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SEVERELY~~~ I LOVE YOU :) john, kim and lucy's blog. currently dead. but enjoy it anyways |
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 Tuesday, March 30, 2010 A rainy day.Nights ago you could say, I felt sad, pretty grey. Cracks appeared, My facade began to clear. Tears began to roll away. The mask fell each night. Each day I faked things were all right, Lonely it felt though, Insecurities began to grow. Slowly losing the fight. One night not coping through all types of stress. I typed in a familiar website address. Love you all cause you GMH. JohnBoii
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boredom. kim |
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Friday, March 26, 2010 lynnie is pro just admiring lynnie's pro-ness :) GYAHHH ITS SO SEXY !! ><  |
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God. Dam. It.LOVE life and life will LOVE you back.What optimistic nonsense. If only it really worked that way. But no, face it; loving someone, something, doesn't mean you wont hurt them, or get hurt by them. Life's plain complicated, a selfish bitch. One things right, and your world seems all perfect, then suddenly the other goes wrong and the walls close on you for the hundredth time; one problem is resolved, another rises and hits you. "Suck it up and move on" , how easily said but so hard done. How easy is it to tell someone else "it'd be okay; be strong; you always got me, us" when one day you stumble into the same situation, and realize the comfort, but at the same time, uselessness those words turn out to be. I'm getting sick and tired of staring at people in jealousy. Since life neglects me, neglects my call, I guess i'll just have to attempt as an optimistic to go on for now; shake off whatever i'm not, forget the things i desire and ponder for, and start looking at and treasuring what i have; those that others don't. Think about the more unfortunate people. Be glad i even have a shelter from rain, have food when i'm hungry, have people to talk to, people that care. Be glad my life is considered"content", well at least on the outside... 'Sufferings, pain, they don't seem to exist in your world. You're always happy. Perhaps i should remind you that happiness doesnt last on YOUR journey, by shoving you down a(nother) hole, a hole that never started there, but which i dug out, in a moments time, specially for you to fall inside and almost kill yourself clambering back out later. By then you'd probably forget, and just blame yourself like usual. You won't hate. You're not that kind of person. Just slow and stupid, and oh so gullible.' Yeah, say whatever, do whatever, you know what, i don't care anymore. Ima leave it as it is, let life and fate guide me instead of my dreams. I;m happy, don;t you worry. Its all yours, and btw, do me a favour? - JUST FML AND I MAYBE THEN ILL GET SOME PEACE. L
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Thursday, March 25, 2010 ... Its always the same thing every morning. I dont give a shit about what you talk about so just shut the fuck up. I dont give a shit if you think i m useless or stupid or whatever. If you think i m stupid go fucking disown me, i dont care. Id rather be away from here anyway. You think i m not busy with all the shit in my life. You dont even know what i go through every night. Ever wondered why i m so tired all the time ? You just assume but never confirm. You dont know what happens every night. It wouldnt matter if you knew cause you ll just say its stupid anyway. You tell me to tell you what's up with my life. How the fuck can I fucking tell you when you think what ever i say is stupid. You say that you ll let me have my say by why the fuck do you not listen. You want me to have a life ? PFFT ! i have no freakin life. You took my life away from me and restrict me form everything. You call me unsociable and say I have no friends. Look who freakin restrict me from everything. You don't even let me communicate with anyone. You might as well lock me up in a room and never let me out. It makes no difference anyway. You took my optimism away from. Its been almost 15 years and I cant take it any more. I just wanna run away. If you understand what i go through then why the fuck would you do and say this shiet to me. You dont even believe me when i m telling the fucking truth. You only ever listen to one side of the story and its never mine. If you think i m stupid and worthless then just think so. I dont care. |
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250310 Quote Of The Day = Kim @ John: You know I can touch your!....-looks up and sees Miss Wheatley. We were fighting over...paper? haha. Recess was epic fail for me I would say. Jing, if you don't vote for me ima get my revenge in a very effective way. Anyway, he said he would vote for the person...that would flirt with a geo teacher yesterday on our excursion. Guess who did the deed today at recess, to....Ms....Kumar...That's right people, JohnBoii did it. Everything else was quite mundane so I'll keep it to myself. I've got a lot of things to do today, more than 14 different things D=. Bye peeps. JohnBoii
