JKL.

from tumblr

2012-01-28T12:11:00.000+10:00

A psychologist says:

“Don’t underestimate those children who chase after Korean celebrities, their hearts are purer than anyone else, they love courageously, they will want to try their best to tackle difficult obstacles, the language and cultural barriers. They symbolize peace, they don’t discriminate based on race, they befriend people with the same interest from different countries, they’re more passionate and warm than anyone else. They don’t betray the ones they like easily, they are persistent and don’t give up easily. They are stronger than anyone else on the inside, because when they are loving these Korean stars, they experience the setbacks they’ve never experienced in life. They are all sensitive children, easily touched to tears for a long time because of one incident. Their memory is very good, they can easily remember the korean lyrics they don’t understand, and their coordination skills are also very strong. Most of them are cheerful children, not the kind who keep to themselves. Their will of determination is also very strong, they are able to persevere all the way just to buy something related to the celebrity they like. In short, the way these children think is vastly different from others, and their thoughts are not easy to understand. Generally, only those who have similar interests are able to enter their world.”

I like this a lot.

my life isn't complete till the day...

2012-01-27T14:03:00.000+10:00

FTISLAND AND CNBLUE CONCERT IN L.A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH MY FREAKING GOD *RUNS TO CRY IN A CORNER

IF ONLY THIS YEAR WASN'T FREAKING HSC :'(

I'd do anything to go!

LUCIEE.

2012-01-26T00:34:00.001+10:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LUCY ;D

hope you didn't spend the whole of yesterday with physics.

bill

2012-01-20T19:13:00.000+10:00

yes, above everything, bill is coolest... for today :)

"...I am probably the only one who listens to their music as well" (Referring to FT.island)

idunno why but reading that line made me happy ^___^

yeah that's all i have to say for now...

oh and thank you to everyone who came. as i said on facebook which you all should get (even THERESE has facebook now), thanks for your presents, cards, food, participation, support but most importantly your attendance today~

just wish i got through to thanking every person, especially...

my sister. wouldn't have made it home without her.

lucy

michael sucks no.2

2012-01-12T22:05:00.000+10:00

reading winnies rant about lynda gave me something to post about. (poor lynda btw LOL)

MICHAEL.

yeah michael gay tran,

or michael terry-loving tran (sorry terry),

or michael i-suck-at-organising tran.

they all work.

just when i decided to spare time to discuss matters with him, he goes AFK-ing the whole friggen day.

for 6 hours, i sat at the comp.

and now and then he appears on for 10 minutes

but when you talk to him, everything you type gets rebounded back with the msg

'somethingsomething shit could not be delivered'

mate. i could've been studying!

anyway, now to address blogger people going on the 20th;

bring a water pistol!

it'll be to end the day or something - a waterfight.

and everyone make sure to shoot at michaels face.

yeah yeah yeah (:

kay i'll have to find another day to catch up with michael on the event

sigh

- lucy

those songs you fall in love with after the first 30 seconds

2012-01-06T20:44:00.000+10:00

I totally did not watch the Bratz movie for this... -shifty eyes-
Hey but this song is frikken beautiful.
(So was the movie :P)

I wake up in the morning
Remember that you're gone
I wondered where the sun went
The rain is falling now

And I'm awake on this
Rainy day and I'm
Watching as my tears fall down the window pane
Yeah Yeah
Didn't I baby
Treat you right?
And I watch the rain it makes us pure again
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

I tried to come and see you
But you wont let me in
I know we've had our moments
But can we start again?

mostly for those without facebook

2012-01-05T20:15:00.000+10:00

First of all, Michael sucks.
Between the 17th-24th Jan, tell either of us if you're available.
I think it's what you call a 'combined party'
Kim wants a BBQ.
Don't count on it, just tell us when you're free for the time being.
Kthxbye.

OH BTW, I love how everyone's shoutmix disappeared but noone's bothered enough to do anything about it :) LOL.

beautiful harmonies.

2012-01-04T18:40:00.000+10:00

one more post til 900.
happy new year guys :)

happy new year!

2012-01-02T16:02:00.000+10:00

a little late but meh.

and i couldn't find a better pic so meh.

this year is totally gnr be meh.

but meh.

hope you guys enjoy the rest of your holidays (:

year 10 ? starring kim

2011-12-30T20:33:00.001+10:00

so today i learnt what a message filter is. and now that i'm forced back to the stupid lg viewty, i went through old messages and found these :D half of them were corrupt files... so only kims photos worked xD

kim is beau-ti-ful isn't she :]

i also realised how the guys i talked to changed...

it use to be colin, lungy and yasin (LOL) who texted me heaps

now they don't even talk to me D:<

hmmmmph.

1 year till i get a new phone apparently.

talk about gay.

2011-12-29T22:06:00.000+10:00

OUR BLOG IS SO DEAD :@

yeahbru.

2011-12-27T19:19:00.001+10:00

excited excited excited

2011-12-24T12:40:00.000+10:00

SHOPPING, CHRISTMAS DINNER/S, SHOPPING, BIRTHDAY DINNERS, BOXING DAY SALES OMG IDK ABOUT YOU GUYS WHO DON'T SEEM TO BLOG NOR TALK TO ME BUT I'M TOTALLY EXCITED :D MEOW! one day til christmas :)

silent night - the sexiest version in history

2011-12-21T14:35:00.001+10:00

JUST IGNORE THE TITLE AND LISTEN OKAY? It's amazing :)

LOOK AT MATTHEW

2011-12-19T17:04:00.001+10:00

somehow my insides feel really knotted and tight

2011-12-16T13:35:00.000+10:00

Definitely a day of mixed feelings. Mostly regret. Honestly I would've stayed back another 80min just to give everyone (i missed) goodbye hugs. Would've. Hope you all have a wonderful summer break, though i'd love to see all of you at least once before the official commencement of year12. Kks? (:

2011-12-14T20:28:00.001+10:00

even my dad thinks i'm going psycho.

I LOVE DR SEUSS

2011-12-14T16:15:00.002+10:00

A bit of reflection, rant, etc.

2011-12-14T16:06:00.000+10:00

First of all CONGRATS to Akash and Anh, once again, for their successful marriage as Romans today (; Yupp ancient history with Lundy is definitely the weirdest yet most high-spirited class I have this year. . .

Regardless of the facts, it just don't feel like we're finishing school in 2 days. Maybe it's the way we began year 12 in term 4, initiating twice as much stress and even as Christmas is a week away, we're not feeling that sense of ceremonial spirit, well, because as Saunders puts it "We've only just begun", and Jane's lines "No such thing as holidays for year 12".

Besides VA, I'd say I failed everything else, which just goes to show how easy I've been taking everything. I swear to god... next year I will do all my fucking homework. It makes me wince every time someone talks about the importance of organisation. It's not a habit you can fully develop on over just a few weeks, and I've been one of the worst all my life. I'm just looking at the list of things I need to and want to have completed before school begins again, and honestly six weeks have never seemed so little.

