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SEVERELY~~~ I LOVE YOU :) john, kim and lucy's blog. currently dead. but enjoy it anyways |
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 Thursday, April 29, 2010 Elizabeth Thao Tran's Birthday + Athletics DayHappy Birthday Elizabeth Thao Tran!!!! hope you love that domo kun <3. |
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Wednesday, April 28, 2010 thankyou |
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somedaysoon... someday soon... you're gonna catch that dream you've been chasing someday soon ... they're gonna write your name in the sky all you need is just believing you know you're my hero you're gonna be a star tonight |
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Monday, April 26, 2010 Dear god. I have a problem. It's me..jpg) I think i think i think we all need a break from life. A break from reality. A break from this place where dreams only make you weak, once they are shattered. Jumping and dodging the obstacles in life can get tiring, esp. the times when you trip right over them and have to clamber back onto your feet. Esp. those times no one's there to give you a hand, and you're on your own. How do you describe that feeling, when your world seems to be split into a fun side, and a boring side; the fun side being over there where your friends are having the time of their lives. You wan to join them, but there's like an invisible barrier stopping you, holding you back, isolating you from them. And you end up just sitting there, in the boring side, alone. And the funny thing is, no one really seems to notice. People walk past you, look at you, then turn away. It's like you're not there at all. What's that feeling, when you're surrounded by faces, yet you seem to be the only person left on earth. It's an empty feeling.
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Sunday, April 25, 2010 leave me alone When you're alone many things come to mind. Many thoughts come to you. Thoughts that you've mightn't have realised yet. Thoughts that just ruin everything. Once you've realised, they won't go away. You try to forget but they just won't leave you alone. They continue to linger around and pester you. They haunt you in your dreams. Make it hard for you to sleep. It's indescribable. They're indescribable. You're indescribable. These thoughts are the truth well most of the time they are. It's hard to forget the truth. Truth hurts. If only you could live in the fake all the time. Life wouldn't be so hard or would it. Imagine living in a dream. A dream where you can control everything. A dream where you get to choose what happens and when. Would things be better? Would your life be a happier one? Would it? If it were, would you choose to live in that dream? Sometimes, you just wonder when this thought will get sick of you and leave you alone. Seems like never. If only they could just leave me alone...
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Saturday, April 24, 2010 Nothing left to give. I know I don't know, atleast not anymore. I always thought I could handle things, even if I was down, I could handle the other things. I wonder if small gestures make people happy. A slight hint at the corner of someone's mouth when you tell an original joke, a simple thank you, a thumbs up...i don't know. Small stuff I guess. I wonder what would happen if we didn't have those small things...how people would feel. What would be the last thing you say to people? People individually...i guess i would tell some people they mean the world to me...some people..you could be the world and I could care less. mm nah probably not that. What moment would you all take a permanent photo of with a 4238942395439 mega pixel camera. A smile, a laugh, a funny moment of someone you cared about...how would you choose? Would it mean the same in 20 years? Or would the feelings go away. It's funny how what you want to last forever doesnt, and how what you don't want to last forever does. A relationship, a friendship...they don't last forever. A hole, it does, no matter how much you try to fill it, there's still always a small bit left to fill. When you do something, you say you think of the consequences, but do you really? No one ever thinks to think of the consequences of not doing it. If you think about it, good things can come out of bad things and vice versa. Yet there's still the good that can be better but the bad that can be worse. People say you just have to take a leap. I've said that. You never really take a genuine leap do you, if you think about it long enough. What do you do when you have to choose between two people that mean a lot to you? Who's the right one to choose? Is there a right answer? How can you tell? What would happen if you picked the wrong choice? How do you tell if you can truly trust someone anyway? There's no test...but if there was, people say they wouldn't use it because what's the point cause really, you can't learn from your mistakes - though, maybe, just maybe they would use it. When's the time to stop? There's no real right time for when it won't hurt or be rememebered. There's no time for it to be...i'm not sure, fun? What do you do when you've lived a life that you can't live anymore? What do you do now? What if it's not done and you have to finish it off? Where do you go from the unfinished place if you can't finish it. You tell me, cause I've got nothing left to give. |