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Wednesday, March 24, 2010 FIELD TRIP A geographically educational field trip to BiCentennial Park today. Not only was it a total bore, a sacrificial feast for the mosquitoes, and a horrendous art gallery of SPIDERS, there was barely even any fresh air to breathe. The place STUNK. We were basically studying a significantly polluted area, just to show how our daily litters could impact on the environment. The water insect hunt was funny. Lungy caught a huge tadpole like fish thing, and IT JUMPED OUT TO ITS DEATH. Twice! The first time we saved it. All the break times were spent playing BS with lyndas hellokitty cards. I went home with 2 pen marks on my face, and a huge line on my leg. Im sure you can guess who's fault that was. Thanks to Lung for sharing the pain. LOL. Anyway, that sums up for the day. AND OMG, I JUST REALIZED WE FORGOTTEN THE KUMAR FLIRT THING, well I DID. Jing i better win, or ima insure you a bruise thats gonna stay till your 20. Hmph :/ <3 L
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miss youI know I'll see you again You were one of my first friends when i entered sefton. Its been almost three years since i ve known you and suddenly you leave ): it was so sudden. So sudden i literally jumped out of my chair when i found out. Just wanted you to know how much i will miss you and not only will i miss, EVERYONE will miss you D: We ll miss your happy smile face (: have fun in STGHS but remember youre welcome to come back whenever :D kim (: -sigh- i m missing you already :/
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Monday, March 22, 2010 i'll beand i'll be your crying shoulder |
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Sunday, March 21, 2010 @johndangtrinhnguyen @JOHNDANGTRINHNGUYEN: I know something too ;) |
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Study Day! Today Jing and I went on the train to Burwood. Apparently Winnie thought we were gonna meet her at cheso but our train didn't go cheso lol. To make things worse, Jing and I missed our stop and stopped at Ashfield (2 stops too many). Anyway we got to Burwood at about...lets say 9? Winnie met up with us and we went to eat maccas. Then we walked around and messed around until 10.15. I had to go tutor and they watched... Rebound i think. Well I had fun at tutr with my beloved Thai haha. Apparently there's this performance thing. Anyway I got back to Burwood and we walked around the streets and stuff and I got new gloves WOOOO. Jing went to cabra first so I kept Winnie company. We shopped for stuff and talked about confidential stuff. Anyway I got to Cabra pools late and Jing and Lynnie were still waiting...woops. Haha we hopped in and omggg felt so nice to be in water again. This little kid pissed us off, constantly splashing us. Haha me and Jing done bro butterfly and Lynnnie did pro...umm what she did...LOL. Today was pretty coolies. Oh and Lucy, don't get your hopes up, This week will be my week =] and the next week after will be your hell ;). JohnBoii
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Friday, March 19, 2010 total drama action I LOVE TOTAL DRAMA ACTION ! WATCH IT PEOPLE ABC THREE (: |
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Thursday, March 18, 2010 MERIT Winnie's quote from yesterday. I think she was referring to her phone. Couldn't blog or tumblr cause my stupid computer decided to overheat and die. ITS NOT EVEN THAT HOT. Probably suicided from a hate of life. Well i hate it too and you don't see me doing anything stupid? Darn inconvenience. omgawd i got my first merit of the year today, and even more surprisingly, for MATH. I NEVER get merits for MATH. what an achievement :) taxxed 3 different jumpers too; meryems which i had kept overnight and she insisted on its return; kims which was a size too small and james', which i have now. Yes i enjoy suffocating myself in the heat, got a problem? oh and im currently on full suckup period at the moment, you guys know what for. I was right on the edge of faltering, but somehow miraculously i got away. That's a first, and believe me, i was very surprised. <3 L
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180310 Work experience
NTS: Find somewhere where JJKL (Jing,John,Kim,Lucy) can do work experience, Project BGT, Project JLS, Project Group Formal and Project LJC. All this just for a social life, talk about being bothered. All right, see you kiddies on skype, not msn because I'm on Edbert's laptop and there's no msn on there. JohnBoii
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010 googlechrome mmmm... i am so bored :/ kim (: |
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Monday, March 15, 2010 First Day Of Work Experience Jing and I went to Shao's place. It was fucking hilarious. This won't be in chronological order. HIS SISTER HAS AWESOME MUSIC TASTE. It was funny seeing Jing spaz into an oblivion of laughter when Shao made that voice - you guys ever watched Mrs DoubtFire? JUST like that (pedo old lady) - Shao Ting dropped the cake he was gonna make us eat upside down. I have the photos to prove it. It was fun testing each other on the different flavours for my SRP. Unfortunately it made Jing stay home today. SOWWIE <3. Anyway for lunch we had hungry jacks. It was awesome. Work experience. My breakfast was a gloria jeans original iced chocolate. I came early to work. ME SUCH A GOO BOII LAH. All day I basically watched my dentist treat patients. IT WAS SOO COOL but i didnt really get to do anything. When there weren't patients, i read dentistry books. OMG IT WAS TIRING BUT IT WAS SO INTERESTING AND SCARY. >< TAKE CARE OF UR TEETH and dont brush too hard coz ur gums can fuck up. and gum disease...affects...FOUR OUT OF FIVE PEOPLE. OMGGG SCARY Anyway highlight of my day was when...well Kimbo and Wico kept me company by texting me the whole day. And the BIGGESt highlight was when Jing Lyn and Therese came to visit me ^^ love you guys most <3. Oh and i get one hour for lunch. Literally took me ONE minute to eat lunch cause it was a sushi roll and I devoured it LOL. Then for 59 minutes I walked around cabra. My day. I'm gonna ask dentist if I can actually do something tomorrow. LOVE YOU ALL. But love the guys that visited me and keptme company THE most <3. JohnBoii