Anyway nonetheless I'm glad the horrors of shs routines has finally reached another long break. I actually can't wait to begin my no-life cram :D Huge goodluck to all of you too, and since I won't be writing chirstmas cards this year... I'll see what alternative I can prepare. (:

ALSOALSO thanks to tracey and john and uhhh i completely forgot who else there was... for the uber early birthday present!! :D I'm still trying to comprehend the instructions. . .:L

- lucy

2011-12-13T18:27:00.001+10:00

SOMEONE ORGANISE A CHRISTMAS PARTY ! :) ?

WHITEBOARD

2011-12-13T15:14:00.000+10:00

I GET TO USE A WHITEBOARD NOW WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSAFHOSEF!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ima fridgen scribble all over it MWAHAHAHAHA!!!! ooh maybe play hangman on skype =D YAYAYAY!!!!!

2011-12-11T20:55:00.000+10:00

I think I just rediscovered my lost taste for RnB (:

lonely movie marathon

2011-12-10T19:56:00.003+10:00

Actually 3 movies in 2 days isn't that impressive, but whatevers it is for me. It's been centuries since I've felt so unobliging to study.

1. Rise of the Planet of Apes

You're wrong if you think it's gonna be about monkeys taking over the world. They only broke out of their torture-some cages to kill off the bad guys, destroy the lab their relatives died in, and leave at a victory for their own freedom. It's actually a really cliche animal story about a "no you're not a pet" who eventually finds belonging where they're meant to be (which means not the attic of a house on a human-populated street in which they grew up in). HOWEVER not a bad movie (:

2. Cowboys vs. Aliens

Every now and then you come across something that changes you're opinion about something else. Cowboys weren't cool before I watched this. In fact I imagined them simply old men in old fashioned clothes having gun fights in a desert land. NOT that it wasn't so, but the main cowboys in this movie were friggen mad (: The aliens were pathetic, as was the story, but watch it just for the cowboys seriously. Can I also mention that for once the main guy didn't end up with any chick. Somehow I just really liked the modification there. Who said forever alone cowboys were any less cool?

3. Noriko Goes to Seoul

You can obviously guess why I watched this one (: HONG KI!!! His hopeless case uncle and grandma call him "punk" in this movie, and that's exactly what he's portrayed as. Jerky, a liar, with selfish ambitions; the type of character you automatically hate. But who can't forgive him after hearing his tragic past story? (Oh so typical... BUT IT'S HONG KI!!!) Especially if you're a soft Japanese woman who is homeless in South Korea. I guess I just really love the way this film arches away from romance. The typical optimistic jap character is actually in her 30s or 40s, and Hong Ki roleplaying a teenage gone astray, so the love developed between them two is purely gratitude - oh did I fail to mention the movie's about the two of them sharing a singing ambition? If you want something bittersweet (but more the sweet), then watch this! (:

I have two blockbuster movies left to watch. Mulan (why didn't I know about this new release?!) and Thor.

lucy

easier said than done

2011-12-10T07:54:00.001+10:00

people tell me I should talk to you but how is that gnr happen when whenever I stand within a metres distance from you, you radiate that 'don't talk to me' vibe.

MUSIC NIGHT !

2011-12-07T20:42:00.004+10:00

at the beginning, as herron put it, 'it sucked'. but today, we proved him wrong. YOU GUYS WERE AWESOME! tonight was one of the most enjoyable i've had in a while :) talent everywhere. all the acts were great.

"revisiting old flames" or just falling in love all over again

2011-12-03T18:08:00.001+10:00

you know you never do truly stop loving something you've once crazed over. just like you never really forget. even if it's small, or didn't last long. it's always there somewhere, just waiting to be found again. i've once loved you so much. you made me squeal, laugh, you made me stupified once, and another time cry my eyes out seeing you hurt. but it didn't change that i loved you... well at least for a month or so. now after a whole year, upon finding out f.t.island sung both jap and korean, and feeling the nostalgia swell in me at the sound of your voice, oh.my.god. be it Jeremy or Lee Hong Ki, I BLOODY love you!!! :D ok i'll shut up now LOL. isn't he just gorgeous though... yes there are boys out there that rock more than justin bieber :)

universal language.

2011-12-02T22:36:00.004+10:00

our music class is full of talent. despite the 'mistakes', to me, you all played flawlessly.

the chorus for music night sang beautifully too. i'm glad we're finally getting somewhere :)

now go practise children (after you work that is) :P

24 days till christmas :)

2011-12-01T07:34:00.001+10:00

christmas this year is less promising than the last. but it's australia anyway. i'm still counting on my white christmas experience in new york, or London, one of them. i swear i'll probably be studying on christmas eve and day. then go out on boxing day only cus it's my sisters bdae. sigh :( happy december anyways.

my sister pissed me off.

2011-11-29T21:32:00.002+10:00

goodluck guys :)

what am I gnr do when the best part of me was always you

2011-11-28T18:43:00.001+10:00

lying on the bench in a park. a lot's on your mind. look at the sky. notice the naked lady and her newborn. feel the nice breeze and the smell of the trees and dirt around you. observe the dead bug wrapped up in the spider's web. you just finished phoning with someone. your current favourite song is playing. every muscle in your body hurts from the rockhardness of the bench but you feel at peace. and you fall asleep...

as soon as you open your eyes you find yourself, head on a bundle of books. your hair is beyond a mess. you have a chem assessment to do. how you got here ? no idea. but it wasn't all a dream.

sarcasm.

2011-11-28T13:01:00.001+10:00

I anticipate the coming of every math lesson. Filled with fun, excitement. I love every productive minute of it. No time to spare with the few distractions and desire to do something more 'fun'. Maths is fun. I love every second of it.

No. Just no.

a nice memory.

2011-11-27T22:11:00.004+10:00

remember back when we'd have group calls on skype. those late nights and early mornings we'd all spend together. the 'editting and removing' of messages just for ambiguity's sake. purposely kicking people out of the convo. our little dnm moments. am i missing anything ? the times we webcammed all day and when we had 'singing' sessions where we'd each take turns singing a song. OH and of course, getting pissed at my sister for being a pain in the ass. i really liked the way things were back then. really fun and nice to look back to. sure, i'll miss it but it'll never be that way ever again will it ? *continues rambling :)

to think it was only a year ago..

why bother

2011-11-25T19:11:00.001+10:00

dontchu wonder why you ever put up certain people. why do I bother with you when all I get in return is the 'shit treatment'? why do I bother with you when I know that you won't appreciate it? why would I bother asking you, if I know you don't want it? why bother seriously.

dontchu hate it ? could just be me. recently, I find that even the littlest of things are able to urk me.

sigh.

2011-11-24T20:11:00.002+10:00

my day feels so incomplete. bit by bit, something else builds up and makes it even worse. please end soon.

tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better than making you my bride

2011-11-24T15:40:00.000+10:00

i don't like the sound system used, but the actual song is awesome. though i reckon johns sings it better ^_~

do not feel deserving of sleep

2011-11-23T23:49:00.000+10:00

english is always a bitch :( i've never touched this much junk food after 11pm... am stressing so bad :( stupid stupid stupid skrzynecki.

hypocrite.