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Friday, April 23, 2010 Renaissance JohnBoii
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sometimes I wonder what's really going on in your head. "nothings wrong", "don't worry", "its not a big deal" SAYING SHIT LIKE THAT MAKES ME STRESS OUT EVEN MORE. its feels like we re drifting. further and further away until I cant even see you anymore. makes me feel lonely T____T kim :/ |
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Thursday, April 22, 2010 Revival from Xcountry Happy 15th Birthday Jing San! I are thankfully revived from NEVER, EVER, trust Bill Chen and his mobile GPS. EVER. xP Had one of the worst mornings, i swear i aged by 10 years man. Rushed to winnies house and almost got run over by a stupid half asleep driver. Some asian woman. Seriously i was half way across, staring at it drive and i was like, "Uh hey..aren't you gonna stop(?!)" It was so scary its not even funny. Was complained at for arriving late, as usual. Then we walked like ages relying completely on our only source of directory - bills gps - until we realized, well HE did, that we were walking the wrong way. When at 8:35 we still werent there, i stressed out about arriving late. Words can not describe the amount of relief that flowed through me when i finally saw sefton humans and the venue. Now as for the day. Wasn't the best, but i guess not the worst. Athletics sucked. Cross country wasn't actually that bad when i think about it. Buts having to run through that bushy and narrow park/forest was just rigged when it clearly had a "Beware of snakes" warning sign on the gates. Amazingly i came 20th. Too bad i was unbothered to redeem my merit. I learnt something about john today too. HE RUNS FAST O_O I did not know that. One thing was disappointing; No cake! I really wanted to eat that green tea cake that wasn't really made from green tea. What a shame :( Nothing else to say. Okay im off. <3 L
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Monday, April 19, 2010 winner kim :) |
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Sunday, April 18, 2010 A thank you you'll never see for reasons you'll never know. I looked up at the stars, I made a single wish. To be set free from its grasp. To be relieved of this anguish, Into utter despair, I was falling once again. Thinking I'll be beyond repair, You extend a helping hand. You didn't need to say much, I just needed you to be there. I needed you to distract me when No-one else I wanted was there. I never thought it would go this way But I was stupid not to see, You could make or break my day, When you're talking alone with me. Without you, I don't know what I'd do And also, I'm sorry for loving you.
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Friday, April 16, 2010 hardcore kim 8D |
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Thursday, April 15, 2010 HAPPYBIRTHDAYKIMANHNGUYEN HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM! (FOR YESTERDAY) Our king is officially 15 and one day OLD. (: The party was awesome. Haven't been to one since Tracey's, which was like two years ago. Most memorable part : WAS WHERE I LOST 19485667 BILLION BRAIN-CELLS from torture. I should have sat down first. Fail humans. MOST HILARIOUS PART : Was Wii and you guys shaking your asses at us and looking oh so ridiculous :D hahas . Anyway, i'm just glad i didn't die from carrying the egg. A big thank you to Jason Lung for his help. Next stop is Lynnie's birthday party. Karaoke :D I CAN'T WAIT! love, L
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kimisunabletosleep :/ kim :)
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Sunday, April 11, 2010 Poem 1 Sweet Delight We find joy and pleasure In many things. Numerous kinds of feelings They can bring. One in particular That makes me sigh. One I can't live without, Otherwise I'd die. Delicious and delectable, I lick it off my fingers. Dark and desirable, Its taste lingers. It caresses my tongue With a gentle touch. It gives me unknown pleasures Ever so much. Cold as a rainfall, Light as a feather. Its mood ever changing Just as the weather. Moaning with euphoric pleasure, I eat my bowl of ice cream at my leisure.
