn't disappear
As quickly as it had returned
this time.
I thought wrong.
You came back.
Monday, October 11, 2010
blue :o
sometimes i just want to say 'fuck you' but then that would be kinda slack. plus i don't have a 'proper' reason to say so. so i'll just try and bear with it for a while (: but sersiously, eff off. it's not your face. it's just you and who you are. i'm sorry. you probably hate me too. that aside. i know this is random but i just noticed how many people have blue fonts on msn o.o i like blue. it's a nice colour. but sefton is just too blue.


it's blue :D  ----------------->>

Sunday, October 10, 2010
lalalala.





<----------- what becomes of kim's boredom

mannn, i wnr blog about something but i have nothing to talk about ): well there is but all it is, is E X A M S. like there's already enough talk about that.

i miss everyone like hell. feels like centuries have passed since i last talked to any of you. i miss everyone so much. i even miss those who annoy me at times ): I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE IT IN WORDSSSS T____T i just do okay.

i can't even find the motivation to study. and now exams are like tomorrow and i havent studied anything yet D; OMG, i'm gnr dieeeee ):
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Old stuff, that bring back memories
You know what i think is better than a book or a shortstory? A review, of our own past. It doesn't matter if it's blog posts, textmsgs or old chatlogs with just dialogue, old cards or presents or whatnot. It doesn't matter if it's good or bad. Every thing, every word, every memory puts a smile on my face. Maybe it's cus exams are right in front of me, but i've become fond of looking back at things whenever i get the chance. Just now, when i was meant to be studying, i found myself reading through all the old blogposts (on the dashboard) which date back several months. Sure weren't the most heartening posts i was reminded of, but hey, shows us how much we've changed. And in this case, for the good :) I don't know, i'm just missing a lot of things i use to have. I think i should just shut up and go back to work now.
Friday, October 8, 2010
It doesn't really seem easy anymore. It's forced and .. difficult to be honest. We can't even have a normal conversation anymore without it trailing off. I can't even tell if we're close friends anymore. I guess things change over time....I just didn't think it would change so quickly. I guess it should have been obvious that we'd drift after the things that have happened but....who really wants to face reality when there's such a high probability of the unfavoured outcome. I...I just really miss you.
J


You speak to my heart
There are millions of stars in the world, but there's only one that's brightest to you. But if you ponder longingly on just that one star, you'll fail to see the shooting star falling for you.
Isn't it funny. People aren't so different. The challenges and problems we come face to face in life are pretty much alike; the feelings that trigger when certain things happen; both our emotional and physical responses. We all have our little desires and expectations, and wish we centred the world once in a while. Heh. Just by understanding ourselves we can understand others- well in my case it'd be the reverse but yeah, same thing. Don't noshit me, i know it's pretty much all basic/common sense but hey, it's lucy. She gets fascinated by her own naiveness so let me be.
Oh and goodluck to john with herhis exam (:
I didn't feel like sleeping even though right now...in about 7 hours I have an english exam. Actually...lately I've been really nocturnal...not kidding, I'm wide awake and have been the past few days...I don't get what's wrong...I thought I had an idea what it was but...well it isn't..much..ARGH It must be exams...yes it must be...oh god now I'm rambling ok so I'll just post this up. For some reason I couldn't move it down.
J
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
i like happy moments. i like looking back at happy moments. i love pictures showing happy moments. (:
i hate looking for happy moments. i hate wondering where they've gone. it'd be nice if they came back.
i still have happy moments, moments when i feel like i'm walking on clouds but sometimes those happy moments disappear :o

dear happy moments,
please come back. i miss you very much. why did you leave? did i take you for granted? i'm sorry ):
i actually like you very very much :D so please come back :DD well, at least the other half of you.
cause i'm still happy. just a different type of happy.
Comparisons
It's almost 2a.m. Lucy lies in bed thinking when she realises her eyeliner was still on. Fail. Maybe its meant to but it makes me look freakin 10 years older. And i really cbf getting out of bed now; not that theres anything unhealthy with keeping makeup on overnight, right? Anyway.