2011-11-23T20:29:00.002+10:00

fucking kids and their fucking language. just stfu.

so i wondered where the word 'munchkin' derived from...

2011-11-22T17:17:00.001+10:00

actually i didn't. never occurred to me till searching up cats just now.

introducing munchkin cats.

adorable right??? i thought so too

but that is just ridiculous

jokesjokes.

they're like sausage dogs, just... cat.

2011-11-20T22:01:00.000+10:00

that feeling of regret that overcomes you when you don't do something you could've done.

There's a point where you'll just come to a stand still.

2011-11-20T00:46:00.000+10:00

It could be hours, days or years. But there will always be a point in time when you realise that what you're living is just a plain old lie. You pretend that you're happy, you move through the motions to get through the day, oblivious to how you really feel. Sometimes it breaks piece by piece or it just shatters into shrapnel but either way, the dam containing your true emotions just crumbles. You ask yourself why? The things you say you like, you in fact hate. Things you're sure about, really you have no clue. Those really good at integrating how they want to feel into reality are really infact, emotionally detached if they're able to pull off such a stunt and really convince themselves that their lies aren't lies at all. Some not endowed with such gifts have chinks in their armour, the right nudge basically obliterating any real use of it again. Humans all need emotional fulfillment whether you're a call girl substituting for daddy's nonexistent love, a junkie jumping for a next high or the people that seem totally void of emotions. With technology's advancements basic needs can be fulfilled. This is when great old television and cinematography come into play. Who needs something tangible or of substance when you can see characters that AREN'T you go through things you want to experience or ones that you can empathise with but also seeing an ending you may or may not have. English teachers talk about a catharsis as such a great thing (apparently its meaning is an emotional cleansing leaving you feeling refreshed and anew - bull shit, you can shove the whole word and its meaning up your arses). Films aren't just mere entertainment. They're drugs that, rather than damaging your liver and kidneys, deteriorate your retinas and inject you with whatever "cathartic" experience you desire. Love? Romances. Fear and Adrenaline? Horror and Action. Sadness? Tragedies. Belonging? Sitcoms. Drama? Drama (well no shit but why would you wanna exclude it...now that I think about it, what an abysmal placement choice..completely wrecks it, but so does this so...). But sometimes, still incorporating the drug metaphor, you don't exactly get what you paid for. Sometimes (well mostly but I'm only referring to the end feeling..like the OVERALL end feeling) you get more than what you bargained for. You get a happy ending. All well and done for the characters but what about you? With all this empathy, there is bound to be something that you see and think to yourself, "Oh I know what that's like." If it's good, then great. Bad? Well I don't want to be a prick so I'll just say I'm sorry to those of you, sincerely. But the king of the cul de sac of probabilities is the outcome of a happy ending or happy throughout the whole thing (in terms of human emotional experience). Sometimes you get to a point where the empathy stops, because for those characters, the situation pressed on in minutes whereas you're at a stand still, wondering how the hell your life is going to turn out. Or you see something genuine and heart warming but realise, you're in the same position but feel something completely different and because it's a movie, you know that there's something wrong in the real world...with how you're living. I gained emotional nourishment and satisfaction from films but when that screen turned pitch black, I asked, "What the hell am I doing?" I was happy with my fictitious reality. Now I'm in my own stalemate.

lalalalalalalalalalalalalaloveyou

2011-11-19T16:07:00.000+10:00

This time it's forever
I know more than ever
That I got it right
Sweet dreams tell me nothing
I need hope in something
And I found it right
Here with you

'random categoried guy'

2011-11-16T20:29:00.004+10:00

some time ago, i met a random guy on the street. apparently, if i blog about his 'awesomeness' (cough), it's revive the blog. he also asked me for my view/ opinion of him in detail. so why not kill two birds with one stone.

i think you are a mean person (and master) who does not know how to look after things in his possessions. you always leave them hanging around lost and lonely. you always get things your way and you make my life miserable. nah jokes.

as i have told you many times, you intrigue me. your way of thinking, and subconsciously screwing with my head not only gives me a bigbig headache but brings my curiosity up to a whole new level. those 'secret intentions' of yours.. i've thought of many possibilities as to what they could be, but you'll never tell me will you? but i know your other dirty little secrets hehe >:)

when we met, i think i was "going through a hard time", but you (whether you knew it or not) helped me overcome that and now i feel indifferent towards it. you also put up with my complaints through the night as i did with your snoring JOKES. oh, and you kept me company when no one else was there. so i guess, i could say i think you're kind (?) you're probably laughing arentchu.

i think you have a nice smile and nice eyes. and you're mummy's little boy. nuf said.

i haven't known you for long, and don't know much about you so i can't say much. that's good enough isn't it ? :) i would totally say more but other people will read it (a certain 'douchebag'). so i'll tell you another time :P

ps. when i see/ think about a dog, i'm reminded of you. SO HERE'S A PICTURE JUST FOR FUN :D

how cute is that :)

hi there.

2011-11-16T19:58:00.004+10:00

you're on a search for a friend who you 'feel that you can trust'. that loyal, trustworthy friend who you can rely on all the time. a friend who will have your back regardless of the situation. someone who you can depend on. a friend who will listen and not judge. i am not that friend for you. i don't like it when you follow me around. you may think that we are somewhat 'close' but i don't think that is the case.Being that 'reliable' friend of yours is somethign i can't do. I'm sorry. i don't want you following me around where ever i go like some lost puppy. for some reason, i just can't stand you. i'd rather you leave me alone :)

on the other hand,

hi there and look who's back (:

2011-11-15T19:32:00.000+10:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it's week six freaking hell omg english omg math omg physics omg omg stress stress stresssssssssssss :( i missed blogger. i'm not sure how it came back. ray is quick to notice... haha. matthew you're awesome. just saying. of the 50 people we're following, your pretty much one of the only ones who post and keeps the dashboard alive. kay back to physics. -lucy.

zzz

2011-10-18T20:44:00.000+10:00

Happy 17th birthday ~~therese~~TREESE <3 I suffered so much in regards to you this morning, i swear, never been so exhausted in my life LOL. Hope your day went well (:

Public Transport, you are a bitch.

2011-10-18T12:23:00.000+10:00

Okay so I was thinking when I got my timetable, WHOO week B Tuesday I leave school at 11.10. But guess what time I got home. 1:22pm driving takes around 30 minutes and I arrive two fucking hours later? I waited at cheso station for 20 minutes, 30 minutes for the bus and 40 minutes was dedicated to the bus ride. So thats like....1 and a half hours of waiting and 30 minutes of walking. Tuesdays are gonna be long....

Teach Me How To Love - David Charvet

2011-10-16T20:03:00.004+10:00

Okay normally detest the notion of a stupid love song but,

good song :)

assumptions

2011-10-15T22:43:00.001+10:00

though in your eyes it may seem to be that way, in actual reality it's not. so don't just immediately assume that's the case and place the blame. what the fuck bro ?