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dayonewithoutjohn (: mr. johndangtrinhnguyen is a DOG >:( left kimanhnguyen for a freakin DENTIST D: ITS SO FUCKING BORING AT SCHOOL :/ mmmm... where should I do work experience ? anyone have suggestions ;D kim (:
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ABS *jab jab* Nup flabby. *jab jab* Whoaaa...ABS<3 I have now learnt to tense. How..fascinating. School seemed to end real fast today. Probably cause i missed like 2 periods thanks to SAS squad with sending year 7 girls to their doom (2 NEEDLES!) and another pointless evacuation practice. Only had a 5 minute lesson with our uber lanky eng sub, Mr. Woolcrockwhatever. I seriously don't know where people are getting the lame idea that i am attracted to teachers? I blame Terry and Duong. :/ Most of break time was spent testing whether people had abs. Interesting results... Man I need a goddam scale. Are you allowed to change what your doing for srp despite the graded proposal? We better be, cause i have no idea where to get a very sensitive scale to measure carbon with. Oh and a short notice to our Johnboii; dont worry. school hasn't turned dull in your absence. or at least not yet :) We kinda pictured you as a future dentist. Umm...not cool. Haha <3 L
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Sunday, March 14, 2010 sister could my sister get any more annoying >:( kim
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Friday, March 12, 2010 Double Dare Day Instead of quote of the day, I shall have TYPO of the day: Kim - "WHO to ride" and it should have been "HOW to ride" Today was also photo day. Hated it, so bored lol. At lunch, we played something old and classic with a new edge. DOUBLE dare. It was pretty fun. I was the first person to get picked. Now that's what I call a cliche. I chose Tracy and the dare was incredibly weird. We had to jump over each other. Technically it was leap frog that we needed to do but yea...LOL. Next was Unknown and it had to bite Michael's ear...omg he was such a chicken shit. Then Jason had to take Michael's place. They bit each other's ear. Next person Lyndaaaa, and she picked Tracy, effing popular much. Haha they had to do the wheelbarrow =]. GO LYNDA SHE WAS PRONESS. Next would bee, omg I think Jing. He picked me T_T. We were dared to do a double pole dance. It was very awkward. He said he would follow my lead but I didn't think straight away so I ended up twirling and my knee caught under his. Next was me again. Jing you slack ass =P he dared me to kiss my number on Shao's face but Shao was chicken so it was Jason Lu, ended up at 042...Oh and There was paper so yea LOL. Oh and I had to pretend Jason's face was a numpad. Thank god I got no 8 in my number LOL. Yea then we had photos lol. JohnBoii
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Thursday, March 11, 2010
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010 life without obstacles In life, we all go through something most would call obstacles. Without those obstacles, life would be boring and pretty much meaningless. At least, that's what i reckon. You can go over, under, around, and between them. In many cases, they come at the most uneventful times and just drag your situation further in the ground, but hey, it's life. What do we expect? For life to have a easy button to everything? Not a single person is born and dies without a single obstacle holding them back at some point of their life. It's a challenge and who doesn't like a challenge. Success isn't truly appreciated without a challenge... right? Maybe you felt as though you've gone through a lot more than others, maybe that is actually the case. BUT there is always someone out there goingor has goe through something worse than YOU. We have to learn to appreciate obstacles we face. It allows us to show 'em what we've got. A person doesn't really relise their strengths til their weaknesses becomes prevalent. Everyone has a weakess and we're all meant to enjoy the short time we do have in life. Look at it this way: Since you live once, would you rather; A) Go through the life on easy street, with little obstacles and pass on without having really tested yourself B) Go through life thoroughly being tested by a challenge around every corner and discovering your true potential and progressing yourself I reckon option B sounds better cause it would mean my life is worth something and the things that I did accomplish in life felt right, considering the effort that I put in. It takes a special force inside a person to overcome an obstacle but we all have to cross that bridge at some time. You may have a helping hand to overcome the obstacle, you may not, but remember that the obstacle is what makes who you are. The biggest limit to people overcominng is their ow minds. We as people, use outside as ifluence as crutches that usually have a negative impact on the mindset we taking, in regards to obstacles. As said in society, "go with your gut feeling" "follow your instincts" same shiet The odds may be stacked agaist you, but it only takes a spilt second for the sun to peek from behind the clouds. Value the clear mind and even stormy weather because that's all you've got and there is no chouce as to which oe you receive.