I don't have photos to share, atm. But looking at all those pictures, i find myself reminiscing, somewhat back to year 9. It's an interesting comparison...(a slight disturbance of Lucy's door while certain that all windows are closed from wind keeps her traumatized for 3 minutes...) to now. And i can't honestly say which is better, though last year definitely had more drama. There was camp, there was pandabasher & kingbob, there was the dinofamily business with liz & nick. I had a vast social life, and Mr. optimism was -almost- my bestfriend. This year, as pressured also by teachers, was(since its coming to an end) goodbye to the carefree, bludgy days. I broke off from a lot of people, drifted with others, and in turn stepped closer with some, and even met a couple of new ones. Things have become more serious, not just in terms of work, but like, relationships, bitching?, and seemingly naive arguements. And, i dunno, i guess we're all growing up? Makes me miss my childhood. LITTLE LUNCH & BIG LUNCH FTW<333

LETS PARTYYY FULL ON THESE SUMMER HOLIDAYS YEAHH? (: now its almost 3 and im freakin tired -.-

lucy
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
RAWRRR
I can not be bothered to freaking do notes =.="

Listen to Signs by Bloc party =]

J
dear john,
i know i wasn't meant to post that picture up. I'M SORRY. but i needed something to make me laugh >> heheh (:

from kim
Memories and realising how much I'm missing you ALL right now K3
I started listening to Man in the Mirror by Michael Jackson and bloody hell it's a pretty good song. But that combined with looking at the pictures Kim posted PLUS watching a sad movie is making me teary right now. I miss everyone regardless of what's been happening this year. I miss Chris' interesting talks...I love hearing about things no other person would talk about, Lucy's rhythmic head bobbing, Kim's scream when she's excited, Jing's facial expressions haha, Lynda's SHUT UP or even the SCREW YOUs, seeing Tracy at the locker in the morning...god there's just so much, I don't think I can type anymore. One other thing I will do though, will be post as many pictures as I can as I try to hold my emotions together. Miss you all heaps.
J











 Holy shit that took so much space o.o" LOL Sorry xD
Monday, October 4, 2010
rain ?
so baby let the rain fall down from heaven
let it wash away every memory of you and i
cause i don't want your love no more
no woman's gonna bring me pain
gonna get you out of my life
i guess that's why i love the rain
cause it's helping me forget all about you
when the water falls on my face
so i love the rain
i love the rain - claude kelly

do you like rain? i don't really like the rain but besides making everything look all glooomy and wet, it provides us with water right :DD so that means for the last few days we;ve been getting a lot of water rightright ? haha i think rainy weather makes me high. i've been going high a lot for the last 3-4 days. apparently, i went so high it was scary but that's probably cause those people who are used to seeing a more quiet and shy kim have never seen me talk nonstop and laugh and act like some complete retard. haha. chocolate cake makes me high too. it also causes me to have nose bleeds. i've been having a lot of nose bleeds since mr. rainy weather came. if only mr. i am your motivation to start studying paid me a visit ):
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OMGOMGOMG.
i haven't seen anyone for like the past like... well ever since holidays. I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCHHHHH T_____T SOMEONE SAY SOMETHING. ANYTHING :o i think i really am high... OMG I SWEAR IM ALWAYS TLAKING TO MYSELF ON SKYPE. NO ONES ON ANYMORE. well at least not when i'm on...i wnr see your faces. come visit. link me to pictures of you. post them up. WHATEVER man. I JUST WNR SEE YOUR SEXY FACES D: i'm like looking through old piccas. hehe might as well share some since i have  studying nothing better to do.they're gnr be everywhere since these bloody ass pictures don't know how to a simple instruction and stay in the place i put them in --'






































if you think about it, though there were shitloads of shit happenings this year, there were funny moments too :DD well some of these pictures are from last year but whatevers :L
kim (:
Jenny's Party
Ban...that green pancake seafood thing LOL. I hate it...but the ones that Jenn'ys mum made were pretty good...so that's saying something hehe. I let loose today with Singstar with Kylie hehe. It was nice to have fun and not get down afterwoods. Chess was fun...beat Edbert and Steven mwahhaha. Oh my god I suck at audition now Q_Q. Tekken is a bitch of a game...I can't beat anyone without spamming LOL. Made tonnes of Peggy jokes today =]. Left the party THE latest at 9pm but was in the middle of playing Blade..something...fun game D=. Grats to Kylie, sorry and hope you have better luck next time Timmy and haha Sally, you took my suggestion eh =]. I CAN'T SLEEP =[ too much thinking I think. Farout I was playing with my newfound pocket knife again in bed and I nearly dropped it and stabbed myself ==. Right about now I'm watching gossip girl, searching up zippo lighters and planning how to make notes for math tomorrow efficiently. THANK YOU MS MILLEDGE, gave us sheets for like the longer stuff. Hey Lucy umm...a third party suggested I do something and I need your opinion on it...call me? if you don't have my home number, text me. And also I needa ask advice for something to do with that suggestion...ahh but I'm at tutor 2-4.15. I miss talking with peopleeee but my net sucks and we all have notes to write....we've all got to do something after exams to catch up kays?
J

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