HALLELUJAH!!! or however you spell that ridiculous word

2011-10-15T14:34:00.002+10:00

I GOT MY NET AND SOUND BACK WOO!! and now i got driving lessons so BUHbyes!

2011-10-09T22:22:00.000+10:00

LAST YEAR AT SEFTON HIGH SCHOOL WHOOOO.

So excited :)

give yourself a pat on the shoulder (;

2011-10-07T21:25:00.000+10:00

I finally managed to get the photos out of my phone... through mobile fb photo upload OMG took me ages. Iceskating was epic. Besides Nick, Ethan and James, oh and my sister!, everyone else were pretty much GLUED to the side rails in the beginning rounds, but after 2 hours of slipping, grabbing and series of happy-feets (looks at matthew), we all made it to the centre of the rink by the time we left so I must say... I'm so proud of you guys!!! -cries tears of joy-

Oh and acknowledgements to Ethan! For sticking around to help this noob... uh, me. So yeah thanks dude :) I would've died 50 times without you there!

After skating we trained it to banks and, being cool and hip as we are, we flipped a coin to help us decide whether to eat at the asian side or the western end (aka food court) LOL. We ended up eating at a pho restaurant :) I quote Nick "first time eating asian food with friends."

I reckon the best part of photo caps is decorating. Stamping little pink bows and other girly adornments on the heads of boys is hilarious ^_^ After MG, it was like 4 so we all just headed home (: My legs were aching so much that night.

As you all have heard; Lynda fell the most :) Poor baby <3

Only perfect picture i took... aren't they kawaaii

Meryem trying to maintain balance

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Beautiful and photogenic as per usual; both of em!

Ethan a happy boy :)

-lucy

my first in a while

2011-10-06T11:27:00.001+10:00

i had a dream. in that dream, you were crying.
i was even trying to comfort you. HAHA
what a fucked up dream.

important-ish notice.

2011-10-05T21:03:00.000+10:00

Just so you guys know, entrance fee to iceskating is $19. Sheza just cancelled on me LAST MINUTE becus she lacked money, so I thought I should mention it. (silently cusses at sheza).

Red Cross Fundraiser Day!!!

2011-10-05T20:37:00.001+10:00

All right so Aivee, David, Lien, Julie, Brenda, Aimy, Cherry and I fund raised for Red Cross by having a bake sale. There were SO many Seftoners that I saw today. Oh and it was at TIPPS. Here's some photos =D.

hi there.

2011-10-03T23:15:00.004+10:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS :)

you're a very nice person

i hope your day doesnt worsen

but instead it'll get better

so go wear a sweater !

i know this is lame

but please do not exclaim

that i am a fag

cause i've got the swag ;)

well enough about me

now go watch some glee (?)

hope you feel swell

when i ring your door bell

to give you this gift

that i happened to shoplift

i suck at writing

but i bet .. shao ting ( o___o ?)

could make you smile

for a longer while

and last but not least

go enjoy your feast

cause it's your birthday

put on some hairspray :)

from kim and lucy

i cleaned my room, but i can't seem to clear up my head.

2011-10-03T23:00:00.000+10:00

i fucking hate this. everytime i want to post something, i feel discomforted by the audience that can read this. i'm sorry for making it sound like blogger is some secret society meant for only some people. i could easily make this blog private, but why should i when i could make my own private blog. because then there would be no one to read it. well instead of posting what i initially wanted to post, i'll sum it up. my mind is fucked up :)

attentionattention!

2011-10-03T20:36:00.001+10:00

To make inviting people easier;;

thursday - ICESKATING @ canterbury.

Yeah i'm actually bothered to organise something for once. It'll be like my first get-together with friends after an agonizing first holiday missing you guys... sorta (: I dunno deets yet, or if we're going anywhere after... but yeah if you're interested tell me! Or just come :P
-lucy

John's first week!

2011-10-02T17:59:00.000+10:00

All right I haven't blogged for ages so...haha sorry D=.

Day 1: (Monday)
- All right so instead of sleeping in like normal people do, I took the train at normal school time to the city and waited for David, Aivee and her bro and some other kid that was her bro's friend. I walked around the city and holy shit is it interesting, wanted to try new karaoke places and restaurants but... no $$$. Anyway Aivee shouted like $100 worth of galaxy world credit and we played for like an hour or two. Mwahahah played air hockey a few times against Aivee and it was freaking intense...the lady is scary O.O I think we played a driving game but can't seem to remember...think i came second to David cause of his freaking manual operation. I lost in basketball cause...well I suck at throwing balls into stupid hoops so pfft. We went to eat subway and tried the new peri peri chicken and guess what?!! It peri peri sucked ass >.>" and the stupid assface at the counter actually said "OI" to me, FUCK U BITCH ILL THROW THE SUB IN YOUR FACE NEXT TIME. Anyway then we watched Fright Night with...yes David TENNANT!!!!! *screams cause hes like the no.1 fan!* haha he swore so much, reminded me of myself. Anyway we went home to end it early.

Day 2:
- Carmen's birthday!! well celebration at the city which Tracey and I organised =D. Okay so I woke up late and needed to look different to everyone else so I went to buy gatsby to puff up my hair, a new cheap watch ($10) and a ring ($10) then waited for everyone to get there. Once everyone got to the food court at market city, we had "lunch" cause...well we were there so w.e. I had small chips and a mocha, got it was so sweet but made me so sleepy. Then we went galaxy world, BUMPER CARS!!! i used $50 for a new card and got like $60 credit bonus so yea shouted a lot of people. I hit nearly everyone in bumper cars except Sally....she hit me in the ass atleast three times ==. We all split, I played DDR on difficult (NOT MY CHOICE!) and smashed the hammer thing and got high score!! ..then Jamie beat me right after sigh. Sally and I played some shooting game that had a shield then it was like Edbert cause she died..and I came first in the racing game WOO!! against ..Jenny and Sally? or someone. I think afterwards we went to get Carmen's cake which was strawberry tiramisu and karaoked for like two hours. It was so loud in there with all the yelling thay someone coulda died and noone would notice ><". Afterwards we went to Baia, this Italian restaurant. Tree, Jenny and I split a pizza and penne carbonara. All the food was awesome but the pizza was so thin and there was only a small serve of the penne =[ sniff sniff. Then the night ended with...GELATISSIMO!! Had the rum and raisin flavoured ice cream...and sorta went high. Oh and then Dad bought pizza after I got home ==".

Day 3:
- Yea well it was tutor thats it. OH but I also downloaded super smash bros melee on comp WOO!! and I had pizza the whole day...