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010 Wait, wait forever without an answer To the world you may be someone, but to someone you may be the world. How very true. And innappreciation can hurt. But you gotta accept that. Love can't be forced. You can't make someone love you just cus you'd do so much as die for them at their word. Wouldn't it be great if you can see into their thoughts for that one answer you desire. That one answer that would change everything. Or would it? What if its not the answer you wanted? What happens then? Yes or No. Seems easy enough as a reply doesn;t it? Well it aint. Not a pressured question that makes you stress with the want to push it away, bury it, never having to cross it again. Leave things as it is. See how it goes. Why be so direct? Moving on isn't an easy task, especially when you got arrows without labels pointing in every direction on your journey. Oh but that doesn't mean you sit there and wait, even if its years, for a someone, something, to come along and guide you. Life doesn't work that way. Sometimes you have to take the chances, despite the wrongs and regrets, and for petes sake, THINK FOR YOURSELF. * Tuesdays rule. But not when a godforbidden vaccination disables one of your arm for the day, not mentioning being surrounded by people who out of nowhere fall sick or injured. Haha, the injuries were so funny. Ahahah. John. Ahahah. Jason. It was total BULLSEYE. Duong has good aim. (Y) Shiralee is so DAMN boring a movie! Yeah perhaps i got teary over the touching scenes but thats not unusual! Why can't WE watch Maos last Dancer? Something thats not as old as our principal?! Talk about unfair. <3L
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Damn It All To Hell. JohnBoii
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Monday, March 8, 2010 Unfaithful Alarmclock "And if i see you on the streets, i'll pretend that i didn't see, and turn my face, no use in small talks anywayhayy~ 8:25: rinnnnnngggg "Hello?" "LUCY GET OUT" "What..?" "Get OUT, NOW!" *turns over on bed and looks at the time* HOLY SHIZZ! "I JUST WOKE UP Can't walk with you lynda! BYE!" After rushing through the gates, choking on my half-swallowed breakfast, Coombes glares at me over those specks with her murderous beady eyes and snaps at me for not waiting for the dep. Then Stanley rolls his eyes when i announced my excuse because it was soo overlyused (but entirely TRUE) and warns me about picking up litter if it happens again. Gawd, it was like waking up to a nightmare! A lot of crumbs flying in the air today. Wasteful humans. Congrats to Christina Duong for getting herself an essential - 100 WAYS TO HAPPINESS. For busy people.' xD I was just going to say something, but thought wiser. It was sorta inappropriate LOL <3 L
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Sunday, March 7, 2010 WARNING WARNING! |
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Saturday, March 6, 2010 City And Tutor Do not take me as a nerd when I say this, but tutor...WAS THE BOMB. Julie get on saying me and Aimy were together and shit, so I came up with reverse psychology, saying that I love Julie. Unfortunately, Ricky heard me say, "No, I'm going for you Julie." My new sweet smelling skull rubber was beyond violated. Julie wrote John and Aimy all over it, gave it a sex change and gave it an asshole. So basically it's a transexual skull with the name "JohnAimy". City...I came hours late as ==. I missed the movie and I had to walk all the way from central station to Imax. Anyways, while waiting for the others to come, I bought a boost, Banana Buzz Buzz Buzz love love love =]. Anyway, I was half way texting Winnie and Jing comes up...yea only Jing...CUT MUCH. They were still at a candy shop and some clothes shop or something iuno. Shao gave me a lolly he bought from the candy store, I liked it. Everyone else didn't LOL. Anyway we just hung out and shiet and walked to China Town. Oh, which reminds me, I was talking with Jing right and I wasn't looking straight and then I...yes that's right...walked into a fucking pole that was the thickest thing you've ever seen so it was stupid I missed it. Jing just stood there laughing his ass off cause he heard me grunt or something and knew it wasn't fake. The sadder thing was, HE didn't know it was there either so it could have been either one of us. Lungy needed to go station so me. Jing and Lu took him to near central station. Jing had to go too so it was me and Lu. We walked back to a red light and met up with Christina, Lien and Winnie. All three had to go home...So it was me and Lu. We stayed back, went to Event cinemas and watched a movie. I picked Daybreaker/s to watch. Ok first off, I hate watching horror, yet I love it, I don't know how that works either. I never heard of the movie before so I walked in LITERALLY unprepared. I sat throughout the whole movie moving Jason's arm incase I needed to use it as a stress..well arm. I was so close to destroying his arm in the intro. After the movie it was like nearly 7pm, on the train there was this guy with his ipod right, he started singing like OUT LOUD and it was the most monotone thing you have ever heard. It's basically a zombie singing. Anyway that was the end of my day. JohnBoii