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An epic day @ easter show So today; lynda, me and my sister went to visit the Royal Easter Show. It was epic. Met up at the entrance with lynda's sister, brother in law, niece and nephew, then we split up inside, planning to meet back again in 2hrs for lunch. Apparently lynda got a free entry ticket from a random old guy. Lucky thing. Anyways, first off, theme rides. I think i had to take out the map 4 times before we got there. On our way, we passed some stinkin' cows and a goat barn. *shivers* The farm animals use to be my top highlight EVERY time i went, with family. But today, the horrible dribbling cows was as far as i got with animal-seeing.  Lynda is scary. Scary with her choices of THEME RIDES! She's always pointing excitedly at the ones that offer the MOST THRILL, anything that doesn't THROW YOU OFF YOUR SEAT and crack your voice from SCREAMING, are entirely out of her interest. I honestly thought this would be the end of me. If it weren't for this woman, i don't think i would have EVER got the guts to try (most of) those rides i did for as long as my cowardness remained with me. I CONQUERED MY FEAR, and im happy (:    Had like 4 tickets left when she finally decided it was time for lunch. YESS. THIN twisted fries-yuck. I didn't eat any, but i think i'll stick with chicken and lettuce burgers, dry but meh. Next, icecream gelato and woollys. Lynda's icecream was dripping everywhere. That's why you get CUPS. I never had a good experience with waffle cones + more than one scoop of icecream. Lemon sorbet is horrible :/   Woollys was cool. There was so much icecream, desserts and FOOD, we regretted filling ourselves already. STRAWBERRY CHOCOLATE ON A SKEWER IS YUM<3. We made sure we covered every corner of the food section before moving to the housing end. The art & crafts gallery was amazing.   Then...Show bags! WILLY WONKA<3. And yep, you guessed it; typical Lynda and her hello kitty ._. Met up with her sister agains who happened to come out with 10 whole bags. Finished the day off with another mega ride - just imagine being in a washing machine at full speed, it was a miracle i didn't puke with my full stomache, screamed my head off, and trained home.  The end. (: <3 L. NOTE: PICHAS COMING SOON, MORE WILL GO ON FACEBOOK, just so this post doesnt take up too much space x AND BACK OFF KIM LOL LEAVE ME ALONE |
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Wednesday, April 7, 2010 today kim got the once in a lifetime opportunity to webcam with lynniee :D kim also got to meet BINKA the black and white cat. Binka is sexy and knows how to keep clean, unlike a certain somebody ;)  a part of lynniee and binka :D kim |
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Tuesday, April 6, 2010 Deliciously Revolting Creme Caramel Winnie's house today, planning to make chocolate. "Buy me cocoa butter" was the order of her highness. So me and lynda spent 10 whole minutes in Wollys searching for "cocoa butter", but the closest thing we found was "copha butter". Anyway, got to her house, and once the electric mixer was out, we were sure to stay a fair distance from her. WINNIE was the dangerous chef while LYNDA was the great dishwasher, who simply cleaned up all the pots and pans and dishes and cutleries used. Mee? Oh i soon found myself something to do - came across an easy-make Crème Caramel mix. There weren't enough milk for the custard, so Winnie gave me milk powder to use instead. This milk was so over-boiled that brown pieces floated up when i mixed, along with the removal of a 11 layers of skin. Not cool. Either i was ravenous, or Winnie's instant noodles were REALLY nice. I was so caught up eating it that once again, the cooking was left forgotten. By the time i went back to it, the custard was lumpy and with still burnt flakes floating around (it was impossible to get out). "Meh" and left the 6 ramekins in the fridge. In the meantime, the chocolate & cleaning up was the focus. Five minutes before leaving, everyone spooned in the custard. Winnie was first to pull a face. Thinking she was exaggerating like always, i dug in too. "Yu~uck." Lynda just looked stoned. The taste is still in my mouth...ugh. Take a look at the masterpiece:    Nice aye? *cough* The first one was "mixed up" btw. Lynda cleaning & the famous couple on top of eachother.... LOL |
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johns fail haircut. today john went parra to get his haircut. he got his haircut at justcuts. It was a fail haircut. his head looked like a triangle. he ran into kim. kim saw his fail haircut and laughed her ass off. it was an EPIC FAIL. they mucked around in the cosmetics section in target. johns phone ran out of batteries so he decided to waste kims credit to call his mum. he then caught the train home but realised he was going the wrong way so he had to go back again. once he had successfully caught the correct train home. his mum picked him up at cabra station. he had a nice sleep as his mum drove him home.  fuck this. i cant get the stupid pictures in the right order. john can do it when hes bothered :D