Day 4:
- Degree in a day. OMG IT WAS AMAZING. okay so skip to the actual Syd uni. There was like an intro and tour of the university. omg its so cool and old and hogwartsy!!! OKAY SO Therese and I went to medical school =D and we learnt to SUTURE! *sew back a wound*. First we started with cushions and bloody hell I was so freaked I would stuff up. Then we played with these long clamp things. You know those sticks that you press then it clamps onto something? yea used that and a camera to replace things onto sticks. Much harder than it looks. Then we got to suture PIG MEAT! I screwed up in the first go == but it wasnt too bad. Started in the middle and tightened too much so yea...ahh well. Okay then it was pizza (again) but it was from Eagleboys and OMG LYNNIE IS RIGHT, THEY ARE GOOD!!! but Therese and I got the leftovers cause we got there late ==. I ended up throwing tissue paper into the bin that had drinks...so *facepalm* and a pigeon brushed up against my hair and nearly landed on my head.........AND THEN IT WAS PSYCHOLOGY. We got to smell things and try to identify them. It was so stupid, my nose is as retarded as it looks. I kept on smelling medicine for blueberry and somehow eucalyptus oil. And we did this exercise "Omg it's the end of the world so pick some people to kill and some to save". Isabel and I were with chicks named Elaine and Alex. I remember we chose to specific people. The lesbian doctor and the drug dealer. Why you ask? Cause (said by Elaine) together they make one pharmacy. Anyway when it finished we ate SUBWAY COOKIES and I stressed about medicine and dentistry.

Day5:
- MOVIE MARATHON!! or so I hoped...This was at Jenny's place and I had a tutor exam like before. Omg Kim I'm sorry I couldn't die with you at 2pm but chose to die at like 8:30am. It was like THE worst eng exam ive ever had ==. Anyway I walked to Jenny's place from bankstown station. Guess what we had for lunch. More pizza and fuck they were huge!!!! We watched kicking and screaming and mainly played monopoly deal (monopoly in card version ITS MORE FUN THAN U THINK!!!). Then Jenny's bro taught us this game called...shit umm its in chinese so i dont remember it...something Woo Sha. Crap I don't remember how we used up 9 hours...oh well mind blank.

Day 6:
- Tutor and driving =D omg i dont know how drivers can check out there mirrors when changing lanes =="

Day 7:
-I blogged...=D but well after tutor went parra and bought a new country road bag (NO NOT BLACK) and a new camera WOOO canon ixus series 115. Hopefully it's fast. Now Ima clean my room for tomorrow and stuff, play monopoly, watch black and white tv and do work I guess. Sorry for the long read, you prob wont read it but..IDC!! *sobs* anyway we should hangout at someones place second week =D

I saw you crying and I wanted to know why so I went up and asked you. Now that I know this stuff, I'm gnr tell the world. kthnxbai :)

2011-10-02T00:00:00.001+10:00

If you gave me paper and a pen I could write a novel about how I feel, but I'd never show you. Why ? Well you tell me. Why should I reveal my inner thoughts to a person who only wishes to know I'm order to satisfy their longing hunger of 'knowing' ? Why should I give that 'knowledge' when they'd only use it for the sake of their own gossip. Don't ever ask me that stupid question because I know you really wouldn't give a two shits if I died.

i hate little kids with all my gut.

2011-10-01T18:14:00.000+10:00

I'm so pissed right now. My entire house has been raided by little demonic beings. There's chopped up papers ALLLL over the floor in my room, my sisters room, AND in the lounge. Every accountable soft toy has vanished from my bed and shelf to separate corners of the house. Food bits - chips, seaweed, chicken bones; all left lying here and there and what's this... metal pieces? Oh great my table light is half smashed/stripped apart. Since 11:20a.m. this morning when I woke up, there has not been a single SPLIT second of peace -PULLS HAIR AND GROANS IN FRUSTRATION- I'M GONNA FREAKIN KILL SOMEONE. No I don't wanna play with you. No I don't think you gave my stuffed dog a pretty makeover. No I JUST WANT YOU OUT OF MY HOUSE. THIS. FREAKIN. INSTANT. For some reason, my family friend decided it was okay to let me and my sister babysit her 3 kids while she discusses "adult matters" with my mum. Two girls and one boy. Save me from this reality nightmare. I'm raging, my sister's raging, and I'm pretty sure if she could; Cookie would be raging too.

my head's spinning

2011-09-29T15:54:00.001+10:00

Durarara!!! I'm at the 7th episode and, honestly... I still can't tell you what's going on. The narrators are constantly switching, and the storyline is hardly consistent with its frequent flashbacks and/or repeated scenes. It's like, it tells you one part, then tells you another, and then goes back to the first part to add a little more detail before continuing on with something else. I don't even know what's past and what's present! Lynniee did mention it was "ambiguous". And this head-muddling ambiguity is probably what's got me drawn me in, and preventing me from flippin it with "ahhh screw this!". I don't like being so confused @___@

I think i'm the only one with nothing to do today. Therese, John and co. are at Usyd degree in a day thingo, i think some people are going movies?, while more dominantly, people are split between preparation for the sefton cruise tonight, and pancakes, for non-cruise-attenders, at city. Sucks to be me :(

calm down lucy

2011-09-27T21:49:00.007+10:00

kthnxbai :)

2011-09-27T21:43:00.000+10:00

KIM BLOG KIM BLOG KIM BLOG KIM BLOG KIM BLOG KIM BLOG KIM BLOG KIM BLOG KIM BLOG KIM BLOG KIM BLOG KIM BLOG KIM BLOG KIM BLOG KIM BLOG KIM BLOG KIM BLOG KIM BLOG

first day of holidays. and um i think kim should blog.

2011-09-26T21:42:00.001+10:00

Forever, and ever, I'm yours~

Holidays are freakin awesome, don't cha think. No need to stress, or deal with unnecessary crap, just work at your own pace, and only talk to awesome people you love. Yay. I went banks, and brought a new justin bieber poster. (NO THE OLD ONE DIDN'T DIE DW BILL LOL). I just wanna fill my wall. One end with sexy posters. The other end with... physics formulas. Yeah i'm serious! (: Lalala. Just thought i'll just share my joy with you today.

On a complete different note though; it occurs to me how so many people are blessed with the luxury to go tutor every day of the week for almost every subject. NAH JKS that would suck. But I can't help but feel like such a slack-off compared to them. While they're busy studying; learning; revising, i'm just at my laptop with my blog and my anime. It's a wonder why i fail huh?

ONE MORE WEEK TILL AO NO EXORCIST FINAL EP COMES OUT. Yupp i'm in love all over again~~

what about us? it's finale for year 11 too

2011-09-23T16:28:00.003+10:00

We were young and we lived it up But those nights never lasted long enough Looking back we were so naive What happened to the days when we shared our dreams? If i could go back nowI wouldn't change a thing Oh it feels so good to say; Guess we made it this far Guess we're doing alright Looks like we made it out alive Yeah we made our mistakes But we followed our hearts Even though we drift apart For always, forever...

