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SEVERELY~~~ I LOVE YOU :)
john, kim and lucy's blog.
currently dead.
but enjoy it anyways
 
Thursday, July 19, 2012
wish we could go back to the days when every night was a bludge
Thursday, May 17, 2012
"I reject reality and substitute my own" ~ Kwo. Probably why my actions are always come across so irrational. I'm sorry
Tuesday, May 15, 2012

it's such a piss off how you always ignore my question and just talk about something else. ugh, why am I always angry.
Monday, May 14, 2012
:D
"Hongki is one of the best singers that ive ever heard" NAWWWW BILLL. best kpop buddy i have ;u;
just feeling like crying for no known reason.
after typing up a whole blog. i decided to just wipe it all out.
typing up blogs used to make me feel better.
pissed, sad, upset, angry
usually ti would rant about anything i wanted to.
but now i don't feel anymhe place where ore comfort in doing so though.
talking to people doesn't help either. cause no matter how 'caring' some people may seem, at the back of my mind all i'll think is 'they're just being curious'.
reading is just a temporary relief. and so is music.
tried many things. nothing's worked.
so what else is there to do?
Thursday, May 10, 2012
wae am i so dumb
Note to self: ALWAYS, ALWAYS write an essay scaffold before I begin ANYTHING. MAKES MY LIFE SO MUCH BLOODY EASIER.

I probably go down as one of those try-hards who want their essay to sound 'sophisticated' but eventually wind up with nothing but nonsensical thesaurus-raided rubbish that doesn't answer the goddamn question. And one of the worst side effects of it is that I could spend over 3 hours attempting to perfect 2 paragraphs, no kid. /INSERTCUSS/ Second to Physics on my HATE list has got to be Blade Runner/Frankenstein analysis. The required rubric, contextual links and techniques etcetc are so frustratingly complex for my small brain to grasp I think I will soon drown my keyboard in angry tears.

Sigh. And now twitter just reminded me I got a bloody history essay due for tomorrow too. And maths homework. I'm so meat tomorrow  ㅠㅅㅠ 


Time to go cry a river. I ditto kim's post btw. Depressing life of a hsc student...
Monday, May 7, 2012

wanting to say something but having nothing to share.

Saturday, May 5, 2012
phases... MUSIC phases... :)
I count down the days
Until we say good bye
I wish there was a way 
That I can just stop time
Forever... 

- Faber Drive

These lines always make me think of us leaving school soon ;___; /Heartbreak/

Currently digging up all my old rock songs for my sister who's in her "rock" music phase. She's like refusing to submit to kpop cuz she doesn't wanna "be like me" but asking me for songs is like the same thing HAH. And I told her that, and also made her listen to me recall my own highschool music phases... it went a little like...

Year 7: Anime music and fruits basket music and more anime music 
Year 8: Anime, Asian and TECHNO music omg how the heck .___. 
Year 9: Mainstream and OWL CITY and I remember I hated rnb like heaps as a genre until Kim came along and influenced me
Year 10: The epic RnB year and/or basically any means of a 'sad' song... omg like bleurh 
Year 11: SIMPLE PLAN FABER DRIVE SKILLET ETC. FTW 
Year 12: Rock... Ballad... Rock... KOREAN ballad ... rock! :) ALWAYS WILL LOVE FTISLAND (H) /starts fangirling/ 
Thursday, May 3, 2012
omgwhut
Meryem you have a BLOG? As in another one after ditching LIVEJOURNAL wholly and completely?! THANKS FOR TELLING ME :(
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
look at what i just found....
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
now it's goodnight, so goodnight ♫
Current most-played songs:





I never paid any attention to Jiro from Fahrenheit cus Aaron and Wu Chun was hottest, but OMFG.


The rap in this just kills the song, but I LOVE the chorus... and the beginning.(H)


YUP it's another asian-music phase for me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNNIEEEEEEEEE (: 
Saturday, April 28, 2012
WE GOING TO A WEDDING TMR
WE GNR EAT FOOD
WE GNR SING SONG DEDICATIONS
WE GNR DRESS UP
AND CHECK OUT GUYS (hopefully not old men) IN SUITS.
DHASJKLDYASUIEHWUIOEJAKLDJASKLD
I CAN"T WAIT.
Thursday, April 26, 2012
what time is it where you are?
You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
Is so jet lagged
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
tell me how i'm spose to breathe with no air.

OMGAAH, CHECK IT OUT GUISEEE.
LOVE THE INSTURMENTAL AND HIS VOICEEE DHASJKHAJKD.
CLICK PLAY! it aint hard to do. HAHAHA
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
ma new fwen <3

I have a new friend!
he's big, chubby and SQUISHY. and his name is... yet to be determined HAHA.
now my nights won't be as lonely with my new friend
THANKYOU DUONGY
Monday, April 23, 2012
dread.

don't want school tmr.
never dreaded school this much after a holiday.
don't want results back.
don't want parent-teacher interview shizzle.
don't wnr do work.
don't wnr wake up early.
don't wnr go sefton.
don't wnr see teachers.
don't wnr sit in class.
don't wnr do my hsc.
just make this day never end and let me sit and rot to death pls.
thinking about tmr makes me sah depressed.
thank gosh I finish school at like 11.05.

Saturday, April 21, 2012
GUINEA PIGS

I GOT GUINEA PIGS. 
well, one of them is mine. 
idk what to name him. 
HELP ME GUISE!
they're adorbs
Friday, April 20, 2012
I think I'm in love with a girl
On usual cases, pretty girls don't reach me anything like uuwwwahh. Which may just explain my hostility towards snsd or korean idol girls in general. They still don't. But there's this one witty ftisland twitter troll I've known for the past weeks who never fails to tickle my amusement and just recently reveals herself to be some heck of a stunning flower #_# I think she does modeling. Makes sense. But dayum, FUNNY and PRETTY and LOVES FTISLAND omg that's like +139584357367564375 hehehe. I don't know why I'm fangirling over randoms too :$ Now if only twitter wasn't lagging like crazy, I would post a picture of her. #stalkerhavingfun
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
you don't know-oh-oh, you don't know you're...
Day 1 in Canberrrrrra.
Yeah I'm actually on holiday.



It must be the 20th time I've been here over the 17 years of my life, and it remains the dead city I've always known it as. From the moment your driver tells you you're 'here!' to the 10minute trip from the place we're staying to the 'city'. It's like going to a more sophisticated mirror of Sefton. You either find people sitting alone or walking alone. The only people who'll have a chance of smiling at you would be cashiers, and that's if you're actually paying up for something.

Nevertheless, I got ta say. This is probably the first time I have actually sat around and appreciated the environment here. It's (cold, but) beautiful.~ Really. Especially in autumn. I've never seen this amount of season-changing tree leaves in every neighbourhood. RED LEAVES in particular, are just gorgeous. Hehe. Being cooped up with studies for so long, I guess you can say this miserable HSC student will find fascination anywhere outside of home.

I also love instagram and twitter. :)
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