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the bored kid who lived a boring life. the end. kim |
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Monday, April 5, 2010 Birthday Boy JohnBoii
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Saturday, April 3, 2010 Rants, Complaints; a sad life No msn. No facebook. Nothing where you can chat. Yeah i guess i can live without my beloved time killer social networking. No regular texting to guys. Pfft, whatever. But, No outings. No house parties. Not even a trip to the nearest friends' house cause there won't be anyone home to stalk me down.(!?) "How can i trust you wont do such and such, and such and such wont happen?" The usual dismiss. Freaking hell. May as well throw me in a prison with my text books expecting not mental breakage but in fact all A's for a report, why not aye? It wont make much of a difference to my daily life now. Holidays and besides writing notes, the most i'm probably doing is going Easter Show with my sister. And no, that wasn't what threw me off. It was the fact that, after my mum changed my "Parra" request to "local grocery shopping" she cheerfully asked me if there were any good movies out now, something suited for the 3 of us. "Regularly" was the keyword. Like, seriously, give me a break. I looked at her as though she spoke to me in foreign. I was already n-i-t-m. It took all my effort just to keep put. Ugh You know, I was so bored this morning i was looking through peoples facebook photos, mainly the groupie ones entitled "city". Then Nick called me on his way to tutor. I complained to him. "You have a sad life" he commented. I couldn't agree more. Raging is not my thing, but complaining is. My complaint is complete, for now. Yours unfaithfully, L
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JJJ (Jason Lu, Jing, John) JohnBoii
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Beach BBQ John: I think I spelt it wrong... John: Oh wait there's an extra I in there!! John: Oh wait there's an extra two I's!!! John: I think I left something out... John: Oh you've gotten I,S,A,T Lynnie: ....I never said T... John:....oh Dammit!! LOL. Lesson learnt for the day - Don't play hangman with me LOL. Dinner consisted of Salmon, Snapper, Oyster, Toasted Bread and Prawns with this salad thing that's really nice. There was sauce for the oyster and this Dill Sauce or something that was sooo good, similar to TarTar sauce, which I will have the biggest food orgasm over. It was actually all very nice, even the Oyster and the sauce (note I detest oyster, but I can eat it). Dessert was this strawberry...bov-something. Phonetically its bov-wah. I also got to drink 2 cans of redbull mixed with Jagermeister (35% alcoholic drink) and some of the Jagermeister by itself. Didn't really affect me much WOOOO. After I got home, I went on skype and also accomplished watching Gossip Girl Episodes 24 and 25 of season 2. Mind blowing oh my god. Also now...I shall be screwed over like crap because as of now until the end of the first week of term 1, I am Jing's slave (tomorrow...well today 3/4 Saturday will be a trial and if I can't take his deviance, I am unbound from his hold over me...otherwise I will be performing deeds of evil). Looking forward to tomorrow, or today, first watch a movie at parra, and then have tutor and then relax at home, heaven. Yes even tutor because I have Ricky and sitting with Fiona, Sally, Aimy and Brenda, and I am NEVER bored at tutor. |
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Thursday, April 1, 2010 Last Day of School. Ok the night before, I made the mistake of allowing Chompy to egg me today...Hit my back and it didnt burst until it hit the ground. Well the morning was weird. I still had a bit of my sugar high from yesterday where apparently I was playing with Edbert's, Lynnie's and even my own cheeks and got yelled at and waved very weirdly to strangers. Haha Edbert thought I was on drugs when I said I had a "happy pill" haha and to Lynnie I was unbearable. Recess...the death of the egg. Jason chucked the stupid egg at my back and it bounced off, but dam i felt it good. It hit the floor and burst <3. Math I sat next to Sylvia teehee, Duong stuck notes to our backs. Sylvia's said, "Too pro and awesome from you," or something. Mine said, "kick me." Lunch was pretty cool, drank half of the lemonade and chips were popular hehe. I became a lounge chair for Therese, Winnie and Jing. Got heaps of photos but only bothered to post a few. Hehe. Here you go little lovelies >=]. Oh and I picked up Winnie and Chris bridal style.              JohnBoii
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