- Every Avenue For always, forever

School's out!
Happy holidays ya'll :D

Bye-bye to year 11~

It's funny to think today was actually our final day before in approximately 16 days we'll be officially stepping into year 12. The thought's kinda scary don't you think? Everything is serious from now on. Bludging class, not paying attention, daydreaming; they all gotta go. We've all seen our results to know it. At least amongst you genius' out there I've learnt that much. [Bet something similar is gonna be lectured to us at our coming year meeting] but hey it's true. If it's something I want to achieve this spring holiday, it isn't just attempting to start on hsc courses, or shopping for clothes, but rather give myself the time to 'cool down'. All the insecurities, trivial worries and unaccountable attachments will all go locked at the back of my head and from there, I'm gonna hope that by the time we go back to school, I could start year 12 fresh and serious.

Also, to the mystery assface who changed my portal password; I NEED IT TO LOG IN TO MY LAPTOP DAMNIT.

point of resentment

2011-09-22T16:50:00.000+10:00

i guess this is the point where you go

"shit. shitshitshitshit WHY DIDN'T I JUST STUDY LIKE I SHOULD HAVE?!"

fucking physics. i don't think i've ever gotten anything so low for yearly exams. even for geo i would hover around the 50 percentage. fucking teacher who can't teach for crap. i only ever seem to do "good" in class becus therese is there... LOL. man if i get a D...

just fuck me dead

rents are gonna literally strangle me...

and i'll never be let out again...

fuck you prelim T________________T

2011-09-22T16:00:00.000+10:00

glitter glitter i wanna be all glittery and sparkly next year tooooooooooooooooooo

hehe

going back to the corner, where i first saw you

2011-09-21T21:09:00.005+10:00

cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me, and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i could be. thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet and you'd see me waiting for you, on the corner of the street. so i'm not moving

incredibly relevant repost from james

2011-09-20T17:31:00.001+10:00

I hate that feeling of insecurity. Not knowing whether people are telling the truth or if they're lying. Not knowing whether people are secretly talking about you behind your back, not knowing whether they act fake in front of you and really, hate you. Not knowing whether or not they're telling you the full story. I actually do hate not knowing things, if I'm some how involved in it.

After that short break after exams, I've got that very uncomfortable feeling that most of us get the day before school begins. I know that We've only got one week of school left for this term but still, getting my exam results back, just makes me want to spasm. This uncomfortable feeling, how can I describe it? Let's just say you're sitting at your computer or laptop, suddenly having this build up of energy inside of your mind and body but you don't know what to do with it. You start finding it difficult to breathe and this feeling of impatience builds up. After all of that, you just want to release it, in my case, I wanted to rip up all of my tutor work haha.

Everything gets to me nowadays, I'm starting to dislike pretty much most of the people know and frankly I don't know why. Being who I am stops me from enjoying all the little things, having fun with the people i know; it stops me from having fun. I don't know why I've got an "opinion on everything" or why I'm "so touchy". It just irritates me how being who I am, always makes me feel bad, I wish I could just ignore it all and not have any emotional connection. That way I could be chill and not care about anything, just enjoy it and never get upset over anything.

Being human is difficult, for everyone. Feeling something isn't a bad thing, it's just that there's a limit where once you go over, you'll see everything in a dark light.

You've just put all my inner conflicts into words my friend (:

2011-09-19T20:34:00.000+10:00

Alright betches, SPILL; who hacked my portal account?! Just cus ya'll know my password, and I'm pretty sure I personally liked it so I wouldn't have changed it. -long glare at each of you-

everything will be wonderful someday

2011-09-19T19:56:00.000+10:00

ever since john posted it, i fell in like. it's a depressing song, with depressing lyrics, but i like listening to it regardless of my mood.

wish i played as pro as i look here

2011-09-18T20:20:00.000+10:00

one day, i'll travel far far away and live in a place far better than here.

there, i will search for a new, more better me.

once i come back, i shall be a new person.

i shall be a pro guitarist, a pro pianist, and a pro vocalist.

i will have graduated from uni with a masters of psychology (?)

and i shall be making big bucks and people will be no longer looking down on me.

that's all i can think of right now.

so far, it's just a dream...

promotion:

2011-09-18T19:32:00.003+10:00

MATTHEW HAS RETURNED TO THE WORLD OF BLOGGING PEEPS!

check him out here

makes me want a new mic for myself too

2011-09-17T22:50:00.000+10:00

I saw a guitar without strings for the first time today :o I know AMAZING aye. Went Sheza's house to check out her new mic, and had her solo for me for like an hour... with her guitar outta tune too haha. BUT HER VOICE, i could sleep to it! I kinda always have this curious desire to check out the personal environment of someone I know (aka their "room"). It's interesting finding out :D But anyway what i'm desiring right now is my own mic too. "Recently a lot of people have been pissing me off, so i've been writing mainly hate songs..." - Sheza Khan. If only i could do that :o I mean like, write a song that suits my mood and be able to both sing and play chords to it. Sucks to be musically untalented T_T

2011-09-16T00:25:00.000+10:00

between each
and everyone
it feels like the bond is just
continually thinning down.
friendship.
when did it become so vulnerable?
like as if it just doesn't matter anymore.
as if we just talk for the sake of it.
i haven't felt to insecure in a long time...

dear -friends-

2011-09-15T23:21:00.001+10:00

i miss you

2011-09-15T21:01:00.001+10:00

fake a smile, pretend you're okay. eventually you'll forget about it and will be able to carry on.

half empty

2011-09-14T20:45:00.000+10:00

why would you let the bad side of things to affect you when you could just take no notice of it and have a positive outlook? cause you're a fucking pessimist. get over it

lonelylonelylonelyblahblahblahbabyimsorry

2011-09-14T17:08:00.002+10:00

Speaking of 2ne1, i just spent an hour listening to their music. They're good, and the blonde chick is pretty! Haven't heard kpop since my short-lived obsession with bigbang in 2009. Anyway what i found out is they're the ones who sang the "Lonely" song at talent quest auditions. But i like the english cover better (:

i don't do surveys but here goes.

2011-09-13T23:28:00.004+10:00

- Fill the people in below!
- Answer the questions truthfully!
1. Lucy
2. Lynniee
3. Winniee
4. Lynda
5. James
6. Lung
7. Tim
8. Ho

1. Have you ever danced with number 3?

probs, at parties? at camp? at school? in my dreams o:

2. Where did you meet number 6?

we were peer support buddies in year 7. we had awesome peer support leaders called ... christine, nhi and .. lily (?). they were awesome. probably more awesome of a peer support leader than i was. :( *crycry.

3. Have you ever gotten drunk with number 4?

nup.

4. Has ..2 ever been to your house?

couple of times. she knows every nook and cranny of my house ;)

5. Has number 1 ever seen you naked?

i hope she hasn't. unless she's been secretly spying on me.

6. Have you ever gone shopping with number 7?

shopping for food? water? does that count?

7. Have you ever seen 5 in a bra?

~~she~~ he was stunning. roxanne should've seen it ;o

8. Have you ever met 1’s family?

i didn't know she had a family to begin with..

9. Do you know 8’s middle name?

idk if dinh is his first name or his middle name.. or if ho is his middle name. so no ?