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WHINES Yeah while everyone gets to go watch Alice in Wonderland at city today, i get to go maths tutor and have my private teacher bore me to tears for 2 hours. Hmm. Awesome? Not. Life isn't fair. >:(
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Friday, March 5, 2010 Rawr! Lunch was aight ish, Jing gave me one of his apple pies, YUMMMMMMMM!!!! Ok I'm gonna try organise a formal party for our group, I need help from some people, ALL contributions are appreciated. especially ideas. Sorry for the crappy posts lately. JohnBoii
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Sefail (girls) High On the trip back from Olympic Park, I turned around to find two very stoned faces gazing out the window. Winnie and Lynda. LOL. Lost in their music. Tracy failed to take a pic. I'm hoping whoever taught my period 1 class had put me on variation, or ima have another truancy notice. Ugh. <3 L
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Wednesday, March 3, 2010 Day Before Armageddon Lizo heard, "You could make a good lover" Lizzo fails at reading xD.  Tomorrow, SRP proposal and english essays are due omg. Today, we saw Chris on crutches D=, he "broke" his foot in tae kwon do. Science, me Jennifer and Kiran gossiped. Lunch we just threw M & Ms into the air and ate them haha. There isn't really much to add today except that I'm making SO many luvos these days. I've made 2 different ones, one coming on the way, and a different version of another, here they are.    |
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Forever in debt And much thanks also to james(akash), ethan & duongy for their help with history. Heh. I find myself so dependent of others. I can't believe i actually remembered everything for my history essay, I'm so proud of myself. 1.66 pages. Ugh i should get back to work. What on earth am i doing on blog when i got a srp due before 8:30 tomorrow and 2 more stories to "start" annotating for the assessment?! Not mentioning the other 6 i have yet to edit. And SEND to a certain someone. *looks at lungy*<3 L
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Monday, March 1, 2010 memories... just remembering the day when this kid shoved her hands down my shirt -.- i used to think she was an innocent child but i ve changed my mind :L  ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i remember the day when andy dressed up as the female joker i had to act as his lover ...  ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i remember the day we had an epic swimming carnival ;D mmmmm... cant find any photos :L   ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i remember the awesome time i had in melbourne :D it was uberly awesome     ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i remember that day when there was some tasmanian devil fundrasing :L black & white  ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i remember enjoying webcam moments with nicole and katrina ;D    ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i remember the sexy times i had with jenny ;)   ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i remember how i first met lizzie :D  ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i remember the first time i drove a car :L  i have more things i remember and will post them up another time cause my sister is annoying. UGH kim (: |
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"cum" here child ;D mmm... i have come to the point where i have lost the will to blog. its not that i have nothing to say, its just that i cbb typing it down nor do i know how to ... talk about it (?) anyways, recently a lot of people have been having a lot of problems. just to let you people know, if you are ever sad come and tlak about it with me ;D idc if you reckon its a stupid problem or some shit i still wnr hear how you re feeling so dont be shy to talk to me :D i can listen about your problems for days and days and dont give me that "don t worry" reply because i will not "don t worry". Instead i will worry more :S so if you have something on your mind be it happy or sad or something else cum here child ;D kim (: |
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