10. Have you ever eaten anything in front of 6?

yeah

11. Do you trust number 2?

i have no choice, she reads my mind

13. Have you ever fought with number 1?

it's pretty easy. sit on her and she'll snap in two

14. When was the last time you talked to 5 in person?

today.

15. Are any of your top 8 family?

course

16. Who makes you laugh the most?

everyone makes me laugh in some way. they all have their own humour

17. Have you ever done something dangerous with number 6?

why of course ;)

18. Have you ever slept in the same room with any of them?

fun fun fun

20. Would 3 do anything for you?

i'd do anything, for you dear anything. for you mean everything, to me ~

21. Has 7 ever helped you out?

helped me out? i can't think of anything from the top of my head but most likely

22. Have you ever slept in the same bed with your number 1?

funnily enough, i slept with her in my dreams. nah, she slept on the floor beside my bed

23. Which have you known the longest?

number2. we've known each other since year four. and let me tell you, we weren't the innocent pair. doggie pens, doggie style ;)

24. Who have you known the shortest?

not sure, i knew most around the same time. ho ?

25. Has anyone in your top 8 seen you cry?

yeah

27. Have you done anything illegal with number 1?

;)

28. Will 1-8 repost this?

you tell me o:

- kim

off kwo from winnie from duong

2011-09-13T22:54:00.003+10:00

- Fill the people in below!
- Answer the questions truthfully!
1. Kim
2. Lynda
3. Meryem
4. Winnie
5. Duong
6. Therese
7. Tracy
8. James

1. Have you ever danced with number 3?

With Meryem, haha, THAT'D BE FUN

2. Where did you meet number 6?

IST!!! The bludgy lessons of music, movies and dissing yasin (:

3. Have you ever gotten drunk with number 4?

More like I wind up as a victim of her seemingly drunkness. . . :P

4. Has ..2 ever been to your house?

She was like, one of the first to come over

5. Has number 1 ever seen you naked?

I'd never show up in front of her again, i solemnly swear LOL

6. Have you ever gone shopping with number 7?

YEP! BANKS (:

7. Have you ever seen 5 in a bra?
She has no boobs ... IM KIDDING she wears D

8. Have you ever met 2’s family?

Her mum, her bro, her elder, bro, her sister, her bro-inlaw, her niece, and younger niece. Yes?

9. Do you know 8’s middle name?

Does he have one ? :0

10. Have you ever eaten anything in front of 6?

Her food :3

11. Do you trust number 2?

To fail :D JOKES yeah (:

13. Have you ever fought with number 1?

We argue all the time! Haha, i don't think so? D:

14. When was the last time you talked to 5 in person?

Todaaaay

15. Are any of your top 8 family?

WE ARE FAMILY~

16. Who makes you laugh the most?
KIMKIMKIM AHAHAHAHAHHA
oh and therese is funniest ever wen she's spazzing

17. Have you ever done something dangerous with number 6?

Nupp, she's totally not one to :P

18. Have you ever slept in the same room with any of them?

Sure, same beds even lalala...

20. Would 3 do anything for you?

Anything but reveal her feet LMAO. iduno. she's a paranoid one

21. Has 7 ever helped you out?

Countless~ gotta love tracy ^^

22. Have you ever slept in the same bed with your number 1?

I remember sleeping BESIDE her bed... on the floor. OMG stupid camp

23. Which have you known the longest?

Meryem, then kim & tracy, then lyndaaa

24. Who have you known the shortest?

Therese i think... i met everyone else in year 8

25. Has anyone in your top 8 seen you cry?

I ditto kwo; i don't cry! >:

27. Have you done anything illegal with number 1?

No but i would love to :D

28. Will 1-8 repost this?

They're so busy they're ignoring me, probably not >:

- lucy

redone from april 2010, and god did i sound like a retard

2011-09-13T22:21:00.000+10:00

If you married the person you last texted, what would your last name be?Huang :D

What did you do today?
MATHBOREDFBFBFBMSNMSNFBFBFBTUMBLRBLOG

Do you know a secret about your last ex that would embarrass them?
Uh.

What is one fact about the last person who called you?
SHE LIKES TO TWEETWEET ROFLMAO - LYNDA

Last time you were on the phone?
this morning

What’s for dinner?
chicken soup stir-fry chicken and cow

Ever been to the Statue of Liberty?
PROUDLY YES!

How many e-mail addresses do you have?
To think i use to renew mine every couple of months... profectionftw<3

Last time you washed your hair?
Last night

Do you like Oreos?
WITH MILK, OMG

Can you ice skate?
Sure, just add broken bones and brusies

Do you have a brother?
JAMES (:

Do you keep a planner?
I quitted, explains why i never remember hwk

What kind of mood are you in?
PISSED. AT ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO ARE IGNORING ME

Do you take out the trash?
When i canbf

What’s the best part about being single?[ i will wtf myself here ]
i can stress over other things

Do you watch “The Hills”?
No?

What are you thinking about right now?
Murdering someone -eyes flash-

Wearing any bracelets?
I'm over my obsession with bracelet thingos, they get in the way...

What are you doing now?
Being ignored hence bored and pissed

Who was the last person that helped you stop crying?
Uh.

Who do you trust with your life?
Oh i hardly even trust myself

If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
ASHLEY

Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
Depends on the extent of our relationship, *shrug

Have you ever talked on the phone while in the shower?
No, awkward. I remember talking to people when THEY were in the toilet though.. haha

Are you afraid of falling in love?
J'dore the idea. But petrified of the consequences which follow

What is your middle name?
R

Righty or Lefty?
Right

Favorite juice?
TROPICAL. I don't like blackcurrent anymore..

Have you had the chicken pox?
No

Have you had a sore throat?
HAVE ONE NOW :(

Who knows you the best?
Tumblr

my hearts a stereo

2011-09-13T22:13:00.003+10:00

my new ringtone. i only like the chorus. so sick of hearing 'coming home' ==

my hearts a stereo,
it beats for you so listen close
and hear my thoughts in every note
make me your radio,
turn me up when you feel low.
This melody was meant for you.
just sing along to my stereo

stupid of you.

2011-09-13T17:40:00.000+10:00

did charice always look like that? i swear i remembered her differently...

therese and kim

2011-09-13T15:47:00.000+10:00

to therese:
GET WELL BUBZ
you stress yourself out too much!
LOOK AT ALL YOUR WHITE HAIR
seriously
it aint the end of the world if you "don't think" you went too well
i mean, it's not as if you're gonna receive anything under 80% anyway!!
(you know it's true.)
yeah therese is going overboard with stress
we need to cheer her up! :(

to kim:
WHAT MEMORY?!!?!?!?!?!
I CAN'T FIND IT :(

boredkient

2011-09-13T00:27:00.000+10:00

Amusing yourself via other people is addictive i swear, whether you're just talking, arguing, or totally and intentionally pissing them off. Hehehe :3

2011-09-12T23:28:00.000+10:00

Take me by the tongue
And I'll know you
Kiss me till you're drunk
And I'll show you
You want the moves like jagger
I've got the moves like jagger
I've got the mooooooves... like jagger ~

2011-09-12T22:31:00.001+10:00

FARRR, I WNR CUT MY NOSE OFF D;

m.a.t.h

2011-09-12T22:05:00.001+10:00

omg maths :/
i have so many stupid mistakes it's not even funny
AND THIS IS ONLY PRACTICE
think of all those precious marks lost
omg imagine the actual exam
plus the pressure and the panic
stupidstupidstupid maths

another one failed

2011-09-12T14:54:00.000+10:00

Well there goes my A and 90%+ for ancient :(

These yearlies... it's as if i'm fated to fail every subject...

Guess my laziness is being severely punished T_T

Severely because my rents will be too disappointed to lemme go overseas again.

Siiiiiigggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

the present is a gift

2011-09-12T08:14:00.004+10:00

This 911 thingo just made me realise... this time last year, I was in New York :OOOOO I remember visiting the now "under reconstruction" twin buildings and being forced into buying a commemoration photo book by some guy, oh and the gross tasting iced coffee we bought on that street. Haha. Honestly if it's one thing that bugs me... I can not get over how fast this year seems to have gone. It's almost Lynda's birthday again. And woolies is even starting to take out the red/green Christmas shizz again. And soon enough I'll be contemplating on whether or not to buy Christmas cards for everyone (convinced that I have never skipped a year without writing some); eventually buy them, and spend like a whole month working on them. Yeah the cheesy lame words I smother yall with isn't that easy to conjure up haha. Besides, with Yaowei on one end constantly reminding ME how he's only got a week of high school left, I realised it's actually our last Christmas holidays together.

i cared for you, i still do.

2011-09-11T22:00:00.002+10:00

it feels like i don't know you anymore. i thought i knew almost everything about you, but then again, you can never know almost everything to someone cause there will always be a side to them that you'll never know. when i talk to you, i feel like a stranger who doesn't know you anymore. but now that i think of it, i didn't know that much about you. just the outside layer of you. i saw many sides of you which i never knew of, but now it seems like i didn't see anyone. it's like we're strangers again. i tell myself that i'm fine and i really am, but i'll never completely be okay. but hopefully from this, i can renew myself and become a better person and i hope you can do the same. all i need now, is to build a bridge so i can continue moving on.

anyways, check this out

i've been blogging so much lately

sick: what was is on a test day

2011-09-11T21:07:00.000+10:00

i'm sick. i was infected by someone. now i'm infectious. so stand clear people

i'm in love

2011-09-10T23:24:00.007+10:00

to think that my dad could eat such a creature. WHY DAD, WHY ? D:

letting your anger out on the keyboard.

2011-09-10T23:03:00.000+10:00

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2011-09-10T19:32:00.001+10:00

The words keep replaying over and over in my head...

I don't think I showed it, but it really meant a lot.

And I'm sorry...

the urban dictionary game (800th post)

2011-09-10T01:25:00.002+10:00

Rules: Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions. (use the first definition there)

1. Your name: Kim

 adorable.

2. Your age: 16

 Legal age for fucking in the UK.

3. One of your friends (ONLY ONE?! -.- ) : Linda

 Spanish or italian for "Cute girl".

4. What should you be doing?sleeping

 To masturbate furiously in your room while praying that your grandma doesn't come in.

5. Favorite colour: i don't know.

 What do you think it means? Whats that? You don't know? OH MY GOD! YOU JUST WORKED IT OT!

6. Birthplace: Australia

 The best fuckin' country in the world, Australia, is also the only place where Christ could never have been born, as in Australia, you cannot find 3 wisemen and a virgin.

7. Month of your birth: April

 a left-leaning, cultured, intelligent, down to earth chic that has tons of friends throughout the world. She's a love of cinema and ethnic cuisines, has a witty sense of humour and is a great person to get advice from. She's the friend that is always there if you need her. She's also fantastic in the sack.

i was tempted

2011-09-10T01:07:00.000+10:00

WHOOOOOO JUSTIN BIEBER <33333333333

the last two years

2011-09-10T00:53:00.001+10:00

i'm late but i JUST realised that the JKL BLOG has been up and running for 2 years now o:

two years ago msn fucked up on me and didn't display my contacts, it really pissed me off. it was around this time that i called myself BOB and had a thing for 'B4' (inside joke)

this was also the time when winnie, lynda and lucy were the awesome threesome. once they went winnie's house and she forgot her keys and they jumped over the fence blabahlbahlb you get me. oh and that was around when lynda got her haircut and perm

my cousins, family friends and I used to be so close. now everyone's living their own lives. we had our good times

back then duongy had short hair and michael wore hats and terry was terry.

i got my teeth pulled out and my face started swelling up as a result of that thingy they injected in my mouth. it was also lucy's birthday. luckily by then, my face returned to normal

me and lucy were the fail duo in every table tennis competition we went to

people went to winnie's house for a swim and got told off by some old lady (?)

Formal was coming around and lucy had found her 'perfect dress'. in the end she didnt go and didn't get to wear her perfect dress.

swimming carnival in '10 was pretty fun. we played cards, taptap and listened to awesome music

Valentine's Day came and i decided to make roses for everyone. i spent the whole night doing it. it was a last minute decision. i can now make roses.

we had an awesome group back then. we had awesome skype convos/calls. we used to karaoke. we were tight and in love. we had study sessions which never worked. we were young and carefree.

i fell in love with google chrome

john loved to photoshop his luvos

me and lizzie were close. we considered each other sisters.

lucy and lynda went to the easter show together

me and john had fun in the cosmetics section of target. john also had a failed haircut that day. my hair was long back then.

it was the last day of term one in year 10. at least i think it was term one. or was it something else? we were juniors. we look so young in blue shirts. i had a lot of pimples/

me and lucy went to parra looking for work expereience. caps were a must do back then. photos are good enough now

we were JKL. we still are JKL. just with busier lives. we used to luvo all the time.

we went taronga zoo. the animals were cool. we hung out with aivee. we screamed at the harbour. it felt good. my camera ran out of batteries after the first picture.

i had long hair

we had a commerce excusrion. it was rainign that day. i came somewhat late but on time. we had pizza hut. we watched the boringest court case ever. but it was fun anwyays. john dyed his frigne.

lucy went new york. skipped out on 3 weeks of school and failed math because of that.

i "studied"

jason has BLACK hair

we had baby faces

me and lucy made a cake for winniee. it was rock hard mate.

another year of table tennis.

bludging commerce cause thats how we roll

i liked paint

lucy loved babies

i have a mini cooper 8) and a side fringe i dearly miss

we entered the talent quest. it was fun. i dont talk to howard anymore. jen has big boobs. lynnie played devinely. we're called the rolling apples. making a mashup is harder than it looks. it was all worth it. i found the try-outs more fun though

we went to the conservatorium of music. the piano sounded sexy. i had to hold in a spazz.

we went to library to "study".

i am single. (for those who haven't figured)

ignorance is a bliss

2011-09-10T00:04:00.001+10:00